Friday, May 16, 2003
4:30 pm
Yea..so.. as the little kid in "Pay It Forward" (the best movie ever) said.."The world is..shit" This is my Bitching entry.. If You dont wanna hear it leave.. No one comes here ne more anyway lol....
At least MCAS is over.. We had the last session of Math testing today, which went better than yesterday, when we couldnt use calculators... But Im just frustrated for a lot of reasons.. Its wicked annoying living 20 minutes away from all my friends, and having gay ass parents.. and no car, and no license (that part isnt their fault..the law kinda prevents me from having a license bc im too young lol) but its retarded.. I really wanna move.. It sucks, I have to leave wherever I am at like 10 or 1030 in order to be home on time (you know, the cool curfew that my parents invented one night...) See.. It used to just depend on where I was, and who I was with.. but one night they decided that my curfew has always been 11... Guess I missed that one.. You know, like those 789600 times Ive been allowed to be home at what.. what was that??? hm.... 12:00?? Yea.. So thats pretty cool eh?
Then theres the fact that I cant even hang out with my best friend from school... Woohoo we made a stupid small mistake a few months ago ...And now shes a horrible person or something.. So I guess I am too.. Because you know, I did it too.. But no, that would make too much sense... So now, Im not allowed to hang out with her because once again, my parents are retarded... I love her to death..and we try and hang out .. like see if my parents will let her come here, they can talk to her parents and everything..and we'll just stay home all night.. We just wanna hang out.. but no.. "we've already discussed this" Well FUCK THAT I have to lose a friend because they can trust me or her? And they dont even have the balls to let us earn back that trust? And they dont even care.. which is the coolest part. I guess they think because I have other friends that it doesnt matter, its just one random friend.. Well its not..and this blows and I hate it so much.. I just want my damn friend back. Yea, and me and her just got in a fight about it.. saying Im not trying hard enough to get my parents to let me hang out with her.. but theres nothing I can do.. Ive tried.. I hope my parents randomly read this, as we all they will.. Because Im their prisoner or somethign, and they have to "watch out for me" and I guess that means reading my website to see what I right.. Which is also why this thing sucks.. Because I cant tell you people shit...
Hmm so lets see what else happened the past two weeks..I turned 16.. It Blew chunks..I got driving school for my birthday, which I didnt want to take til this summer... But now I have to stay at school until 5:00 everyday because once again, no one listens to what I want.. But that makes me an ungrateful bitch right?? Didnt really want a lot of stuff for my birthday.. Just some Dave Matthews Band Tickets..They wouldnt let me go too far away... So the only close concert was sold out..which meant tickets were like 200 bucks from ghetto websites that rip you off.. But no, didnt get those either... Didnt get a gym membership.. no Tae Kwon Do.. Just some driving lessons I didnt want them to pay for, because if they waited til this summer (I dont need them done til Novemember) then I coulda paid... but no.. This is me being an ungrateful bitch..And you like..How dare I want a decent holoday for once? And then.. I Didnt get my Permit on my Birthday, because you need your social security card...and it disapeared a few months ago... Still waiting for them to send me a new one.. Glad to see that Im driving.. O no wait.. ahah I cant!! Then Bill blew me off on my birthday.. cool thing to do... Grandpa (its actually Jills Grandpa) fell and had to go to the hospital.. (which brings me to my next thing to bitch about) And then I lost my glasses..and someone stole my 600 dollar camera....
Ahh.. Yes.. good topic. So the past couple of months its been impossible to hang out with Jill (best friend) without her boyfriend, Daryll, coming too.. I didnt mind at first but now its more annoying then.. well I dont know what its more annoying then.. But its stupid. I call her.. she says she will call back in a minute... He calls me back for her.. Because shes busy.. So then I have to relay messages.. Fun.. And then theres the classic... "Hey, wanna hang out" Then I get both of them..when I was clearly talking to her...GAH! And then theres when she asks me to hang out.. and pulls up with him in the car.. like its an understood necessity or something... Now hes living with her.. Drives her car.. Makes a mess in her house..Is always there.. He crashed his car..And now Jill hasta bring him to work.. Thats one good thing..he works.. thats sometime hes not around...
