# 21
After we finished dinner... Jungmin and I went to the Noraebang and sang for two hours.. (I felt like throwing the mike while he was singing.. <_<)
Then we went to the PC bang and played games until 2 in the morning.. Hehe.. while Jungmin’s here I’m going to play like mad since mom won’t be able to say anything..
Next day.. (exactly 2: 10 Sunday morning)
I had 5 text messages.
-Why aren’t you answering- Kyungwon
>
-011-293-83** is his number- Kyungwon
-Back in Kwachun.. call when you get thhis.- Kyungwon
-Dammit you b***h!! How fu**ing long arre you asleep?- Kyungwon
-I have something to tell you. call as soon as you get this.. if you don’t I’m puncture your head with a drill.. - Kyungwon..
So I called Jungmin to meet us at the arcade and 5 and then called Kyungwon.
“Yeah??”
“It’s me Yehwon.”
“You b***h! Did you wake up just now?!”
“I slept at 3 yesterday. What do you have to say?”
“I’ll tell you when we meet.”
“Then let’s meet at 5 at the arcade. Jungmin’s coming too.”
“Jungmin? OKAY! Oh yeah.. hey don’t call Ji Eunsung..”
“Why?”
“I’ll tell you later.. You have to come!!”
“Just tell me now.”
“I’m hanging up.”
DDOK.
Why’s she telling me not to call him?? Man I wanna know!!!
Hehe.. so you’re telling me he wrote a letter for me right??
Ignoring Kyungwon’s little warning I quickly dialed Ji Eunsung’s number.
It’s ringing.. it has been for a minutes..
“Hello.”
He picked up.
“Hello!!! Who the hell is it?!”
“Hey, it’s me Yehwon.”
“..............................”
“I heard all about it. I heard you wrote a letter for me~ Wanna meet? I’ll introduce you to my friend.”
“I don’t need you anymore..”
“^_^ Are you mad?? ^_^ Meet us at the arcade at 5.”
beep............................ beep. ........................ beep............
Hehe.. since I didn’t how up at your party I’ll forgive you. ^_^
I’ll call him later.
At 5, I headed towards the arcade and I spotted Kyungwon.
“HEY! HEY!! KYUNGWON!!”
Kyungwon looked past me with a dark expression..
And in a small voice said..
“Don’t look behind you.. Let’s go in.”
“Why? Is there someone behind me? Is it the night pig?’
“No. let’s go in.” So we went down and on the way down, i heard a few footsteps behind us.
“You know. I think Eunsung’s really mad. What do I do?”
“Be quiet.” She said in a low voice.
“Sheesh, what’s wrong with you? Sheesh He’s so I don’t know. is that really something to be mad about though?!”
I heard the people behind me laughing..
“Don’t turn around.”
Being the stupid girl I am I turned around and saw..
Ji Eunsung.. Kim Hyobin.. the hot Hyunsung guy.. another Sang girl.. and Kyungwon’s boyfriend Seungpyo.. all 5 were laughing at me..
# 22
“Eunsung...”
“Hey.. come on let’s go.” Kyungwon said grabbing my arm.
“Hey! What’s wrong.. Kyungwon let go of me! Ji Eunsung.. did you have fun?? Hey, you got a tan!!”
...silence....
That’s weird.. about now Floppy should be making fun of me...
Floppy just stuck close to Kyungwon and the other 4 just walked past me and into the arcade.
“Eunsung~ What’s wrong?!”
Just then.. one of the girls from Sang turned around and said...
“Hey stupid.. don’t you even know what’s going on?? I heard you’re smart.. but it doesn’t really seem like it. Why the hell are you hanging onto someone who hates you?? Don’t you see that Eunsung and Hyobin are together now? ****.. you’re pissing me off!!!”
“O_O...”
“Are you finished b***h? HUH!?” Kyungwon said heading towards the girl..
“HAHA.. what the hell is this? You want to die?”
“Hey.. Kim Eunji.. get lost.” Floppy- I mean Seungpyo said in a serious tone I’d never heard him use before..
What’s this...
The four walked past Seunspyo and into the arcade. Ji Eunsung. didn’t even look back..
My hands are shaking..
“Hey.. Kyungwon.. you know the type of girls that go to our school.. what’s wrong..”
Seungpyo said carefully.
“****!! What the hell’s wrong with your friend huh?! Shouldn’t he just let it go now? What did Yehwon do that was so wrong?!”
“You know how he is.. Yehwon.. are you okay?”
“Yeah.. I’m fine.. but is he really mad?”
“You just be the bigger person.. That day.. he was preparing a lot for you..
“I know.. I guess I have to be.. I mean. It IS my fault.”
“What did you just say?! What did you exactly do that was so wrong?! Ji Eunsung that bastard.. He got drunk so bad he was sticking to that b***h the whole day!!”
“Kyungwon.. you’re over acting.”
“I mean is going to the airport to meet your friend you haven’t seen in 3 years that bad?! It’s not like she planned for Jungmin to come the day of the party!! Hey, do you want me to introduce you to someone 1000000 times better than him?!”
