Chapter 41
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You’re going to do what I did to you….
Is that it….?
You’re going to get back at me….
Is that it….?
The thing I knew for sure…
Was that his and my friendship…
Had been over… For a long time….
+Hospital+
“What room is Kang Heewon in….”
“Oh~ You’re sweating~ I’ll wait till you catch your breath.”
“I asked which room Kang Heewon is in…”
“…Kang Heewon…? Just a moment please…”
The shirt I wore was matted onto my back because of the sweat….
Please, please let today be the last day I meet Kang Heewon… Please…
I beg of you….
“Room 302.”
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I’m not going to back out now…
I’m going to be the one smiling today….
….I’m sick of me being disappointed in myself…
Today… It’s my day to smile…
Dirty bastard…
How bothering to knock,
I opened the door to his room..
His cot was next to the window….
“You look perfectly fine to me…”
I forced a tight smile at him and walked closer…
“Not you again…” Kang Heewon said frowning…
“Huh? Unnie, how did you know about this? Eungyu oppa just left. ^_^.”
I just noticed that Nari was sitting next to the bed, and standing next to her was the cool drummer unnie.
Damn….
I don’t want to act pathetically in front of this unnie…
Wait, Jungwon.. This isn’t the time to think about your image…
“Take Jungbin out.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, ^_^.”
“Call the damn police station and take Jungbin out of jail, you bastard!!!!!!!!!!”
Kang Heewon’s eyes shook slightly, and he pulled himself up…
“This isn’t the end you know…”
“…well, end it here… Now.”
“Nuna, Nari… Can you guys wait outside for a second?”
With Kang Heewon’s words, Nari looked at me worriedly…
“…don’t fight… why are you fighting… You’re not going to right…?”
“It’s time for us to make our leave~~ ^0^ .”
The cool drummer unnie swung an arm around Nari’s shoulder and started heading towards the door, and….
“I don’t know what’s going on… But if Heewon starts spazzing come yell for me, okay Eungyu’s girlfriend? ^_^.”
She winked and left the room with Nari….
“...take Jungbin out.”
“Well, then you take out my dad…”
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“I didn’t know… It may sound funny hearing this now.. But I didn’t know it was your dad… So take Jungbin out!!”
He smiled… That stupid smile I hate…
“I didn’t know either… I didn’t know that the guy I had arrested was named Jungbin.. ^_^.”
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“Why are you doing this… Is it because of what I did to your dad…? If it is, get back at me… You can do whatever you want, you can do something fifty times worse than what you did to me on my birthday…. So just leave the people around me alone… Jaegwang, Jungbin… and Eungyu…. Who’s next on your list….”
“…your dad of course. ^_^.”
I guess this is what they mean by seeing fire…
I raised my left hand to strike him, but Kang Heewon grabbed it tightly in midair.
“…you’re going to hit a sick person….? ^_^..”
“…you’re trash… Kang Heewon, were you always this kind of person…? Huh…? Is this your true self…?”
“Someone I trust made me like this….”
“I told you! I didn’t know it was your dad!! No, even if I knew I would have called! …the little kid… did in front of me… And the car just sped away, that’s all….”
“So, my mom leaves home. My dad gets sent to some jail for retards and I live by myself… That’s all I have left…”
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“..what do I have to do..? What do I have to do to have you stop doing the disgusting things you’re doing…? What do I have to do to not have to see you anymore…”
“That’s something I should be saying…. You disappear… When I look at your face or even think of you, something starts bubbling inside me… It keeps me up at night… I can’t sleep because of you…”
I didn’t know…
I’d forgotten that even Kang Heewon could have tears in his eyes…
These hands have wiped them away for him before…
These hands…
“Don’t meet Eungyu anymore… Don’t appear in front of me because of Shin Eungyu.. He’s my best friend right now, and I can’t handle having a bi+ch like you around him…”
In the end, the name Kang Heewon says is Shin Eungyu’s…
For a second, I could see Jungbin’s grandma’s face….
Then Eungyu’s….
It’s because of me Jungbin got taken away…
If I go to Eungyu…
Then, I’m the evil one.. ^_^….
“Then, call and have Jungbin taken out. Leave Jaegwang alone. And don’t ever smile like that in front of me again…”
“And Eungyu…?”
“…if you need your friend Shin Eungyu that much… You can have him…There’s no reason for us to see each other then… It’s over now, you got what you wanted. Do call the police station and have Jungbin taken out.”
I finished, and I felt tears well up in my eyes…
I don’t know why, it’s hard to explain exactly why…
Turning around, I reached for the hospital door..
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As I turned, I realized what I was feeling… I knew what I was feeling…
It was longing, his smile from a long time ago… his hands…. His tears….
“…hey, Kang Heewon….”
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“…I sound hella retarded saying this, but… can I hold your hand this one last time…?”
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I couldn’t see his face…
When he spoke, his voice was filled with laughter….
“You’re disgusting, you know what I’m saying…?”
"......"
+Click+
I slowly walked out of the room, and to open up my tightened throat I had to fake a few coughs.
It pisses me off when I cry…
Yoon Jungwon… You retard…
You were going to smile, you were going to be the one smiling…
…why are you the one crying….
I guess I’m more sensitive than I thought I was…
What am I supposed to do thought… When I’m stand in front of you.. When I see your face…
I can’t do anything but just break down…
Damn these stupid memories….
Memories are stupid things… you think the same way, don’t you…
“Unnie, are you okay?”
Nari asked sitting on a bench outside the room..
“Yeah, I’m fine.. Have fun, I’ll be leaving….”
“Is there something with you and Heewon oppa?”
“…hey, if you end up breaking up with Jaegwang’s friend someday. Be good to Eungyu. He’s real cute, you know?”
“Excuse me?!”
Nari asked surprised….
I smiled and bravely turned around.
I reached the stairs….
It’s hard….
Why’s it hard now….?
I was perfectly fine in front of Nari…
Jungbin’s grandmother!! I got Junbin out!! >_<!
How you don’t have to be with Miyun or whatever b***h!!
But…..
…instead I lost something important to me….
A guy named Shin Eungyu…
He’s a really cute guy… I was just starting to love him….
“Yoon Jungwon…..”
..I knew.. I knew the owner of that voice… I knew that voice so well….
But I just continued to walk foreward..
“Yoon Jungwon!”
“…………..”
Chapter 42
“Yoon Jungwon!”
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I could hear his footsteps…
I’m not going to see his face… I’m not going to look at him…
“Did you come to see Heewon..?”
“…..yeah.”
“He wasn’t too hurt, I wanted to tell you something. Don’t run away and listen.”
“…I have something to say to you too. You go first.”
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“Okay, I will. You know what I said to you yesterday? That I was going to just let you go. That you weren’t it. Well, at night… My head start hurting, and I couldn’t fall asleep… Because I knew when I saw you in the morning, I’d be sad. ^_^.”
I lifted my head and looked up at Eungyu…
…he’s smiling today too…..
Retard… How can you be smiling everyday…
“Yeah? And…?”
