-----> SeArCh FoR ThE LoSt SouL AmIdSt iT aLL . . .
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06-13

today i had gone to church cuz it wuz a special day n they were having a
. . .revol terces ym. . .dlrow eht ni onipilif tsetuc eht was tsuj . . . nam wwwa
special mass at my local church so i went . . there's this girl that my sister n her
sicnarf si eman  sih llew . . . nay ocir esruoc fo sediseb nees evi tsetuc eht llew
friends make fun of . . they call her hapy child . .cuz she's real into being
. . .sicnarf . . hha . .  eciov n ratiug sih /w em tnahcne nac ohw eno ad seh
christian n at mass when the songs come w the hand movements she has her
ylno fi . . od ynnhoj dna mih ebyam llew dlrow eht ni eciov tseb eht sah eh
hands stretched out so it is up n above n visible to the rest of the crowd
. . . eb ot denitsed neeb evah dluoc ew tad leef i . . . dlo oos tnsaw ynnhoj
behind n around her  n she exxagerates the hand movements . . she is in the
yppah oos eb dluow i. . reh zuw i ylno fi . . . elpuoc etuc a era ydnas n ynnhoj
same grade as my brother . . even he makes fun of her . . at first i found it
dluow i naht gnos a gnis si od ot deen dlouw ynnhoj lla reh neeb dah i fi i tub
amuzing but then i realize wut a strong believer she was . . she didn't
. . .ydnas sih i n ynnhoj ym zuw sicnarf ylno fi . . . dias eh revetahw yb rdiba
exaggerate her movements but instead she meant them . . she believed in all
. . . gnorw em teg tnod . . .dog fo bmal eht saw gnas eh gniht tseixes eht
the words she wuz singing n i wuz inspired by her no matter what my sister or
sdrow sih yaw eht n ydolem eht tub . . . sgnos hcruhc htiw yknik teg tond i
brother or ne one said . . i am proud of her to be able to be different n
ooos mih ekil i. . .eya. . . mrofsnart gnos elohw eht edam eugnot sih ffo dellor
worship our lord more than anyone else in that church unlike me sadly . . i
kniht tnod i nehw yb sessap tnemom a ton . . nahtanoj tub sicnarf ton. . hcum
don't even do the hand movements . . oh well . . the cute guitar player whom
si teem ot slellarap owt rof ohtla efil ni lellarap ym hcaer ot hsiw i . . . mih fo
i've admire from afar since the 6th grade or so maybe even the 4th now that i
hcaer otekil�dluow�i�dna�eno�evah�i�taht�onk�i�tub�noitinifed�sti�yb�elbissopmi
think about it . . sang today at mass with his heavenly voice n he looked
na ot emoc yam i n dnim fo ecaep eviecer yam i siht niniatta yb spahrep . . .ti
fabulous today with his blessed looks yea . . all i could do wuz stare . . my
n yllatnem yllacisyhp deifsitas yllanif eb yam i dna flesym htiw tnemeerga
sister got to speak wit him after mass . . lucy biatch . . hahaha i luv my sis .
llac u avetuw . . .nevaeh ro anavrin fp etats eht hcaer ot hsiw i . . . yllautirips
.but yea . . . after mass she went to this miniature golf place where a lot of her
tub so kniht tnod i ?tnaw ot lrig a rof gnorw taht is .yppah eb ot tnaw tsuj i  . .ti
friends hang out but today it wuz only goin to be her and her boyfriend . . and
yppah os emedam tad gmo . . yadot leoj ot klat  ot tog i . .  elbissop neve ti si
my brother . . .hahahahha . . while i on the other hand went to the mall with
enohp eht urt mih raeh dluoc lpp fi em deksa eh . . . yad me sekam syawla eh
my aunt . . she wuz sooo stingy . . n wouldn't buy ne thin cuz it was too
mi kniht i ?he ddo how . . . u yrram tnow i on delley eh tub . . . delley eh n
expensve . . sooo embarassing . . no u don't understand . . she went around
kniht ot ton yrt lliw i os modnar yllatot tsuj saw ti dna ti nopu hcum oot nikniht
beggin ppl well maybe notbeggin but asking ppl for coupons just random ppl
nahtanoj ess lliw i  taht looks ot kcab og i nehw tad epoh i . . . ti fo hcum oot
. . . uggh . . and we only stayed at the big department stores . . n i wuz bored
dnim ym ni gnimrof ro gnivah neeb evah i smaerd eht ekil tsuj eb lliw ti dna
out of my mind .. i never wanna look at these items again . .  office shoes,
tanc yhw remaerd gnikuf a hcus ma i . . smaerdyad sa nwonk ylnommoc erom
shower curtains, luggage straps, purses, watches with leather straps n clinique
naem i zuc ereht eb ot tnaem erew yeht ebyma ?sduolc eht fo tuo daeh teg i
clearing lotion number 2 uggh . . thats all we looked at . . oh yea n the fuck
rof lla stad sseug i . . llew ho. . .ahahahahaha. . .legna terces na ma i spahrep
george fucking foreman grill . . i hate that stupid thing . . yea but the highlite
tuw onk i. . . xnaht. . .ay vul i . . haum . . sessik n zguh . . . neht litnu. . . etinot
of my day wuz not goin to mass and seeing francis the cutest filipino besides
. . .lla ti epyt ot si ti  darh nikcuf woh enigami daer otsi sid ssa ni ad niap a
rico yan (omg soo hot lolz) not goin to the mall and spending 7 hours with her
lliw eno on em ot  ninetsil 4 sknaht . . . em rof erac ru etaicerppa yllaer i  tub
but talkin to my best friend joel on the phone for 20-40 minutes??? but yea
. . .smaerd teews llew
that wuz the best . . it made my day . . to hear his voice . . . i miss him . . my

buddy . . oh well maybe i'll call him tomorrow . oh well i miss jonathan . . i

like him soooo much . .  my sis n i were lookin at photos of jordan . . sooo cute
. . hahah i'm crazy . . but all i can do is look but not touch . . so that is all i do

. . stare . . ::sigh:: . . . he's too good to be tru . . can't take my eyes off of you . .
u'd be like heaven to touch . . i wanna hold u so much . .and as long as love

has arrived . . i thank god i'm alive . . . that song is a classic . . :sigh: well i'll

stop singing . . . lol and let u get sum sleep . . . i'm out . . . oh yea . . i forgot .

. . sweet dreams . . . zzz  . . . zzz . . .
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