“No it’s fine.. this time... It was my fault.”
“DAMMIT!!! Yehwon this isn’t like you!!”
Right then.. there was another person running towards us..
“Yehwon!!!” Do I have to explain? It’s Mindeulleh- I mean Jungmin.
Kyungwon’s mouth was stretched open .. same with Floppy.
“That’s Jungmin..” S
“OMG Lee Jungmin!!! IT’S BEEN FOREVER!!!”
“Lee Kyungwon?? You look so much better!!”
<_< until a few minutes ago.. she was acting as if she’d rip Ji Eunsung’s head off.
“Hey Yehwon.. who’s the punk??”
Oh yeah.. Seungpyo you’re still here.
“My friend from America..”
“Oh.. Hey Lee Kyungwon.. I’m going..!!”
I don’t know if Kyunwon was just ignoring him or didn’t hear him.
“I said I’m going.”
“K! K!! Whatever!! OMG Jungmin you look like that one singer ‘GIL’!!”
Kyungwon. it’s not GIL it’s Mindahleh. -_-
Seungpyo stared a little longer with a slightly clod face and headed down again..
That girl.. seriously. doesn’t she see her boyfriend’s mad..
Why’s everything so complicated?!?!
“Let’s go down. Jungmin, let’s see how much better you are at arcade games than I am..”
“Kyungwon, are you in your right mind? You wanna go in there?”
“Who cares? You don’t have to care about that Ji Eunsung bastard!!”
“Ji Eunsung? Who’s that?” Jungmin asked.
“Nevermind. Let’s go Yehwon, Jungmin~~ This place is the bomb!!”
“.. Seungpyo’s mad.”
“It’s okay!!”
“Hey..”
“Let’s go~~”
Oh my god.. Han Yehwon.. look what you’re going through cause you met a weird friend and a guy with a dirty temper.
# 23
Luckily.. Ji Eunsung and co. were in the kareoke section of the arcade.
Floppy who was playing a game spotted Kyungwon and Jungmin, he stormed off to where his friends were singing..
“Kyungwon.. Seungpyo’s really mad.”
“It’s okay! He’d feel better when I bye him some chocolate. Jungmin are you good at singing?”
“Aske Yehwon~~”
“Yehwon. is he?”
“If you and he made a group.. you guys would be the best <_<“
“I wanna play a game.”
I want to be as far away from Ji Eunsung as possible. So I got down in front of a game and started playing........... tetris...
What should I do? Should I apologize one more time? It seemed him and that Hyobin girl were getting along together.. Should I tell them congratulations? No.. I can’t do that.. I just realized I like him..
“Dude!! You just died!!”
O_O holy crap Jungmin you scared me.
“Hey, what are you doing here?”
“I couldn’t handle her singing.”
“I don’t think that’s something you should be saying <_<.”
“Hey, but in some more money. I want to play also.”
“No.. Go away.”
“COME ON!! Com’on!!
“Put YOUR own money in.”
“T_T”
So we were busily playing tetris..
Kyoungwon was so drunk in her own singing she didn’t even bother to come out.
-_-
“Oh yeah baby!! 6 combo!!”
“Yehwon..”
“What! Don’t make me talk I’m losing my train of thought.”
“That Ji Eunsung guy..”
“...........”
“Is he your boyfriend?”
“..yeah.”
“I see.”
“What combo did you just do?”
“2.”
“BWHAHAHAH!!! LOSER!!”
“Don’t force your laugh.”
“BWHAHA. what are you talking?” I asked trying to sound tough and when I put my elbow of his shoulder I saw Ji Eunsung from the corner of my eye.
He was just staring at me.. and then Jungmin.
“Yehwon.. what’s wrong??”
“Nothing.. Hey, why do you suck so much?? Tetris is a game of strategy!!”
“You’re acting weird.”
“.......”
When I turned back around.. Ji Eunsung was gone..
Right then..
Ji Eunsung appeared again with Kim Hyobin next to him.
“Whoa.. she’s pretty.”
Jungmin said looking at her and then turning back to the screen.
Ji Eunsung. what are you doing..?
He came right behind me and said in a cold voice..
“Move.”
“What?”
“Move..”
“Why should I?”
“Because her and I are going to play.”
You haven’t changed at all..... you immature piece of pantyhose.
“Who the hell are you?”
Jungmin asked getting up ..
NO.. Jungmin not him.....
“Ji Eunsung. Get the hell out of our way.”
“Ji Eunsung? Is this your boyfriend?”
"..................."
The room was silent for a while..
“I dumped her.”
Why do you think it was that when I heard those words come from his mouth a tear almost fell out of my eye.
“He’s right. We broke up.. Jungmin, let’s go over to Kyungwon.”
With my head down, I grabbed his wrist..
+++++“OMG!! You’re pissing me off!! Do you think what you say goes?! And you call yourself a man? You’re only garbage.!!!!!!!!!!”+++++
....what the hell are you saying right now???? ( Didn’t understand anything)
Ji Eunsung just stared with a stupid expression.. and one of annoyance.
