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Ppl often come and hear things from other ppl and this info which is often
biased controls and changes the opinions of many others. It catagorizes them
as that no matter how good they really are w/o giving the other person a
chance to explain themselves. Ppl often hear rumors and bad things that
other ppl have against someone that if it builds up and up and soon it seems
that everyone is against that one person. The person tries hard to defent
herself but it builds up so much that she cannot change the minds of all these
ppl and she collapses becuz it has gotten to the point that it would be easier
just to give up and be torn apart by all these ppl rather than to fight them all
back. Ppl often assume things that are not true. i think everyone hates me and
wants to ruin my life by spreadin rumors in large quantities so dat it'll change
da mindz of many ppl and since dey have a desire to hate me it only confirms
their suspicions which were already all wrong; so in da end it don't matter i'm
either hated by many or all. If you think you know what the hell is goin on w/
me, then you are prolly full of shit.
shouldn't think any more tonite*
*What you want you can't have, what u can have u don't want, so in the end
ur life is fuckin miserable becuz u can't have ne thin*
*I've learn that no matter how much u care, some ppl are just assholes*
*I've learned that u shouldn't compare urself to others, they're more fucked up
than u think*
*We find comfort in those who agree with us and growth among those who
don't*
*Trustin ppl for the first time is easy . . . it's the second time around after you
have fallen and trusted someone to catch you and they didn't . . .when it
becomes difficult to let urself fall again*