A euphoric past,
a pessimistic present,
eyes wide open,
watching the world make its descent,
everything appears fake,
the burden grows,
are they with me or am I all alone,
are we all the same,
is the human condition doomed to be insane...
Unimaginable thoughts,
my mind takes a beating,
attractive pastimes make their mark,
like vultures feeding,
difficult journey we embark,
time varies, show me haste,
limit the torture,
barely moving, living waste...
Mild Mutilation, eyes gape in disbeleif,
top notch demeanor,
an outstretched hand, hide, retreat,
internal throbbing, head pounding,
I fear the worst as I distinguish difference,
I invite the inevitable, try to establish dominence,
listening to myself, foreign, pressure mounting...
I'll remember this now,
this milestone in self discovery,
be a gentleman bow,
seek mercy cower,
I'll remember this age when nothing feels right,
escape, foil the arch enemies plight,
curl up and hide, I stand over you, tower...
A milestone of self,
pictures on a table,
knock down a shelf,
shaking, unstable,
A milestone of self,
put them all together,
you have me...
you have me...
you hate me...