“What? Say that again..”
.. if he says is again.. do you know what he’s saying.. -_- I bet if you heard him say it a hundred times you still wouldn’t know.
+++++“Piece of ****!! **** YOU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~” ++++
Okay.. even I know what **** you means. But I doubt Ji Eunsung that stupid k-
“AHH!”
Okay.. never mind.. he understands.....
Jungmin flew back from Ji Eunsung’s punch and from the corner of his mouth blood was flowing out.
“Jungmin-a~ Are you okay?!”
“I’m fine. Move. I’m going to teach that guy a lesson.”
“Stop it!! Stop!! Hey Ji Eunsung.. Fine! You dumped me. Happy?? You dumped me!! So stop acting immature!! We don’t need to get in a fight okay?! Jungmin.. let’s go.. we’re the ones who’ll be getting a headache.. Come on.. let’s go...”
Maybe it was the tears.. but Jungmin calmed down and I turned around.. I couldn’t face him...
We walked out of the arcade/karaoke bang dragging Kyungwon out with us.
“What’s wrong? Why are you crying? Jungmin, what’s wrong with her?”
"............."
“Let’s talk outside..
“Is it Ji Eunsung?!?! Did that bastard do this?! DID HE??!”
“Hey~ Han Yehwon~~”
A voice said behind me..
“I’ll give you a chance to tell me an excuse.. if you have anything to say tell me.”
Ji Eunsung.. are you going to make me feel lower than dirt until the end..?
# 24
You’re funny.. really..
“Ji Eunsung.. I’m sick of having to do everything you want to you. I don’t like having to do everything that you like.. And overall everything you do is tiring.. You know.. you act like some like of child you know that?? A spoiled one... and I pity you... this time I’ll say bye.”
Even though it’s something I said.. it was cold.. something I didn’t even think twice about.. I know I’ll regret it.. but after I spat those cold words out I left Jungmin and Kyungwon and started walking wherever my feet were taking me.
And I walked.. just walked wherever my feet took me.. What’s happened to me.. Tears were trailing out as if I were some lunatic.... That night.. Kyungwon and Jungmin came over.. and even then I was crying....
“Han Yehwon.. I told you I was going to tell you something right? I’ll tell you now.. forget about him..”
“I don’t want to hear.”
“No. you have to.. because you have to forget about him.”
“I already have.”
“That night.. He drank a whole **** load of crap.. and him and Kim Hyobin went out together.. And they weren’t coming in after a long time so Seungpyo and I went out to go look for them.. They were both on the bench..”
“Okay.... stop it..”
“Kim Hyobin was just putting on her clothes..”
“I said stop it..”
“Listen to me dammit!! And he had his shirt off also!!”
“I told you to stop.”
“Han Yehwon.”
“I get it okay?! I know.. I understand.. I’ll forget him okay?? We didn’t even get along. So starting tomorrow.. I’ll approach you guys with a happy face.. okay? So just let me cry just today.. Sorry you guys..”
“Okay. I’m trusting you Han Yehwon.. I’m going.. see you tomorrow.”
“Thanks.. Jungmin after school tomorrow.. I’ll call you.”
“Got it. Get a load of rest.. I’ll call you later.”
HAHAHAHHAHA.. I can’t stop laughing..
He didn’t even like me touching his hand.. HAHAH so that’s how much he liked Kim Hyobin...
I’ll forget you within today Ji Eunsung... I only liked you enough to stop thinking about you within a day.. I’ll show you that I didn’t like you at all.... because I can...
.........and because I’m Han Yehwon..
But I keep remembering...
The time he saved me from the pervert..
The time we saw each other in the alley.
The time where he ripped of the plastic head covering at the salon..
The time we accidently kissed over the fence...
The time we fought about stupid things at the bar.
The time I interfered the fight.
The time he walked me home..
The time he bragged that he had a Sky phone..
The time he said his astrological sign was the Big Dipper...
He’s probably the only person who doesn’t like holding hands..
It wasn’t even that long but why do I keep thinking about him...
..I’m going to forget him..
...I’m going to try..
...even my thoughts of forgetting are about him.....
# 25
“Yehwon! Aren’t you going to school?!”
“I’m up.”
For the first time in a while my whole family have breakfast together.
“Oppa. Long time no see... Appa too.”
“What’s wrong with your eyes?”
“I slept late.”
“Hey, so Jungmin’s back I hear.”
“Yeah. He said he wanted to see you.”
“Bring him home after school. I’ll be at home.”
“Got it.”
“Han Seungpyo.. you don’t get allowance for a week.”
“WHY??! Mom~~ That’s not fair!!”
“Don’t say anything.. looking at everything that’s happened consider it a miracle that you’re even eating in this house.”
“cough* My dad faked a cough..
“I’m going!!” Alright! The sky’s clear and clue today~
At school...
“You’re okay now right?”
“Huh? What..”
“Eunsung..”
“Oh! Of course!! Who do you think I am? How are you and Seungpyo?”
