Title: I�m Wishing
Series: Gundam Wing
Author: Peach Blossom Faerie
Pairing: 3 x 4
Rating: PG
Sequel: Yes - companion fic to �Somewhere Out There�
Warning: OOC, FLUFF, songfic
Disclaimer: I don�t own GW - if I did it would be a YAOI show with no Relena. I don�t own �I�m Wishing� either - that is a disney song and I wouldn�t ever want to own disney - the characters scare me!
// denotes song lyrics
I�m Wishing.
It�s been two months since I saw him, two months since I held my soldier close.
I think about him every day, I want to see him soon - I need to see with my own eyes that he is alive and well.
I'm wishing with all my strength and praying hourly that the next time we see each other won�t be the last.
// I'm wishing for the one I love
To find me today //
After all that had happened at New Edwards, I couldn�t stop myself from going to see him.
He had with him pilot 01 Heero Yuy. I know my Trowa, and I understood that he needed to look after the fragile looking soldier on his own.
Before that time, I had not dared tell him my feelings. But seeing the strongest of us just lying there so small and pale, I had to let him know.
//I'm hoping//
My heart had been racing faster than ever when we left the trailer together, him escorting me to my car.
I remember looking up at him, his face was veiled by shadows and the silky fall of his hair. I was too nervous to stand on tip toes unbalanced, so I leant on his sturdy chest and pressed my lips to his.
In that chase kiss I had placed my heart, and when he didn�t say or do anything, I drew away - scared that I had destroyed everything between us.
//And I'm dreaming of
The nice things he'll say //
However, he didn�t let me go and I was so happy when he pulled me back into his arms. As he leant to kiss me, when our lips brushed together he murmured the words I had dreamt to hear him say.
//I'm wishing for the one I love
To find me today
I'm hoping
And I'm dreaming of
The nice things he'll say//
Since Oz has resumed it�s hostilities, I�m extra careful in my battles now, I listen to Rashid and don�t feel guilty about having the men aid me, because I have to live through this.
With my heart, I can sense the pain of the other, and I have been so scared - my need to see him grows with every day I go without him; this time it�s my turn to whisper those words.
Because, if you�ll take this spoilt creature, I�ll stay with you forever and no matter what happens, it will always be true that
Trowa, I love you.