Thats my beef.. and its some thick stuff for ya...I dont even expect ne one to read it.. If you do, wohoo coolness.. If not..so what? I didnt expect ya to lol...Want a cookie? Im gonna go.. I just wanna go out tonight.. but who knows if that will happen..its a process, remember? I might be going out on Bills boat.. but agian, who knows if that will happen either.. No need to address the boy issue lol... I dont think I have that much space on Geocities without paying haha... Peace out Girl Scouts! (p.s- Im not insane or depressed.. just agrivated.. so save ur bullshit lol)
Tuesday, May 13, 2003
6:39 pm
OK well.. this is the 3rd time Ive had to write this.. because my computer is being a loser..So this time, theres not gonna be as much excitement as the first 2.. well.. because its a lil old now lol..I realize I havent posted in FOREVER But such is life, things happen lol. I would say Im sorry and whatnot, but if ya'll really cared, you wouldve hit up the comments or the Tag Board.. But you didnt.. So I see how it is..
Anyways... We had MCAS testing today and the rest of the week for like 3 hours every morning too. Their not too bad, just time consuming and annoying. Then I have drivers Ed class til 5, so its a long day. Thursday we have our chorus concert -- our last one of the year, which should go well. I went to Bill's and then to Ky's house yesterday, it was fun, Bill made me dinner and stuff, and then at Ky's we worked on some stuff for a community service project were going to start... Im wicked excited about that.. Ill tell you more about it later..Have to go write an essay.. Talk to ya later people...
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wednesday, February 19, 2003
5:15 pm
Boredom -- Boredom -- and well.. Boredom.. but its all good..Later on Ky's coming to pick me up, and a bunch of us are hanging out.. It'll be a blast. Yesterday, I went to Bill's house and hung out there, It was fun.. Hes a fun guy lol.. :o) And then, I went to Sarahs house, and Jill and Daryll picked up... Today I just hung around..Nothing too exciting, But o well.. I went to the Hdrome with Emily, Jen and Marissa on Sunday.. It was wicked cool.. Seeing as it took me how long to get there?? 2 years?? It was cool.. But Im gonna go..Ive some stuff to do before I leave.. See ya!
Moment
Thursday, February 13, 2003
9:03 pm
I Just took a quiz to see what Dave Song I was.. And there were 2 questions where I couldnt make up my mind.. So I took it twice, Once with one answer, the next with the others... So here are the results..Mix em together, and its me!!!
Everyday
What Dave Matthews Song Are You?
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Sweet Up and Down
What Dave Matthews Song Are You?
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But Yea..those are my fun-filled and action packed quiz results.. Interesting eh?? I went to Coley's game to watch them cheer tonight..It was fun. I think Im going to go to their first competition and help them out..I miss those Chicas!!! It was great to see Coachie too!! Ahhh Sorry it was fun, but it sucks that I dont cheer with them anymore.. its part of what I gave up to go to a new school..It blows.. I just try not to think about it..
Today we had our Pep Rally..Wait a minute... Who won today??? The seniors? Hm... no.. Dont think so.. Im pretty sure it was THE SOPHOMORES!!!! Fuck yea baby thats what Im talking about hahaha I get excited ok! heh.. The pep rally was fun.. It got kinda crazy at the end, but it was cool ne way! I was glad I wasnt out there cheering.. It just wasnt the same.. But it was the first time in 6 years that I havent been the one out there ya know.. Kinda depressing..O well.. Winning the Poster contest kicked ass.. On that note, Im gonna go!! C/o 2oo5 BABY!! See ya!
Tuesday, February 11, 2003
5:56 pm
Hey you! Today was fun I guess.. We hung up our posters for the pep rally ( they judge each class, and pick a winner and what not ) last block. It actually came out WICKED good!! I was kinda shocked.. I thought it was gonna blow chunks lol. I finished painting my section of it last night..and I painted "Pink Floyd, The Wall" on it, with the little alien people on it..It was hott.. U know it.. haha- Tonight is my brother's senior night for hockey.. I dont think Im going.. Hey, he didnt go to Regionals to watch me last year..soooo whatever! And my mom is being a dyke lately ( more than usual ) And Sarah was gonna come with me to the game, but no one wants to bring her home because they'll get home to late.. Its messed up if you ask me. O well, Vacation starts ina few days, and Im outta this place.. So its all good. Theres not much else to say.. Valentines day is this week.. Pleasant Eh?? No, not so much...Comment if you wish.. Sign the guest book...Check out the links to other people's sights..and.. have a dandy night.. See Ya..