“I dunno. It’s weird.. He’s not calling.. and he’s not sending me any messages.. When I call he just hangs up..”
“Call him again.”
“I’m scared. I dun want to.”
“It’s your fault! You’re not supposed to act like that in front of your boyfriend.”
“.. tch.”
“If you saw Seungpyo going up to some girl and holding hands with her.. would you have liked that?”
“I’d have broken his neck.”
“Exactly.. So just call him one more time. He wants that also.”
“You- you think so?”
“Yeah.”
Kyungwon grabbed her phone and dialed his number...
Kyungwon.. we’re in class right now.. <_<
“Hello? Seungpyo? It’s me Kyungwon.. ^_^...................... <_<............. He just hung up.”
“Phew.. that guy stays mad doesn’t he?”
“What do I do?”
“Go to his school and wait for him.. How’s that?”
“Huh?”
“Like buy some flowers and a present.. Stand in front of his school and wait for him!! Isn’t that perfect?”
“You’re crazy.. Want me to get beat up?”
“No~~ NO~~ you know what you do? You dress in a way Seungpyo’s never seen you. To look older.. then the kids will think you go to college or something..”
“You think he’ll like that?”
“Dude, he’ll like freaking love you. Think about it wouldn’t you like Seungpyo to stand in front of our school dressed in a casual suit?? How proud would you be??”
“Hey! You’re right! I knew you could count of you best friend!”
“HEHE..”
“In that case.. Let’s go together.. I’m scared to go alone.”
“You’re crazy.. Go with Jungmin.”
“We fought because of Jungmin <_<.“
“You know I can.”
“Why not?”
“......................”
“You said you forget him.. Are you saying you still like him..?”
“Don’t go there.”
“No. I’m serious. You’re talking about Ji Eunsung right now.”
“It’s not that.. I mean it’ll be weird. don’t you think?”
“In what way.”
“Wang Bitna
“Does it matter? Ji Eunsung and Kim Hyobin are going out so there’s not reason for her to beat you up anymore.
“ <_<“
“Yehwon.”
“Okay. Fine. I’ll got with you. But I’m going to hide behind a trashcan or something.”
“HEHHEHE. thanks. Hey, your eyes are still swollen. Exactly how much did you cry yesterday?”
“I don’t know. I didn’t cry!! Hmm. where should we go with Jungmin though?”
“Seoul Land!!”
“You can go there all you like..”
“How about a Night club?!”
“Night club???!?!?”
# 26
“You want to go to a night club. Are you crazy?”
“We have to give Jungmin some great memories of his visit!!”
“Great memories?? You should be thinking about Seungpyo right now.”
“We went over that already. Remember? We’re going to Sang. Night club. How about it? That girl Lee Eunji went also. Is she can’t get it why won’t we be able to?”
“What if we get caught.”
“’Honey’ is easy to get into.
“IF we get caught.”
“We won’t get caught because of Jungmin. I mean look at his hair. Who in their right mind would think he’s 18?”
“Hmm...”
“Let’s go~~ I got my allowance the other day!! Let’s go Yehwon~~!!!!”
“I’m not in the mood to go to a club.”
“But Jungmin’s leaving in 5 days!!”
“....................if we get caught you take the blame.”
“OKAY ^o^~~~”
Even I don’t know why I agreed to that decision.
So we agreed to go to the club. Since mom and my oppa were at home, Kyungwon brought me over to her house.
“No! Wear this! If you wear something with a collar you look younger.”
“I can’t wear something that low!! You can wear it!!”
“I’m already wearing something like it!!”
“Oh.. I see.”
“Listen to me.. Yehwon.. wear it!”
“That kind of Nylon bothers me.”
“Well then do you want to be outside all by yourself when you get kicked out?!??!”
.....it’s too low..
But in the end I ended up wearing a purple, low cut, itchy nylon shirt.
And a white skirt.
Kyungwon wasn’t any better. Does she want to freeze to death in this fall weather?
And she called Jungmin.
“Jungmin~ It’s me. We’re going to take you to a great place today!! The best!! Wear clothes that make you look mature but cool at the same time!! Wait in front of your house. NO!! It has to look cool and mature at the same time!! We’re going to a club. Okay!”
“Hey Kyungwon.”
“What?”
“I’m getting a bad feeling. Let’s just go to a bar.”
“No! Never!!! Do you know how much I’ve waited for this day?
“Fine. If I go there and I’m a lame ass don’t blame me.”
“OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
So we headed towards Jungmin’s house.. T_T If I’m caught I’m dead you little b***h. T_T
Forget about my mom.. Wonder what Ji Eunsung will say when he sees me.
No! Wait! Why am I thinking of him. Han Yehwon you’re crazy...
“JUNGMIN~~~~~~~~~!! Yehwon!! Look, Jungmin’s the bomb!!”
His long blonde hair was let loose and he had on sunglasses and some dog tags.
He wore a tight shirt.. pointed boots and was waving at us.. T_T
Where has my childhood friend Jungmin gone?? T_T
But on the other hand.. Jungmin’s face was full of surprise also.
