| Letter 3- A.J.'s Letter |
| AJ help a pen in his hand & looked down at the paper on his desk. All he had gotten out was Dear Dad. He had so much to say he just didn�t know how to put it into a letter. He wrote down the things he wanted to say & then wrote: Dear Dad, I wanted to write you to tell you some of the things that are on my mind. You know I want to start having a relationship as father and son, but the idea scares me because you were never there to raise me. It makes me feel like you walked out on me & now you�re coming back because I�m famous. That�s not what I want. What I want is my Dad. Please don�t be angry about this. I hope that we can talk about this when I come home from tour. Dad, I�m also concerned that your new wife & stepdaughter mean more to you than I do. I know you think it�s silly, but it really matters to me. All I want from them is their love & acceptance for the person I am, not the Backstreet Boy. I know you think I�m nuts, but just getting the nerve to write this to you took a lot of persuasion on my part. I miss you dad. A.J. Satisfied with the letter he had written, he put it in an envelope for safekeeping. Then he went to get Howie for a night of clubbing & parting, hoping he did the right thing. |