“You know I get mad easily!”
“And…?”
“I wasn’t mad after a little while.. O_O …”
“…and….?”
“…I’m a good boy for not being mad for a long time, huh?”
“Yeah, you are. What’s that got to do with me?”
“I’m forgiving you retard!”
I held back a laugh.
How am I supposed to give up a guy like this… How am I supposed to erase a guy like this..
But…..
Shin Eungyu….
It’s still Kang Heewon before me….. Huh? ^_^…
I’m not strong enough to win Kang Heewon…
I don’t want people around me hurt, because I won’t let go of you….
“…Shin Eungyu, I’ll do the talking now. ^-^ ..”
“Okay, go ahead.”
“…it’s been a short time since you and I met. We haven’t even been going out for a long time.. So I’ll be able to forget you quickly… I already might have. ^_^.”
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“You know, yesterday, I felt that.. We don’t compliment each other very well…”
“I can love you more than singing now, ^0^ .”
“No. You and I can’t be together anymore.. The Dragonhead that you hate most in the world, that’s me. ^_^.”
“..huh? HUH?! No, it’s not!!!! >0<!!!”
“I have a picture a home to prove it. I’ve never exactly like guys like you. Always so fancy and popular.. I’ll be going now!”
I passed a frozen Eungyu….
With the calmest face I could muster….
“…Yoon Jungwon… Let me ask you this one thing….”
“..yeah?”
“The person you hate most in the world, but the person you couldn’t tell me because he and I were so close… It’s Kang Heewon… isn’t it….”
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“…no, I checked up on his background a little more. He has nothing to do with you. I was thinking about someone else that looked similar to you. It’s not Kang Heewon. You won’t believe how close he and I were in middle school. He cares about you a lot, you guys be friends for a long time, okay? I’m going.”
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“Oh right! The necklace… It was so pretty I still had it. I should give it back to you.”
I took the necklace off and place it in Eungyu’s palm…
…Eungyu squeezed my hand tightly…
“Dragonhead, I still like you. What am I suppose to do?”
“…don’t be so stupid. I don’t like you, you probably can’t fight better than Jungbin…”
“…so you’re not my girlfriend and I’m not your boyfriend anymore…?”
“…yeah, I’m going to go be Jungbin’s wife. ^_^.”
Eungyu let out a sad grin and let go of my hand. The necklace I’d placed in his hand dropping at the same time…
The necklace around his neck made me laugh….
I quickly, quickly started walking again…..
I think I’m going to collapse. I want to.
Not in front of Eungyu, not in front of Eungyu Jungwon.
The end has to be cool…
I put my hands in my pocket and tightly held my little knife…
My Piggy <3...
I smiled again… I couldn’t stop smiling…
I didn’t know… I didn’t know that Shin Eungyu liked me so much…
I was so stupid to not have known….
+That Night+
I didn’t eat…
I was too busy playing computer games…
Next to me, Jaegwang wouldn’t shut the hell up.
“Are you crazy? You’ve been playing for forever! What if the keyboard breaks!”
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“Hey Piggy!!!!”
“Don’t call me ‘Piggy’!!”
“……-0-……….”
****, I can’t stop thinking about him… What the hell is wrong with me.. TT_TT..
“Nuna, are you crying..?”
“Are you crazy?! Get out! Get the hell out and don’t bug me!”
“You stupid Piggy! This is my room!!!”
“I told you not to call me ‘Piggy’!!”
“I got first place! Don’t mess with me!”
“Shut up, if you say one more word, I’m going to throw you out the window.”
Jaegwang got up and started waving his hand in front of the monitor.
“…I warned you..”
“Play with me. Nuna, I’m bored.”
“..I’m not in the mood to talk to people.”
“…why? Because you’re a pig?”
“…no, because I’m scared.”
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+JJINNNNG JINNNNNNNNG!!+
“Piggy, you got a call!”
“Don’t answer it.”
“Hello? Who? My nuna’s next to me, hold on.”
<_<
“..hello?”
“Oy! Wifey! Your husband’s at home, mon!”
“…..oh, Jungbin. You’re out.”
“Kwahahahaha! Dat bastard called da station at let me out!! Wonder what got inta da bastard’s head, mon.”
“…that’s good. What a relief.”
“Come out! Oppa will buy you food, mon!”
“…Jungbin, why the hell did you beat up that bastard and get taken to the police station?”
“Kwahahahahaha! Did you worry about me a lot?!!”
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“Because of you, I’m going to like someone on my own without telling him…”
+Click+
I dropped my phone and on the ground…
I could hear Jungbin’s stupid accent yelling at me..
“…nuna, I’m sorry…”
Jaegwang picked up my phone and closed it….
“…it’s fine, I’m fine.”
“…uh, do you want me to go out..?”
“Yeah, could you.. ^_^.”
Quietly, Jaegwang left his room.
I watched his leave and I got up to open the window.
With a rapidly beating heart, I looked to where Eungyu’s room was.
The light was turned off..
I guess he’s not home yet..
He’s not drinking again is he..?
Dammit, I’m worried.
I guess I’m going to have to like him by myself now…
The Dragonhead thing I was crazy to tell him..
I was really crazy….
Thinking back….
It’d have been cooler if I hadn’t told him…
Chapter 43
A few days later...
After getting a call from Jungbin, I left the house for the first time in a long while...
When I’d look at Eungyu’s room every once in a while, the lights would be turned off....
It’d be at least twelve in the morning before I could hear his footsteps go past the gate and into his house.
Why does he look so good after we broke up?
“Jaegwang, nuna’s going to sneak out today. Open the door when I call you.”
“Who are you going to meet?!”
Wearing nothing but his shorts, my stupid brother pulled on my bag.
“...Jungbin...”
“Are you crazy?! You’re not in your right mind since Eungyu hyun dumped you!”
That’s right... This kid right here thinks that I’m the one who got dumped...
“What’s wrong? It’s the hyung that made your seniors not pick on you. Don’t think too badly of him, he’s a nice person.”
“Just don’t get eaten....”
“OW! That hurts!”
Jaegwang yelled as I struck his shoulder and stormed out of the attic door.
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I spotted a face I hadn’t seen in a few days...
After looking after him secretly from my room, it felt good to see him face to face.
He’s cut his short.
“Long time no see.”
Eungyu said as if nothing was wrong. And I greeted him back as if nothing was wrong.
“Are you going to sneak out?”
“...yeah.”
“...isn’t my haircut pretty?”
“...yeah, it is.”
“Are you going to go meet your boyfriend?”
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“....yeah...”
You look perfectly fine with that...
You wouldn’t believe how much I’m shaking and nervous right now. I can’t even look at you straight in the eye...
But you.... I guess you’ve forgotten me in a matter of days....
Sitting on the edge of the tiny wall, Eungyu was picking cherry tomatoes off of their tomato plant.
His eyes weren’t even on me...
I just glumly walked down the stairs...
Quietly opening the front gate, I started walking down the alley...
I could spot Jungbin and even from far away...
....wait.. what the hell am I seeing... <_<...