Tuesday, February 4, 2003
5:12 pm
See.. I told you I'd be back sometime soon lol.. I went to the dentist today.. Not so great! 3 lil dinky cavities.. From when I had my braces.. O well..what can ya do?? Then I went to the Orthodontist, and I saw my old friend Alex from Junior High.. We were decently close friends and Ive missed that girl!! Im glad I ran into her, were gonna get together soon.. She might even come with me to Southwick for a day.. She hates her school.. So yea, today wasnt too too bad really. I cant wait for the weekend.. Im of school already for the week...Figures, I update on a boring day.. lol..Make sure to Check out Oziz.. Haven't been there too much lately.. Hit up the forums, He's a cool guy!!! I'll have my new layout up sometime soon enough.. Shannon and I played around a lil in Adobe the other night and it looked hott, so Im excited !!! Hurry up and start commenting for me!!! And don't forget Mike... I'll see ya later!
Moment
Sunday, February 2, 2003
9:52 pm
Ahhh well Im back.. And its been how many months? Hell, its a different year.. O well..Allison was harassing me again, so I figured Id get my shit together. Im thinking about working on a new lay out.... Seeing as I kinda gave up on this page and never finished adding everything (( Ooopsies)) Im sure you'll all forgive me -- somehow--
I ended up doing cheerleading.. the ended up putting me on J.v... Nice eh?? I tried doing it for a few weeks.. But I just couldnt do it ne more.. my grades went to shit ( im not sure cheering had ne thing to do with it, but yea..) And I couldnt deal with the differences, and the people and what not.. I dunno.. Ive got too much going on.. Im set.. Ive missed a lot of my meetings the past month.. Ive gotta start going again.. Im slacking..
I stayed over Sarah's for the weekend.. It was fun. Yay!! --lol--. We went to Dave's for a lil bit with Kyle, but then Sean fucked up our night, so we went back home and then hung out with Jason and Greg for a lil bit. Then last night we hung out with some people and just stayed home... I love that girl!
Ive got school tomorrow.. Ick! So Im gonna get going.. I swear I wont wait so long to post again.. Who knows...maybe I'll come back tomorrow... See ya! --- Make sure to visit Mike, he has a new layout it kicks ass---
Sunday, November 20, 2002
9:31 pm
Well well well..Allison was getting on me, practically begging me to post..Kinda funny that shes the ONLY ONE WHO CARES.. K sorry..random outburst is done now..Its been almost exactly a month since I last posted..Almost right down to the minute. Yippeeee..Who Kicks ass..Heh..
Tomorrow night I have a chorus concert.. I think its going to suck, but O well.. But I have to stay after for Amnesty International -- its a thing where we right for human rights..its cool-- and then Im going to The District Attorneys office for a meeting thing.. No no no.. I didnt do ne thing wrong, its where people get together and discuss legal issues..It seemed like fun, and they sent me a letter asking me to go, so this is me.. Going.. Tomorrow. :o)
I also have some more cutting edge news I, Will sadly, not be Cheerleading this Year at my new school. Unforunately, I have debate team on Wednesdays, and Missing practice would limit my chances of Varsity..and That would be gay..and Colleges like debate team more than Division 4 or 3 Cheerleading that doesnt compete..So Im doing debate team..and itll be fun. And Im also announcing my return to Tae Kwon Do.. I did it when I was younger, and I kicked soooooo much ass, hard core, in tournaments, so Im physched (spelling??) to get back into it.. Hopefully I'll still be taking gymnastics classes, so that way I can get my tumbling over the next year and a half ( damn... I better lol), and then my senior year I'll Cheer for an All Star team.. Plus, then Ill have ym license, bc practices for All Stars are a good hour or so at least away... So.. Thats my story... If I dissapoint u, either with my lack of posting, or my current decisions...Notify me, Ill be sure to pretend I care lol.. Jk.. Ne advice will be taken into consideration..as long as its not vulgar..then I'll bust you up hah ...Im gonna go now..See ya!
Moment
Sunday, October 20, 2002
9:49 pm
Hey there.. heres some fun convos I had...with Lj, the ex-boyfriend..I find them humorous, so I thought you might too, and you know how I love to brighten peoples days! Wohooo!
(well.. I accidentally deleted the first part.. but it was him, stating that Im a bitch, bc Im not in love with him, and Im the worst thing that ever happened to him...Yet he loves me...Hmmmm... Confuses the hell outta me..Ne one out there understand?? Ne one? So...uhm..yea..heres the part, after I said I wouldnt talk to him anymore, bc it "hurts" him...)