“You guys..”
“Lee Jungmin tie your hair!!!”
I yelled.... but Jungmin ignored me and just kept staring.
“Stop staring. It’s embarrassing.”
++++"oh...my...god..."+++++
He’s only lived in America for 3 years and he just speaks English in front of us..
The 3 of us headed towards the club with the sun setting behind us.
In front of the club there was a huge guy standing guard. However he just ignored us as we walked in.
“Okay, Yehwon. We’ve snuck in.”
“I’m scared T_T”
“It’s okay. I brought my sister’s ID.”
“But still.”
“It’ll be fine!! My sister and I look exactly the same!! Do you know what I did with it last time?? Jungmin how is it?? Great huh??”
“No. The ones in America and 10 times better.”
“You want to die?!”
I looked around. Now that we actually got inside.. It wasn’t that great a place.. Oh well.. better than nothing.
Even the waiter didn’t say anything as Kyungwon held out her sister’s ID and led us to a table... but something doesn’t feel right. Over there.. that table.. some waiter keeps glancing over at me.. I’ve seen him before.. I know I have..
Damn it’s loud in here. Hmm, there are that many people..
“Do you even know how to order Kyungwon?”
“Of course I do!!”
Jungmin’s dogtags are reflecting light all over the place..
So we passed time drinking and eating..
“Hahah!! Look at Jungmin’s face.. I think I’m ging to die from laughing.”
“You’re face is funnier. HAAAHAHHAHAH~~!!”
Jungmin and Kyungwon.. they weren’t exactly drunk.. Both are really strong with alcohol.. In my opinion.. they’re just crazy.
“Hey Jungmin. Let’s go out and dance~~”
“..I can’t.”
“It’s okay!! I’ll block all of your moves with my brilliant ones!! Yehwon, let’s go!”
“In a while. I wanna drink a little more.”
“EENG EENG Yehwon, let’s go.”
“Lee Jungmin go away and dance.”
“T_T Yehwon’s scary.”
“Forget about her! Let’s go!
Damn, I have to go pee.. Whenever I drink beer I have to go pee really bad so I decided to go right then..
But. how can this be.................
# 27
..............Hyunsung.. and Floppy.. the other 4th guy (don’t know his name) Wang Bitna.. all four were at a table.. Dammit.. how can this be...?? Luckily Ji Eunsung wasn’t there and neither was Kim Hyobin.
This isn’t the time fore this. I can’t have them see like this..
Quickly, I headed towards a waiter.
“Excuse me, where’s the bathroom?”
“Go to the left, then when you meet the corner, it’s on the right.”
“Thank you.”
With his beady little eyes, the waiter stared at me..
Hmm, maybe he likes me?? ^_^
.............
.........................
........................
“That feels good.”
Now that all my concentration wasn’t set on going to the bathroom, I can smell cigarette smoke in here. Damn it smells.
I quickly washed my hands and that’s when it happened.
+BANG!!+
Crap. that scared me.
..............................
....................
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......................................
It was Kim Hyobin.. She seems drunk..
She was glaring at me with her eyes..
It’s the first time her and I’ve seen each other face to face one on one. She was pretty.. really very pretty.
Her cheeks were slightly red because of the fact that she was drunk.
It’d be better to just leave.
Embarrassed, I started to leave the bathroom..
“Hey~ I don’t like you very much.”
She said in a slurred voice.
“O- Okay...?”
“Do you like Eunsungie?”
..........she was cute.. even I had to admit..
“No.. I don’t.”
“Do you hate him????????”
“I don’t feel anything for him..”
“You know.. I- I liked Eunsungie a longer time than you!! Do you know that?!”
................
.....................
“Yeah. I know ^_^”
“.........”
The girl stared at me a little longer.. damn I think I’m going to go crazy..
“Why do you keep bothering Eunsung?? My Eunsungie.. Do you know how much I like him??”
I’d never actually like Kim Hyobin before.. But.. right at this moment.. this girl named Kim Hyobin was .......... so pretty.. saying the name of the guy she liked and crying loudly... she looked so pretty.....
And I realized right then.. It could never be me..
“Okay, don’t worry. I won’t bother Eunsung anymore.”
I think I’m going to go crazy if I stay in there any longer. And slowly I walked out of the bathroom.
“Yeah!! hyung, it’s the b***h from last time!!”
.. what’s this??
The waiter who was staring at me from behind the table was telling the guy who had told me where the bathroom were whispering.
..That guy.. I’d seen him somewhere before..
O_O that’s right!! It’s him!! That guy.. the one guy from the fight that Ji Eunsung was in. The one that pushed me away when interfered.
Dammit.. Han Yehwon.. you have the crappiest timing.
Kyungwon.. Jungmin.. where are you?? T_T
“Hey.. did Ji Eunsung come also??”
“We broke up. Get out of my way.”
“WHAT? You broke up?? HAHA, yeah right. Stop eating up time, and call him to come over here.”