“Oy!!!”
-_-.
Light brown hair...?
Jungbin neared closer...
I wanted to barf and close my eyes....
“Oy! You look as if you’ve grown more in a matter of days, mon!”
Jungbin said blinking uncomfortably...
He had hazel contacts in his eyes...
He had dyed his hair light brown...
“Oppa, what the hell is that in your eyes.”
“Jungwon~! Don’t I look similar to your boyfriend, mon? ^0^ !!”
“... <_<....”
I haven’t told him we broke up yet...
“Your friends haven’t said anything about it?”
“Dey said dey were ashamed to be my friend, mon. Dey said dey’re not going to meet me anymore if I don’t change back, mon.”
“Same with me. <_<.”
“Girlie! If you say dat too! What am I supposed to do, mon!”
.....I don’t think I’ll tell him I’ve broken up with Eungyu...
“Let’s get out of my neighborhood. If my dad sees, I die.”
“I didn’t bring my car today, mon.”
“Yeah.”
Leaving Jungbin to talk I started walking a few steps ahead of him. I don’t know what the hell he was so happy about... But singing some random song, Jungbin continued to stick to my side..
Don’t sing if you can’t -_-
Please... TT_TT...
Right then....
A girl walked past me, forcing herself to walk in a straight line...
She was dressed in an outfit I’d seen before.
I followed after her to see if I could get a better look at her face.
She reaks of beer.
“...hey, aren’t you Nari...?”
“Huh..? Unnie!!”
Nari collapsed into my arms....
“...hey, what’s wrong with her. What’s wrong with you? How much did you drink, my gosh.”
“Unnie.... What are you doing with this ahjuhshi?!”
Ah- Ahjushi...?
Nari pointed her finger at Jungbin in the face and Jungbin gaped.
I can see his hazel contacts.
“Unnie, you don’t know anything! You don’t know anything!!”
“Jungbin, get her on your back will you?”
“...Eungyu oppa only sang happy songs.... But now he only sings sad songs...”
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Oh my gosh... -_-
“Jungbin, get her on your back will you? Nari, where do you live?”
“I’m so sad I can’t get Eungyu oppa to open up, I’m trying to get him too.. But unnie because of you Eungyu oppa won’t open up, you keep making him close himself up from everyone... why are you doing that to him...”
“What da hell is dis girl smaller dan a rat saying, mon!”
I covered his mouth.
“...turn Eungyu oppa back to his self... Make him happy again..!!”
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“...I can’t do that... So Nari, will you do instead of me? Can you make Eungyu happy again, Nari?”
She smiled, her already red cheeks got redder as she grinned.
“Really, unnie? Can I really? Unnie, is it okay with you? Won‘t you be sad?”
Of course not, you drunk girl.. <_<...
“Yeah, I’m fine with it. It won‘t make me sad, don‘t worry.”
Nari grinned brightly.
“I’ll... try.. to make him so that he’ll only sing happy songs again...”
“Okay, thanks...”
“But unnie.. you and that ahjuhshi don’t look g- OOP!”
I quickly covered Nari’s mouth and took her as far away from Jungbin as I could.
When I looked back, he had was pouting with his hands turned into fists...
“Jungbin, I’m going to take her home. You just wait here!”
Jungbin continued to pout.
Dragging Nari, I started helping her home.
When I came back 20 minutes later, drenched in sweat. Jungbin was standing in the exact spot with his arms crossed.
“...oppa, are you mad that she called you an ahjuhshi? ^_^.”
“Get away!”
“She’s a kid, what are you so pissed about.”
“Why didn’t you tell me, mon!”
“...what...”
“Dat you broke up wit your boyfriend, mon!”
“...oppa, you didn’t ask.”
“Well you’re single den, huh?”
“....I guess I am...”
“Kwahahahahahahahaha!!!”
“How nasty....”
“Hey, hey Jungwon.”
“Yeah..?”
“How about we get married dis winter, mon! Well, when we get married, do you want to go move down to Gwangjoo?”
“Were you dropped a lot when you were a baby?!”
I called him ‘you.’
Dammit...
Eungyu’s going to go to Nari, and this monster here is going to get stringier. TT_TT ..
For a second I imagined us getting married....
Holding back from throwing up, Jungbin and I went off to eat..
Chapter 44
Next morning…
The rain that had started from early that morning was still falling…
To make it even worse! It’s starting to get windy also! TT_TT !!
Like always, Jaegwang and I were arguing this early morning… But because of umbrellas today…
“Hey! What kind of guy takes has that kind of umbrella huh?!”
“Well then you want me to take that pink one you damn pig lady!”
“Who cares?! I don’t like this one!”
“Is was always mine!!!”
“Don’t make me laugh, you look funny with that umbrella!”
Jaegwang glared at me, and while I was glaring back, he quickly grabbed the checkered umbrella and ran out the door.
“Yoon Jaegwang!!!”
I really didn’t want to..
I really didn’t….
But I picked up the pink umbrella I hate most in the world and left the house.
Damn…
I can’t believe it’s raining so hard in the middle of Autumn.
Crouching slightly, I opened the umbrella over me.
The wind blew harshly into me and before I knew what had happened, my pink umbrella flipped upward.
“…your umbrella’s flipped inside out…”
When I looked around, I saw Shin Eungyu with a large umbrella over him.
“..yeah, I know.”
“Since you’re a next door friend, I’ll give you my umbrella.”
“…no, it’s fine. I’ll just grab a taxi or something.”
“You hair’s all wet.”
“..haha! It’s okay. My hair’s thin so it’ll dry easily.”
“Your uniform’s all wet.”
“It’ll dry, don’t worry!!”
“Retard! It’s white!!!”
>0<!!
I quickly covered myself and with a shake of his head, Eungyu handed his umbrella over to me.
He turned around and wordlessly walked inside.
For a while, I just stared at their front gate for a second.
Trying to keep the smile that kept creeping up on my face back, I avoided mud puddles and headed to school. There was a small cat dangling at the bottom of the umbrella.
+Fifth period, Gym+
The hellish rain that was falling earlier today had stopped.
Instead the sun was beating down on us.
“We’re 3rd years! Why the hell are playing dodge ball?!”
“Just leave it. Hurry, come on we’ll be late.”
I brought Yoona, who was whining on the floor, to her feet and headed towards the field outside.
We headed towards where the kids in the class were, and for some reason they started murmuring amongst themselves..
"..?"
I led my eyes to the area where the kids were pointing...
O_O
Wearing a blackish outfit, with their hands on their waists, were 5 young looking men leaning against the basketball hoops.
Standing in the middle of the group was Jungbin; the monster.
“Oh my gosh, what do I do. What the hell is that bastard doing here?!”
“Lower your head.”
All through gym,
I had to look away every time I was throwing the ball playing dodge ball. But that whole gym class, the kids didn’t do a very good job playing dodge ball because they kept looking at the five.
When school ended and everyone had gone in…
“Hey! What the hell is wrong with you?! Why did you come to school?! If they see me talking to you, they’ll stop talking to me!!!”