Krn182lmp (3:15 PM): no u no what i wanan be but u r involved w/ to many guys
peetros15 (3:16 PM): i have guy friends.. more than girl friends actually..thats how i am
Krn182lmp (3:16 PM): i know "thats how u r"
peetros15 (3:16 PM): i will date people,. im not going to not date people, just bc ur my friend and u want to be more
peetros15 (3:17 PM): i told u before, i still stick with it... u can be my friend if u can handle it...i wont discuss it with u... but dont expect me to sit at home at night and not go out bc were friends..
peetros15 (3:17 PM): but i gtg.. got shit to do before i leave...
Krn182lmp (3:17 PM): dont u mean guys 2 do
peetros15 (3:17 PM): and ur right, im a slut..clearly
Krn182lmp (3:17 PM): u said it
peetros15 (3:18 PM): all those people i fuck..damn
peetros15 (3:18 PM): 0
peetros15 (3:18 PM): its getting up there
peetros15 (3:18 PM): see ya.. bye
So what did we learn today? If you have sex with NO ONE, You Are A Slut ! And if you love someone, and they dont love u, you have the right to call them a bitch..and tell them to drop dead.. :o) Im glad we ALLLLL learnt something tonight.. I'll post tomorrow after school regarding my AWSOME weekend. It actually went really well.. So dont get to upset, I shall return.... Dun dun Dun...
Moment
Tuesday, October 15, 2002
9:47 pm
Im back again... Looking through the agenda..Found some random writings..Feel free to read, or not read.. Either way, have a blast!
We place os much of our lives in the hands of uncertainty, our whole words resting tehre, our hearts right along with our logic. Never hacing any way to prove, justify or explain the millions of things racing racing s frantically through our minds-- The emotions streaming across your face, hidden behind the blank stare. The risk of losing everything-- possibly for nothing-- for that one certainty of happiness, right before it all drifts away...
Heres another...
Sitting here, not sure what to say, wondering what you're thinking.. you say nothing- your face makes it clear. How can you be so sure, so certian of something so unsure... you say you love me, and thats enough, like its automatically alright. But what you dont know, is that Im screaming iside to get away from your love.. Love brings people pain, you cant promise the worl in turn for my heart-- The world provieds no assurance, no garuntees, it honors nor holds no promises....
One More! (dont jump up and down too much.. I wouldnt want you to hit the ceiling! hehe )
I have a picture of who I want to be, set in a sparkly frame, glistening with elegance. Being admired from far away, appreciated up close...-- Simply for what it was, no illusions, facades of truth standing in your way -- simple -- just simply something special...
Thats allllll folks.. I know...touching..
Tuesday, October 15, 2002
6:01 pm
Ok..So now a Counter is up at the bottom of my awsome Blog section..(I did it all by myself..for me, this is a big step!). I also set up my damn Tagboard (::Sighs::.... Finally!) Im not sure where I want to put it.. I really want a new Lay out..Maybe Ill start working on one next weekend..I have some grand Ideas, now lets just see if I can do it! (Have Faith in me Guys)-- So yea, for now, the TagBoard is at the bottom too.. I was going to put it in the "Bye" Section, but I think thats too much effort for people to go there.. Because then you figure they could just post in the Guest Book...So we're gonna see how it works out down there for now. ANOTHER thing I added... is... (dun dun dun...) a Moment thingy! Im going to have that at the end of each blog (again, for now) ..Ill get it all situated later... Not now..Sorry..
Im off to a meeting for Interact (a club at school).. Ill post again tonight and finish this shit up...See ya...
Moment
Monday, October 7, 2002
8:29 am
Hey there everyone... Miss me? I doubt it.. The only one who even noticed that I wasnt around was Shannon, and I see her every day...That doesnt count! ... But I came back anyways..I always do. I meant to post a few weeks ago, but I realized I needed to create Archives
in order to fit any more of my worthless shit on here... So..at the time, I lacked the energy, or effort required..Although, now, I have done it! Wahoooo! Right now, theyre not organized...its just my past blogs, thrown in a section (theyre in order by date of course)...Eventually I put some more effort in and break them into time sequences or something..NOT THAT YOU CARE!
Since school started, a lots been going on.. Well, not really, but it sure seems like it. Schools been awsome!!! My grades are pretty nice...Nice enough to keep me there at least... (see...I agreed, with my parents, that if I get anything less than a B, I get sent back to my old school..) At least Im safe for now. :o) I got fired yesterday..Something about the way I handle customers..its a bunch of bullshit, but o well... Now I just need to find a new way to get some money...New job? ahhhh no.. not necessary lol.. Unfortunately, its starting to look like it is... awww ::shucks:: .. Ill come back tomorrow or the day after..or the day after that...And give u a better update on what Ive been up to... Dont get too excited...
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