“We broke up.. I got dumped.. happy?? I don’t matter to him.”
“Hey b***h. I told you to call him!! Do you I easy? Call him within 10 seconds. If you don’t, I’ll kill you.”
“What? Are you too afraid to actually go over to him? Huh?? What, you don’t have enough balls to go over to him with his friends next to him?? Is that why you’re making me bring him over to you?? HAHAHA, you’re really funny.”
“What the hell, this ****ing b***h. Do you seriously want to die?? HUH!?”
“I told you already.. I got dumped.. How many times do I need to tell you..?”
“You have no manners you know that b***h?? Hyung, how many times should I hit her?”
“Hey, you have hit a girl.”
T_T Oppa.. thank you so much...
“****!! Fine then, what’s his number? I’m letting you off this time.”
If I tell him his number.. it’s obvious him and his friends are going to beat him up..
“I don’t know.”
“You don’t know?? You’re his b***h aren’t you???”
It was then... someone stepped out of the girl’s bathroom..
“HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
Guess who it was.. Right. it was Kim Hyobin..
Hyobin-a.. just go back into the bathroom T_T
“Eunsung’s MY b***h!!!!!!!!”
Seems she ran out to tell them that. <_<
“Hey, this is Sang’s little princess.”
Kim Hyobin looked up at the guy, “Kim Sungtaek?”
“What are you doing here?”
“Eunsung and I are going out. Get it straight.”
Till the end.. she’s saying Eunsung’s with her..
“Hey, she’s hella cute.”
The guy said nearing Kim Hyobin.
“Hyung, leave her alone. Her brother is hella tough.”
“Who’s her brother?”
“Hansung hyung.”
“Hansung?? That bastard is my junior. Hey, but she’s pretty cute huh?? Name’s Hyobin?”
“Get away from me.” Hyobin said to the guy nearing closer.
“Just leave her alone. Just bother me instead!!”
I yelled. Han Yehwon.. when’d you get so brave?? -_-
“Do you’re saying you’re tough are you?” The guy yelled pushing me into the wall.
“I’m asking you one last time. What’s Ji Eunsung’s number?”
The guy asked pushing me into the wall again.
“I’m not telling you. I won’t.”
“HAHA. Fine. Hey, now that I look at her from up close she’s pretty cute.”
I glanced over at Hyobin and the guy.. he was touching her cheek and saying greasy words to her. The guy in front of me put his hand on my head.
There wasn’t anyone around to help us.
Dammit Han Yehwon.. -_-
This is my punishment for all the things I’ve done.. T_T
Mom.. Jungmin.. Dad.. Oppa.. Kyungwon.. I’ll miss you..
JI EUNSUNG YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T
# 28
The only way I can get out safely in this situation is:
A: Someone comes to help me or B: For some reason they decide to let us go.
It was only those two.
Hyobin doesn’t seem to be doing anything either.
Maybe it was because she was drunk. Or maybe she thought the guy was good looking..
.. hopefully it’s not the latter.
However~~ I’m in a different situation than her. I can’t be raped by someone like this!! At least the guy next to Hyobin is good looking!!!
“How should I do you?”
“You’re going to regret this.”
“Regret? That’s something you should be saying. HAHAHA.”
Mommy.. T_T the bastard’s hand is going from my head slowly down.. My eyes are growing dark and I can feel tears starting to gather inside my eyes.
Last time this happened.. Ji Eunsung helped me..
“Eunsung-a!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
Did I hear wrong??
“Eunsung, it’s me..”
No, I heard correctly.. Hyobin had called Ji Eunsung with her cell phone. Dammit, it’s not supposed to be like this..
The guy in front of me had taken his hands off and reached into his pocket to call his other friends.
Stupid.. retard.. don’t come..
“Hey, that bastards coming in through the back door. Bring all the kids.. okay.”
Kim Hyobin was just calling out to Eunsung.
“Eunsung-a!! I’m scared!! This scary oppa is.... he’s... what do I do?? Here?? It’s near the bathrooms...”
“No!!! JI EUNSUNG STUPID BASTARD!! DON’T COME!! DON’T JUST STAY THERE!!!!”
I yelled as loudly as I could.. if Ji Eunsung were to come.. I don’t even want to think of the things that could happen.
“Hey you crazy b***h! You want to die?”
The guy in front of me yelled.
The guy next to Kim Hyobin was touching her cheek greasily.
Kim Hyobin was crying.. Dammit stop crying, I’m the one who wants to cry.
“WAHHHHHHHHHHHH WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!” I wailed.. ( cause I was scared the guy in front of me was going to hit me..)
“Hey, shut your trap!!!”
The guy yelled covering my mouth.
“You ****ing piece of ****. take your hand off her.”
The voice stuck in my head... no.. you stupid.. I told you not to come.. Ji Eunsung.. stupid..
“Look who it is~~ Sang Ji Eunsung~~”
“You really pissed me off. Hmm. What do I do..”
“Oh ho!! What if you’re pissed??? What are you going to do about it?”