“Den, do you want me to play wit you, mon?! If I wear a uniform, I look hot, mon!”
“Don’t make me laugh my ass off!!!!”
At my yell, Jungbin twitched.
“Den I won’t!! No reason to yell, mon!! Dirty temper you have dere, mon!”
It seems like just yesterday you were forcing me into your car .. <_<…
I walked out of my school, dragging my feet with me.
“Hey, hey! Jungwon, wifey!!”
I could hear Jungbin’s loud yell.
Wife my big fat ass.. <_<
Dammit, I’m going to have to ask one of the guys in my class to pretend to act like my boyfriend…
But will they… <_<.
Should I ask Hyungpal?
“I have something to tell you, mon! Come right here, mon!!”
Dammit, why does he keep following me?!
He yelled again and when I turned around….
…dammit…
When I turned around to yell at Jungbin, I saw three people come into my line of vision….
In the middle was Eungyu, on his left was Nari, and the right was the cool drummer unnie.
Holding up some music, Eungyu was singing softly…
I’m pretty sure he’s been looking up this whole time, why’d he ignoring me now?
The cool drummer unnie raised a hand and winked.
When I smiled back and looked over at Jungbin.
I noticed he was considerably closer.
“O_O.. what the hell. What are you doing??”
“I know I shouldn’t be doing dis, mon.”
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What he did…..
Probably didn’t take longer than a raindrop to fall from the sky..
No wait, probably didn’t take longer than me blinking my eyes…
However, this was something that I was going to remember for the rest of my life…
Jungbin grabbed the back of my head with his disgusting hand.
I’m pretty sure his gross lips touched mine…
….it’s nothing I’d never forget even if I wanted to….
When I’d snapped out of my trance, I shoved him away from me as far as I could.
I was seeing spots.
My heart was beating like crazy.
I wobbled for a second.
Jungbin touched his own lips as if he couldn’t believe what he’d just done.
“…I- I love you!!”
Saying the three words…
Jungbin started to run away…
I stupidly looked at the bastard…
Right then…
As Jungbin was running away, someone stopped him by putting a stern on his shoulder..
…..it was Eungyu.
With his head bent, I could see him muttering something…
As if he were mad, Jungbin shoved Eungyu’s hand off and flung his fist into Eungyu’s face..
Luckily Eungyu leaned back.
Nari jumped in front of Eungyu with a large yelp.
Jungbin’s fist landed on her face, and Nari fell to the floor.
What the hell is all this….
“…..Nari…!!!”
Chapter 45
“Nari!!”
I ran towards her quickly.
Nari weakly got herself up.
The cool drummer unnie quickly helped Nari up.
“Damn, he’s strong. Probably because he’s a monster.” The cool drummer unnie muttered.
“…what did you say, mon!”
Jungbin yelled loudly.
Silently, Eungyu stepped in front of Jungbin.
“…what the hell…”
“…sorry for hitting your friend, mon. I usually don’t hit girls. Hey, hey.. Can you get up, girlie?”
“Dammit, you’re pissing me off again.”
“…what da hell, mon.”
Wordlessly, he ignored Jungbin and grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him.
He unrolled his shirt cuff and wiped my mouth.
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“..why’d you just stand there, you should and moved….”
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“Hey, look at me, mon. Are you Jungwon’s boyfriend, mon?!”
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“Oh~~ You want to get hit, mon! I was going to keep myself back because of Jungwon, but I don’t tink I can, wit you coming off like dis, mon!”
Wordlessly, Eungyu walked in front of Jungbin.
Jungbin twitched.
To my shock, Eungyu knocked a guy twice as large to the ground.
It was the first time.
That I’d seen Eungyu use his fist.
I was embarrassed to look at Jungbin who was getting beaten by someone half his size.
Eungyu didn’t give him a chance to get up.
No, he didn’t give him a chance to fight back.
Eungyu continued to punch the lights out of him crazily.
Most of the time, I’d always watch fights, but…
This was one of the worst I’d seen.
I started getting the chills from the tip of my toes to my fingers.
When I’d shook my head…
Nari was crying, and Jungbin was half passed out.
“Shin Eungyu, what the hell are you doing!! Stop it!”
My two arms spread apart, I ran in front of Jungbin.
Eungyu stood up and spit on the ground.
“How embarrassing, mon… Damn, you’re a fighter… Wanna join my gang, mon!”
Whoa O_O, that wasn’t what I was expecting…
Jungbin helped himself up and wiped the blood on the corner of his mouth.
....
.....
As if he’d used a lot of strength, Eungyu wobbled.
No, don’t move….
It’s only been a few days since you’ve broken up with him, it’s only a matter of time before you forget him, Yoon Jungwon.
“Look, I told you I’m a better fighter than him…”
He picked up his guitar he’d laid on the ground and handed it to the drummer unnie…
“…did you beat him up to show me that…?”
“….retard….”
Eungyu picked Nari up onto his back.
“Is it that hard to be truthful towards each other? Hey, Eungyu’s girlfriend, the monster’s bleeding a whole shy+load, take him to the hospital.”
The cool drummer unnie said looking worriedly at Jungbin….
“…unnie, I’m not Eungyu’s girlfriend anymore…”
“….I know, but get back together. You don’t look good with that monster, you look good with Eungyu ^_^.”
“…I don’t have to like him just because we look good together… Jungbin, get up, are you okay?”
“Go call 119 (ßTN: That’s 911 in Korea.) Go call 119, what da hell will da guys in my mob tink when dey hear about dis.. How fawking embarrassing.. TT_TT …”
Letting out a grin, I helped Jungbin up.
With Nari on his back, Eungyu looked at me with eyes that said he couldn’t understand what I was doing.
“…what, don’t look at me like that. You’re not my boyfriend anymore, Shin Eungyu. I’m not next to you, I’m next to Jungbin. The person on your back is Nari, not me. That’s the way it should be.”
".............."
“I had a lot of good dreams because of you. I’ve waken up already, but I’ll thank you for the dreams. From now on… you don’t have to prove anything to me…”
“…okay, I’ve just woken up also… I just woke up…. Be happy, okay?”
“Eungyu’s girlfriend, I thought you weren’t too smart, but you’re pretty good at talking, aren’t cha? ^_^”
The drummer unnie said patting my head.
With Nari on his back, I watched as Eungyu walked further away…
A little by little, slower and slower….
I watched as Eungyu got smaller…
“Hey, kids! Wait for me!!”
The cool drummer unnie chased after Eungyu…
I was able to clear away the sadness I felt by laughter just by watching Jungbin suffer….
“…ha… haha, retard, you look like a load of crap so beaten up. You look so funny, should I take a picture and post it all over the net?”
“Da bastard didn’t let me get up at all, the bastard~~!!! It’s fine doh, because I got at kiss ya, mon.. ^0^ ..”
Jungbin grinned….
“I pity you… Why the hell do you like a person like me..? Want me to call 119?”
“It’s fine, it’ll get better when I put raw fish on my arm, mon.”
...
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Jungbin got up slowly from the ground.
When I looked in the direction Eungyu had gone, I couldn’t see him anymore…
Right now….
I hate Kang Heewon…
If I think about it now… Everything bad that’s happened is because of that bastard Kang Heewon..
…the only person to hate is Kang Heewon.
That night when I got home, I got a chill for the first time in three years….
It wasn’t a cold, and it wasn’t my stomach…
But my whole body was warm…
The only thing I hated more than my fever, were my tears…
You have to be happy…
Don’t cry like I’m crying right now…
Don’t sing sad songs…
You look good all the time…
But you look better smiling that frowning…
….and don’t get sick like me….
Chapter 46
+Morning+
“..nuna, are you sick? Are you really sick?”
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“Nuna, aren’t you going to school…? Aren’t you..?”
“…I don’t think I can…..”
As I opened my eyes slowly, I could see at least ten Jaegwangs dancing in front of me.
“Want me to buy you some medicine on the way back from school..?”
“…no, no medicine.. Just get me something like ice cream on the way back…”
Jaegwang nodded his head.
With a warm hand, Jaegwang placed his hand on my forehead.
“…holy! It burns! Nuna, blow right here.”
Jaegwang said placing his hand in front of my face.
“…why..?”
“Just do it, hurry.”
“Hoooo~ Hoooo~…”
As soon as I finished blowing, Jaegwang started licking his hand….
“…what the hell are you doing…. <_<..?”
“I want to get sick so that I don’t have to go to school.”
<_<…. <_<
“Get out!!!!”
Jaegwang jumped as I yelled and tore out of my room.
“I’m going to buy strawberry!!”
“Hey, you bastard! Get chocolate!”
Jaegwang left for school, and after saying she was going to take care of me. My mom placed a warm piece of wet cloth on my face and left for work. <_<.
Dad placed some medicine on my desk and left to go to the dojo.
I was alone at home.
I took the wet cloth off my face and stared at the ceiling…
Wow, this is really boring…
I was in the kitchen looking for something to eat when I felt my phone start to vibrate inside my pocket.
…...??
I’ve never seen this number before…
It’s not Jungbin is it…?
“…hello?”
“Unnie? Jungwon unnie?”
“Uh…is this Nari?”
“Yeah!”
“Hey, what’s up?”
“…is that oppa from yesterday okay…? Jung….bin? Is that his name…?”
“Yeah, he’s fine. He heals quickly. Are you okay, yourself? Sorry about yesterday.”
“I heal quickly too. I was just kind of worried so I called… Yesterday, wasn’t exactly…good, you know?”
“…everything’s fine now. Don’t worry, are you at school?”
“Yeah!”
“I see, study hard ^_^, call me often. Come over too…”
“I will ^_^.”
“…be good to Eungyu, okay…?”
“Of course I will!”
After hanging up with Nari, I put down my spoon…
Why’d I bring Eungyu up…
…ow…my head, I’m so dizzy…
I’ve always wanted this to happen to me…
Like the main character in dramas.
The whole day, my friends at school called me.
When I told them I was sick, all of the hung up on me, calling me a liar. <_<.
Whatever…
With an empty stomach, I laid down on my bed.
After a few hours, I fell into a dreamless sleep.
+Starting here, is her dream…
“Jaegwang~ Did you buy chocolate ice cream?”
“No, I bought strawberry.”
“I told you to buy chocolate! You want to get beaten?!”
“Jungwon, I want to sing.”
“Eungyu…what are you doing here…”
Jaegwang’s face turned into Eungyu’s.
To follow, Eungyu started singing…+
+JINNNNNG JINNNNNG JIIINNNNG+
I snapped my eyes open…
When I looked around, I spotted my cell phone vibrating like crazy next to my head on the pillow.
…what the hell kinda dream was that…?
“Hello…?”
“Jungwon!!”
“Uh, Yoona? What’s up?”
“Hey! Emergency! What do we do?!”
Yoona’s loud yelling was starting to give me a bigger headache.
“Where are you right now? What’s so loud in the back?”
“We got in a fight with Batches 1, 2, and 3! I don’t know what the hell is wrong with them, but they’re beating everything they see!! TT_TT!”
“What?! Byatches 1, 2, and 3?! Jungbin’s sister’s little beat crew?!”
“Yeah! Hurry, and come to Cahseno- AHK! Hey! Hey, you little b***h! Let go of that! Let go, let go!”
+Beep… Beep… Beep…+
I didn’t bother trying to call her back.
I got up quickly, ignoring my headache, and ran into Jaegwang’s room and grabbed Jaegwang’s kendo stick that he uses a lot in fights.
If one day is calm and tranquil, the next day something always happens.
If another day something big happens, I end up crying the day after…
Let me wallow in my misery like the people in dramas!! TT_TT!!
Not bothering to change out of the clothes I was wearing right now, I opened the front door, ignoring my mom and dad’s yelling.
“Jungwon, where are you going in that condition?!”
“I’m going to beat someone people up!”
“Well, at least dress warmer!! It’s cold outside!”
For upstairs, I heard Jaegwang yelling.
“Hey! Piggy! If you break my kendo stick you die!!!”
I stormed out of my house and started running…
Ow, damn, my head was starting to pound after running 100 meters.
Even my hand was shaking.
Right then, I spotted a taxi and called it over to me.
The damn taxi driver drove past me.
What a bastard. <_<.
Whatever.
I just decided to run again.
I wont have to go on a diet this month, ^0^.
My two legs started running as fast as they could towards the city…
What if I die before I reach 20? TT_TT…
Chapter 47
+Carsenock+
My Mickey Mouse pajamas were soaked with sweat…
Dizzily, I placed a hand on my forehead.
Damn, it’s burning…
I quickly took it off.
I shouldn’t be taking up time right now, I have to look for my friends.
I was looking around the whole bar for an entrance…
Since it was Saturday, there were a lot of people.. -_-
I gave a big push against a large heavy door.
Unlike other bars, this bar had bright lights everywhere.
“Welcome~”
A guy said bowing deeply to me, he looked to be in college and was grinning widely..
…I think he was laughing at my pajamas… <_<
“Yoona! Where are you?!”
I pushed past groups of people and started looking around each table.
No matter how much I searched for them though, I couldn’t find them.
Panicked, I forced my shaky legs up the stairs.
The 2nd floor was smaller than the bottom floor.
I saw 7 guys and girls, and that was all…
I reached my shaky hand into my pocket to take out my phone, when someone tapped me from behind.
“..what the….”
“Today’s my birthday. Can you hit me once?”
“…what? What did you say?”
One of the guys said grinning at me.
From the table, I heard a large, ‘oh~~~!’
It looks like they’re looking for more people to join their little group.
“Hey, hurry, hurry!!!”
“Don’t hit me lightly, can you hit me really hard? ^0^.”
I looked over the group… and in the very end in the corner…
Was Eungyu…
For a second, our eyes met, but calmly, Eungyu turned his head.
Sitting around him were two girls with at least 2 inches of powder on their faces.