“I told you not to come!! Are you stupid?” I yelled through my swollen eyes.
In a split second Hyobin was hiding behind Eunsung. Damn, she’s fast.
“I didn’t come to save you. Don’t think so highly of yourself.”
Oh yeah... he came because of Hyobin...
“Sorry for thinking that.”
“Get lost, go hide in the bathrooms or something. No wait, go find your little friends.”
“Why..”
“I told you to leave!! Are you not going to listen to me till the end!!??!”
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It was the first time I’d seen him that mad. .. And for the first time.. I was scared of him..
“I’m going. You hear that? I’ll leave.. If you die.. it’s not my fault..”
And with those words, I ran out of the club. Tears cascaded down my face.. what’s this.. you stupid girl.. why are you crying??
For a couple of hours I just squatted in front of the night club crying my eyes out.. When I finally decided to walk in to find Kyungwon and Jungmin, I couldn’t find them. Maybe they were looking for me?”
In my phone were an endless amount of messages and voicemails.. I drank up all the remaining beer.
...and when I woke up. I saw Jungmin’s worried face in front of mine. I could also see my brother smirking.
I closed my eyes again..
“I saw you open your eyes.”
Tch.. stupid can’t use his head but his eyes are good.
“Oppa.. can you leave?”
“Okay.. I’ll call mom then.”
“Oppa I’m serious..”
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Seeing me like this for the first time, my brother just nodded and left the room.
“Yehwon, are you okay? Why are you like this??”
“Jungmin~~ I can’t do it. I can’t forget him~~ I like him too much.. I think I like him more.. What do I do?? What do I do...........”
“What ARE you going to do?”
“I don’t know. I just miss him..”
“He’s at the hospital right now..”
“WHAT?!”
“There was a big fight at the club.. He.. He got seriously injured..
“Where is he?! What hospital!?!”
“I don’t know.. there was an ambulance and everything.”
I wasn’t in my right mind.. I think I went half crazy and started calling every single hospital near our house.
By luck.. the first hospital I called had a patient named Ji Eunsung.
“Jungmin~ Will you make up a reasonable lie for my mom?”
“....you’re going..”
Instead of answering, I nodded my head.
“Do you have to?”
“I want to talk to him.. I don’t want to lie anymore.. There are so many things I want to tell him..”
“I can’t go can I?”
“Sorry... Think of a reasonable lie for my mom. Thanks.”
I think that was the fastest I’d ever run in my life..
Besides the time when I was running away from Ji Eunsung that day he came over to my school to kill me.
# 29
“I’m sorry.. that patient is in surgey right now.”
“WHAT?! Why? Did he get that injured?!”
“... please come tomorrow.”
“Wahh. Unnie, is he going to die?? is that it??”
“<_< no. he won’t die.”
“What’s going to happen to him?”
“Please. Come. Tomorrow.”
“Then.. can you tell me what room number he’ll be staying at??”
“310.”
Damn bastard.. just you die.. I’ll...
I could see Sang kids.. it was too late for me to turn around and hide..
Luckily.. Floppy and Hyunsung the other guy was all there..
All three had on dark expressions.. Floppy was the one who gave any clue of knowing me.
“Yehwon.. what are you doing here?”
“How is he?”
“We haven’t seen him.. they told us to come tomorrow.”
“What.. what happened?”
“I don’t know I should tell you.”
“But I know!! I was at the night club also!!”
“You were there?”
“Yeah!! I was there right before he got into the fight!! That ass made me leave..”
“What are you talking about.. So you know what they fought about??”
“You guys don’t know?”
“We got there ****ing late. He was getting beat up by 8 people.”
“.......8? What about Kim Hyobin? Wasn’t she there?”
“She’d passed out. She’s in the room next to his.. What happened?”
Floppy was just talking quietly the whole time. I held back my tears and told them the whole story. When I’d finished.. Floppy was pacing from anger..
“Kim Sungtaek... I’ll that son of a b***h.”
“What happened to him?? The guy named Kim Sungtaek?”
“It was the first time Eunsung had beat someone to that level. He in critical condition right now.”
“.............”
It’s not because you me you beat him ( They’re talking about the guy who was covering Yehwon’s mouth) is it?? .. It can’t be.. if it is.. I’ll like him even more...
“Yehwon.. why are you crying?? Eunsung just needs a cast and needs to stay here a little while and he’ll be fine. He’s a tough guy. Kim Sungtaek.. now that’s a problem.. But Eunsung’s fine..”
“T_T T_T T_ T ....”
“Don’t worry, he’ll be fine!! We made sure that those bastards would never touch him again ^o^ “
“T_T “
“Oh yeah, Yehwon..”
“Huh??”
“Is Kyungwon not here?”
“She disappeared.”
“Oh..”
“You know, she really misses you..”
“Whatever..”
What do you mean whatever you loser.. I can you see smiling you know <_<.
“It’s late. Yehwon, after school tomorrow.. come visit. We’ll be here all night.”
“I want to stay also.”