Eungyu was joking around with them.
…for some reason it pissed me off.
Eungyu took a cigarette out his mouth and put it into an empty beer bottle, then leaned on one of the girls.
And as if he were tired, he closed his eyes.
Hey you b***h, your mouth is about to rip… <_<
“Like I told you before, today’s my birthday and I’m asking every person in here to hit me. Nuna, can you hit me once?”
“I’m not your nuna, we’re the same age.”
“Oh really? Well then, as a happy meeting…”
“…I’m really busy right now. Next time I meet you, I’ll hit you. Okay?”
I quickly said imagining Yoona getting beat up.
This time the stupid guy grabbed my left wrist.
“Hey, if you don’t hit me I have to give money to my friends~~ I have to win this bet. Just one. TT_TT.”
“I’m REALLY busy, I have to save my strength. Just let go will you?”
“Can’t you just pretend to hit me once?”
“<_<.”
I tightened my grip on the stick.
“…fine, don’t go crying your eyes out after I hit you.”
“Okay, okay~ ^_^.”
One…
Two…
Three
I slammed Jaegwang’s kendo stick onto the guy’s back.
For a second the guy’s face showed no emotion…
Then all of a sudden, he gasped for a breath of air…
His friends at the table looked at us as if they didn’t want to believe what had happened and a few guys even got up.
Eungyu opened his eyes and took out another cigarette.
Quickly the b***h next to him, lit it for him.
“Let’s try not to see each other ever again.”
I said quickly to the guy and walked down the stairs as steadily as I could.
Ow, my head.
My head hurts after I hit that guy.
At least half unconscious, I neared the college guy at the front.
“Have.. You seen a girl this tall. With hair up to here. No wait, you wouldn’t know. Have you seen a group of girls get into a fight?”
“Oh, the ones that were throwing everything.”
“…yeah, probably! Do you know where they are?!”
“They said something about the basement or something or the parking lot. ^_^;;”
“…you guy’s have a back lot here?!”
“Yeah, if you go to the left and out the door.”
I quickly ran to the left and opened the door.
I started looking around.
It was hard just keeping the kendo stick up in the air.
I called Jungbin just in case he was around here, and I headed towards the location I heard some sounds coming from.
“Hit her! Hir her more!”
“Oh ho ho! Hey, want to get hit more?! Huh? More?!”
This is…
In front of my eyes, I saw Byatches 1, 2 and 3.
And with her long hair in a wave, I saw Yoona yelling loudly with Jiyoung behind her.
“Jungwon!”
“Yoona! Jiyoung!”
Chapter 48
“Jungwon!”
“Yoona! Jiyoung!”
Jiyoung yelled running towards me.
“WAHHHH!!! Jungwon, we were just drinking and then all of a sudden, these b***hes came up to us and started picking a fight with us! Hey, what’s wrong with you? Why are you so warm?”
“…I’m just a little sick….”
"....."
Jiyoung hid behind me.
Byatches 1, 2 and 3 twitched when they saw the kendo stick.
“You- you, are you going to call my brother you b***h?!”
The Byatch named Miyun who was Jungbin’s brother yelled.
“I already told him, whatcha gonna do about it, huh?”
“Hey! You b***h, don’t use my brother!!”
“I’m not anymore!”
“Get away from my brother! Get away from him! Can’t you just be happy with Shin Eungyu?!”
Jungbin’s sister kept yelling…
…and yelling….
Tch, I guess that they really are related, seeing that her voice is as loud as hell.
As Byatch 1 and I were yelling, number 2 and 3 were starting to pick on Yoona and Jiyoung again.
“Do you guys want to get beat by me again!?”
I knew that everything I was saying was just a huge buff, but I waved Jaegwang’s kendo stick anyways.
They backed away until they realized I didn’t have my normal strength.
The bravest of the three (Byatch 3) neared closer to me and grabbed the stick away from me and pushed me to the ground. I mentally punched myself for being sick…
“Give it to me! I’m the one who’s going to kill her! I am!”
Jungbin’s sister grabbed the kendo stick from her friend and she smiled as she neared me on the ground.
“One hit for Heewon, then one for me. The ninety-nine for al the girls at school who lost Shin Eungyu to you, one for my brother. Six for my friends! You’re totally going to die today b***h!”
“…take the ninety-nine away, I broke up with Shin Eungyu…”
“Yeah? Well then I’ll add in Eungyu’s too. Hmm, that’s 15- one-hundred- Fawk. How many is that, hey Eunmi, how many hits is that?”
Jungbin’s sister asked as she turned to number 3.
What the hell, this is a total comedy…<_<
“..yeah, Miyun it’s 109 not 150.”
“Yeah? Okay, 109! You’re going to die!”
Even thought I wanted to get up, my legs wouldn’t do any good.
For the ground, I could see Yoona and Jiyoung from the corner of my eye.
The only thing I’m worried about right now are them.
+WHACK+
The stick… hurts…. TT_TT…
I don’t think I can handle 108 more…
Okay, I’ll just try as best as I can.
I squeezed my eyes shut.
“You stupid b***h, mon!”
<_<…
Feeling something that covered me like the sun, I opened my eyes slowly.
It was Jungbin.
“…o-oppa!!”
“I thought something was weird, mon!! Do you want to see my lose my top today, you stupid girl, mon!!”
Jungbin grabbed his sister’s shoulders and started shaking.
I’ve never been so glad to see this monster…
In 10 minutes everything was back to normal….
Byatchs 1, 2 and 3 had their hands above their heads with multiple bumps on their foreheads.
Jungbin was lecturing them about absolutely nothing…
By the looks of it, it looks like there’s still at least and hour left before he’ll finish.
I slowly got up, and went over to help Yoona who was in worse condition than I was.
“…Jiyoung, stay here. I’m going to take Yoona to the hospital.”
“Okay, you have to hurry back okay? I might pass out from fright.. TT_TT..”
I nodded at my friend, and when I glanced at my watch, it was a little over 12.
For a second, everything in front of me started to multiply into at least tens.
I grabbed my head and stopped in my tracks.
“…Jungwon. What’s wrong?”
“Uh… I’m fine, let’s go. The hospital’s close…”
Shaking my head clear, I went to go help Yoona again.
Right then, as we were starting to walk, my leg’s collapsed from under me as Shin Eungyu and his friends walked out of the bar.
I saw one of the girls with her hands around Eungyu’s waist stop.
I heard Eungyu stop walking and look down at me coldly…
“..Shin… Eungyu….”
I don’t know why I said his name…
I’m supposed to let him go, I was supposed to let him go… I was supposed to erase him from my mind…
But…why am I saying his name right now…
Eungyu’s friends all turned to stare down at me on the ground…
“Huh? Hey it’s the girl who hit me!”
One of the guys yelled pointing his finger at me.
The one that gasped for breath when I slammed him with Jaegwang’s kendo stick.
And…
“Hey, what do we do… She looks really sick, Eungyu, do you know her?”
The girl next to Eungyu asked looking at me worriedly.