“Bitna and the other sang girl’s are all next door. If they s-”
“Bye, I’ll see you tomorrow.”
...it’s my safety before love..
“Yehwon!!!!!!!!”
“Huh?”
“Bring Kyungwon tomorrow!!”
“..okay <_< bye.”
Hyunsung hasn’t said one word at all.. and his face was expressionless... They must be really close...
But I still feel ten times better than before.
Tomorrow I’m going to come and tell him exactly how I feel.
It was 2 when I got back home.
And I spotted a little note left by Jungmin.
“Kyungwon wants you to call her. She said she’s waiting. See you tomorrow.”
Oh yeah.. Kyungwon.. I forgot about her.. So I did and she didn’t let down my expectations by not yelling.
“So how’s Eunsung..”
“Oh, I don’t think he’s seriously hurt.”
“So you’re going to tell him you likehim?”
“Yeah.. so come with me.”
“Do you think Wang Bitna will just let you off like that? What if she sees you?”
“Seungpyo wants to see you.”
“Isn’t he mad anymore?”
“Nope!”
“No. I’m going to go to his school and surprise him.”
“Hey.. but then he’ll bother me until I go crazy.”
“Then you want Jungmin to stay by himself?”
“Oh yeah. Jungmin.. hey it seems like you’re looking after him a lot.”
“WHAT?!?! I”M GOING TO SLEEP!! SEE YOU TOMORROW!! OH WAIT, I”LL SEE YOU IN A FEW HOURS.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
Hmm, how very suspicious.. maybe she... nah..
The next day none of my lessons came into my head. No matter how much I bugged Kyungwon to go to the hospital with me she wouldn’t budge. She said something about surprising him or whatever.
Then.. during math class stupid dork got her finger stuck in a hole and said it hurt and got an slip of excuse to go home.. <_<
..I’m a little nervous.. Until yesterday I was saying I was going to forget him.. -_-
I even bought a flower.. I wonder if he’ll like it.. I walked confidently towards the hospital.. I got to his room.. but I couldn’t gather the courage to go and open the door.
What do I say when I go in?
“Hi?” Too awkward..
“Howa doing??” Too happy..
“How are you feeling???” Okay.. that sounds good...
“I’m feel fine..”
# 30
Oh lord.. what is Kim Hyobin doing behind me.. T_T Oh yeah, they’re rooms are next to each other.
“Did you come to see Eunsung?”
“Huh.. yeah.”
“.......I’m going out with him.”
“Yeah.. I know.”
“Can I talk to you for a little while?”
“Yeah.”
The girl walked to one of the hospital benches and sat down.
Damn.. I think I’m going to go crazy.. she’s even pretty wearing a patient suit or whatever you call them.
“I’ll get to the point.. do you think you could not meet Eunsung??”
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“..I don’t know..”
“Please.. I can’t do anything without him..”
“I can’t either..”
Whoa. Why is she crying?? With tears trailing down her face... she was practically begging me not to meet him..
“I really really like him.. I’ve only looked at him for 3 years.. I liked him enough to beg my parents to let me come to the same school as him.... I live with my mom. I was lonely.. I’ve never gotten anything I wanted.. But just this once.. this once..”
I seriously think I’ll go crazy.. If she’s practically begging.. that means she likes him that much.. but what do I do?? I like him also.. I like him a lot also... When I didn’t answer.. her tears started falling faster than ever.
What do I do.. seriously.. in situations like this.. what am I supposed to do??”
“Can’t we even be friends?”
She just stared at me..
“No.”
“But.. I like him too.”’
“Then.. can’t you just like him by yourself?? Just to yourself??”
... how can you say that as if it’s nothing..
“Then just today.. I mean I came anyways.. I’ll just see him today...”
Tch you pretty little girl, you think I’m going to actually do that?? I’m going to meet him secretly behind your back. ( even at 18.. she isn’t exactly mature..)
“Let’s go see him together.”
“Huh..”
This girl’s even scarier than Wang Bitna..
“Go in there and tell him.. Tell him it’s your last..”
“..........”
“Please.”
“..O-Okay..”
If you were my younger sister or my junior I would have killed you.
Kim Hyobin opened the door and stepped in first.
“Eunsung~!”
“You were here earlier!!”
He yelled in an annoyed voice..
“Hi...”
He stared at me with an expressionless face.. His left leg in a cast and hanging in the air.. His right arm wrapped in bandages..
“What are you doing here? Though you said you weren’t going to see me ever again.”
..don’t change the subject.. only smart people change subjects..
“I’m just asking.. are you feeling okay?? You don’t look too hurt.”
“How can THIS (shakes leg and arm) not look serious to you!??!!”
First minute we see each other and he’s yelling.
“I come because I’m worried and all you can do is yell? Here, take these flowers!!” I yelled throwing the flowers at him as hard as I could ( not underhand.. like a pitcher)
“What are you doing here after acting as if you were never going to see me again.”
“Dammit. will you shut up?”
The ass just ignored me and looked out the window..
OMG.. don’t tell me you’re pissed off.. what’s this weird silence?