“No, I don’t. Let’s go…”
Eungyu’s cold voice hurt me…
When I looked up, all I could see was his cold face…
He turned around and as I closed my eyes, I could hear his quick footsteps getting further and further away…
Chapter 49
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“Jungwon…? Jungwon… Jungwon…”
... .....
It was mom’s voice…
“Aw fawk!!! Get the hell up will you?! Get up! Fawk, what the hell, you’re pissing me off, get up!”
…<_<…what the hell is this…
It was Yoon Jaegwang’s loud voice…
I slowly opened up one of my eyes…
What’s this nasty smell…?
There was a white sheet under my hand.
I snapped my eyes open wide and realized that it was the hospital…
Oh my gosh…!!! Did I faint?!
OMG!!!
I raised myself quickly from my bed.
I looked to my left and I spotted Jaegwang with an annoyed expression.
Then Yoona and my mom…s
“Did I faint?!”
“…don’t act like you don’t know. You know how to piss me off, what the hell are you some kind of kid?!”
…does he want a beating <_<…
Why is he acting like he’s all tough?
“Yoon Jaegwang, why are you over-reacting so much? Is it because Yoona’s here?”
Silently, Jaegwang looked over to the right coldly.
Nervously, I looked over to where Jaewang was looking.
Oh god…
…I looked up at my mom…
“…mom, I want to leave…”
“The doctor said that you should stay for at least 2 or 3 more days. You’re fever’s so high, Yoona barely dragged you all the way over here.”
“I said I’m going to leave.”
“Don’t say stupid things and just la down.”
“Aish! Mom, just let nuna leave or at least go to some other room! If nuna shares some room with a bastard she’ll get worse!”
Mom nervously looked over at Kang Heewon laying on the next cot, and glared at Jaegwang with scary eyes…
“You stupid boy! Do you know him? Do you?! What’s wrong with you?!”
“Damn! What the hell, why are you in this fawking room?!”
Jaegwang kicked my cot angrily with his foot.
Angry and probably embarrassed about Jaegwang, mom grabbed his left ear.
“Ow! Mom!! Let go! We have to get nuna to some different room!! H-hold on!!!”
No matter how hard he tried to get away from mom, he couldn’t win her scary strength…
Mom pulled Jaegwang out of the room and Yoona just stood next to me staring at Kang Heewon.
She leaned down to whisper something at me, but said it loud enough for Kang Heewon to hear.
“…what do we do Jungwon? I found out after I came in…”
“There’s nothing to do… He can’t bug me anymore, don’t worry.”
I glanced over at Kang Heewon who was reading a letter without any expression on his face.
I noticed a bunch of bouquets of flowers resting next to him.
Ignoring my beating heart, I poked Yoona in the stomach and smiled.
“Alright~ I don’t have to go to school for 3 days! Yeah baby! Admit it, you’re jealous!!!”
‘What the hell you stupid b***h, are you that happy about fainting?”
“Oh right. Don’t tell Jungbin that I’m here!! Okay?!”
“Why not? He was like your knight in shining armor when he came to save you!”
“Knight in shining armor? Ha! I’ll give you that knight!”
“…I don’t want a knight. I want a price. Don’t even THINK of passing him to me.”
....
......
“…hey, shut your mouths.”
...
....
I wasn’t expecting to say anything.
Yoona gaped at Kang Heewon.
Before she could say anything stupid, I covered her mouth.
“If we’re loud, why don’t you just shove your fingers into your damn ears? Or just leave, huh?”
“…do you want to go at it again…?”
“Go at what again? Do you know me?”
...
…..the stupid guy smirked.
“Jungwon, I’m going to go call Jungbin.”
Yoona said pulling her phone out of her pocket.
I quickly grabbed her hand before she could punch in his number.
Even while I was holding Yoona back from calling Jungbin, Kang Heewon wouldn’t wipe the smirk off his mouth.
“Let go of my hand!!!”
“Fine.”
As soon as I let go of Yoona’s arm Yoona started over to Kang Heewon.
“…Yoona!!!!”
Right as she was heading closer to him, the door to the hospital room opened.
I smelt disgustingly strong perfume fill my nostrils…
“Honey!”
...
….and after the perfume, I heard an annoyingly high voice.
Kang Heewon’s girlfriend entered the room with some mouth watering pizza in one hand.
Yoona quickly turned back around and came back to my cot side…
As if embarrassed, her face was red.
“Are you okay?”
“Just wait till you get out of the hospital. I’m going to lock you inside Jungbin’s house…”
“…what the? Who are they? Isn’t she that girl at the coffee shop a few days ago? She’s she next to you?”
How can anyone be so b***hy, and how can anyone talk- no wait, MAKE their voice so annoying?
I glared at Kang Heewon’s girlfriend.
As I did that, as if she were scared of me, she quickly grabbed Kang Heewon’s hand.
“Hey, she’s glaring at me. Oh my gosh, how scary. How am I supposed to come visit you when there’s someone so scary in here? Isn’t she Eungyu’s girlfriend?”
Folding his letter slowly, Kang Heewon opened his mouth.
“…she was, they broke up. Hey, go home! Your parents are going to worry!”
“What am I supposed to do? I miss you too much! Lookie, I bought pizza! The crust is filled with yummy cheese! Didn’t I do a good job?”
..
....
She opened the lid and as if it were hot, she blew on the pizza and put it in front of Kang Heewon’s mouth.
I’ll call her b***h from now on.
“…hey, this is too big. How do I eat this?”
“…really? Then I’ll cut it for you! What the hell are you looking at? Is it your first time seeing someone eating?!”
Am I hearing right…?
“Yeah, it’s my first time seeing. It’s my first time seeing someone eat like they starved for a whole damn month. Whatcha gonna go about it?!”
b***h snorted and she ripped another piece off for Kang Heewon.
He grinned widely and then opened his mouth to accept the piece of pizza.
“…oh~ Look what a good boy you are~!! After never taking it from me, you finally listened! What a good boy ^0^!”
“…hey, get home you dummy. Go home, you’re going to get in trouble.”
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I think it was the second year of middle school…?
I’d wanted to see the stars that night, and we were both on the roof and it was over 10.
…he said the same thing to me…
…hey, get home you dummy. Go home, you’re going to get in trouble…
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...
......
After an hour…?
Yeah whatever, let’s say an hour…
After an hour, b***h and Kang Heewon parted ways.
Smiling and acting all pretty, b***h left the room.
Oh wait, not before giving him a little kiss on the cheek.
Yoona stayed about 30 more minutes and left saying that she was tired…
All night, mom and Jaegwang kept guard over me…
I don’t know where Jaegwang find another kendo stick, but he found one somewhere and rested it at the head of my cot.
I think around early morning?
I didn’t have a watch, I didn’t know what time it was…
I couldn’t fall asleep thinking about this and that and I was just rolling around in my cot when I just looked over at Kang Heewon.
…and I saw something that I knew I’d remember for a long time…
Laying straight on his back, I saw Kang Heewon asleep.
…and rolling down his white cheeks were tears soaking his pillow…
Chapter 50
+Next Morning+
When I opened my eyes, it was 2.
“AHK!! School!!!”
.....
…….and right after I yelled, I realized I was in my hospital room.
On top of my stomach was a small note…
+Nuna, mom went to work and I went to school.
I’ll bring a bunch of friends over and I’ll beat that bastard today, okay?
Be strong! Okay Piggy?+
Hey, but where did Kang Heewon go?
I feel perfectly fine, do I still have to stay in the hospital?
Aren’t there any nurses in this hospital?!
How can they not even wake me up for breakfast?!
I jumped off my bed and put on my slippers to find some food.
I looked over at my cell phone numbly.
If I turn it on right now, there’ll probably be at least a billion messages from Jungbin…
...
A bouquet of flowers came into my eyes when I looked over at Kang Heewon’s bed, and on top of the small fridge next to Kang Heewon’s cot was a small note.
When I got closer and picked it up…
‘Shin Eungyu’
Was written on the very corner…
I picked it up…
…Shin Eungyu…
Eungyu’s face from yesterday appeared in my head like a picture…
I knew it was going to be hard…
I knew that it was going to be hard to forget him…
I was the one who said that I wasn’t the one next to him…
…but I hated Shin Eungyu for not being next to me…
I was the one who let him go…
“Put that down.”
It felt as if a needle was poking my heart…
That’s what I felt right now.
I put it down, or more like threw it down.
I calmly started to walk past Kang Heewon and out the room when he grabbed my wrist tightly…
“Let go…”
“You better act right… It’s your last chance…”
“…yeah? Last chance?”
Kang Heewon ignored my question and looked away.
You have two faces don’t you, you bastard…
“I’m asking this because I’m curious, but if I blow my last chance are you going to kill me? …I probably won’t, but I’m just curious ^_^.”
“Ha! You’re asking what I’ll do?”
“Yeah, what are you going to do.”
“…I’m going to wreck your life, so that it becomes worse than mine.”
“My life’s become a load of crap already because of you. Do you even know that?”
Kang Heewon looked at me.
I can see him trying himself calm.
It’s taking a lot away from me trying to keep calm too, you bastard <_<.
Wordlessly, Kang Heewon walked past me and onto his bed.
“I’m leaving tomorrow. Just don’t do anything that’ll piss me off.”
“That’s what I should be saying…and Kang Heewon.”
"........."
“If you have time, go look in the mirror. Go look in the mirror and make the face that you make when you look at me. If you feel anything from looking at that face, don’t ever talk to another person with it on.”
+SLAM+
I slammed the door behind me.
Even though I said it, it sounded pretty cool. ^0^.
I went to go find something to eat.
I turned around to go look for an elevator, and I was waiting for it to come up.
+DING+
The elevator stopped on the third floor with a ding and the door opened.
The white uniforms made my mouth drop open.
In the front was Jaegwang.
Jaegwang’s family piled out of the elevator.
One… Two… Three… Four… Five… Six… Seven… Eight… Nine…
Nine…?! >0<!
“Hi!!!”
Jaegwang’s family yelled loudly.
“Are you crazy?! Hey! Yoon Jaegwang!!!”
“…what?! Do you know how long I’ve waited for this day?!”
“…what the hell are you doing? Are you doing this because of Kang Heewon? What’s wrong with you?! Do you want to see me die?!”
“I’m doing this because I don’t want you to die!!!”
“If you keep doing this, I’ll die!!! Kang Heewon will call the police on you and then you’ll be taken to the police station!! What am I supposed to do?! I have to breathe, do you want to me suffocate, Yoon Jaegwang?!”
“Who said we came to hit Kang Heewon?! We came to visit you, nuna!”
“…yeah? You came to see me? You came because you were worried about me?”
After looking up at Jaegwang slowly, they nodded slowly.
“Well, I’m hungry so lets go to the cafeteria! You can watch me eat! What are you doing to do in an hospital room without me in it? Right?”
Jaegwang’s family all looked at Jaegwang slowly and nodded. Jaegwang scratched his head as if saying, “dammit.”
I grabbed Jaegwang’s wrist tightly and pulled him down the stairs.
After just standing in their spots, Jaegwang signaled for them to go and they slowly started moving towards my room.
“Get over here!!!!!”
...
…Jaegwang’s family quickly ran over to me nervously.
I slowly walked down the stairs. Jaegwang turned around to signal again and I turned around and yelled. What the hell is this <_<.
This is the same as some kindergarten picnic!!
“Alright! Off to the cafeteria we go! 2 single file lines! Yoon Jaegwang you stand next to me!!!”
So I headed towards the cafeteria with 9 guys behind me all at least a head taller than me.
As we passed, the other patients all stared, their eyes like this O_O.
What will Shin Eungyu think if he sees me like this?
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As I finished thinking this, I quickly closed my eyes.
Wearing his uniform, I spotted Shin Eungyu with Nari walking over from over there.
Nari was moving her lips a mile a minute and Eungyu was just nodding at her.
He rubbed his eyes tiredly a while and he let out a big breath of hair.
I stopped walking and then shook my head.
I walked confidently past the,
“…huh? Hey, she’s Kim Nari from school. Wasn’t she Hyunsuk’s girlfriend?”
One of the members of Jaegwang’s family asked loudly.
“…who the hell cares? That b***h, dumped my friend. Hold on. Nuna, isn’t that the hyung from next door?”
“Be quiet!!! You better not say anything when they pass.”
“…<_<…”
I said and started walking with my back straighter.
“…huh? Jungwon unnie!”
As I predicted, it was Nari who opened her mouth and called my name loudly.
“Uh, Nari, yeah, hi.”
I said awkwardly and continued to walk foreword.
“Hold on! Unnie, why are you dressed like this? Are you hospitalized?!”
“Yeah, I kinda am.”
“Where does it hurt? I didn’t know, your phone was turned off. Are you okay?”
Worriedly, Nari put her hand on my forehead.
Eungyu just continued rubbing his eye.
Do you even see I’m in front of you…?
Right then…
“Run!!!!!!!!”
Jaegwang yelled, and the group of nine guys started running towards my room.
They were like a bunch of rhinos, charging through the halls..
“Yoon Jaegwang!!!”
They didn’t stop, even when I yelled at them.
No!! Don’t mess with Kang Heewon anymore!! TT_TT!!!
Please just let it stop here!!!
“…uh, unnie? What was all that? I think they’re the guys from school…”
“…Kang Heewon… quick!!”
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“Huh?”
Nari asked again, and…
“…what about Heewon…? What are you saying…”
Shin Eungyu asked, his eyebrow scrunched near the front.
...
.....
“…we have to stop them! Kang Heewon!! Quick….”
As I finished talking, Eungyu threw down his bag and started running towards my and Kang Heewon’s room.
Muttering something not understandable, Nari started chasing after Shin Eungyu.
As fast as I could, I started running after them.
I know how much Kang Heewon means to him…
…just by looking at how fast he’s running.
I can tell…
…and it bugs me knowing that he means so much to him…