Afternoon Delight I set the glass of lemonade, the ice cubes clinking cheerily against one another, down on the picnic table and lean over, giving the crank a few more leisurely turns. I mash strawberries and sugar against the side of a large bowl, feeling calm and relaxed. It has been so hot. Today was the worst; by noon the temperature flirted with one hundred. (Time to turn the crank again.) A fast moving, violent thunderstorm came through about an hour ago, spitting hail and hard, pelting rain. The rolling thunderheads darkened the sky except when a vivid blaze of lightning slashed across, tingeing the clouds with brightness The storm broke the backbone of the heat; the ground was still steaming when the rain stopped; the temperature has dropped twenty degrees. Some of the children from the neighborhood are playing in the yard, little kids kicking up splashes in the grass, happy to be outside. They are soaked! Lazily watching them, I tilt my head back and let the gentle wind cool the back of my neck and ruffle my hair. It’s time to add the fruit to the mix. Not too long now - It will be finished soon. I wonder if I can get it into the freezer without the kids noticing. It doesn’t really matter - soft or hard, it will be a delectable treat on what has turned into a warm, breezy summer afternoon. © Ellie Maziekien 071702 520. Untitled - July 17, 2002 It's a hot, wet, blistering afternoon where the sun leaves no place to hide, and there is no relief from the heat. Ice cubes slide quickly and disappear into slick shirts and become one with sweat-laden flesh. There is no breeze to take away the feeling of heaviness in the air. There are no cloud shadows in the sky to take shelter in, nor are there shimmering oases to lure us away from the lurid thought of more heat during the day. The height of summer finds us seeking solace in the endless supply of cool crisp drops that become a steady stream upon parched lips. The thought of a raindance is almost enough to cause a stir, until reality sets in; any more movement, and truly, all the clothing will either stick forever, or need to come off immediately! Daydreams of cold frozen treats break into the time passing by, reminding us again and again, that a hot canvas serves a need as well, painting the surface with cold points of contact, followed by a steady stream of slick sweetness, the alternating sensations gather in a coiled locus and explode in one breath of ragged release. Heatwave This heat wave has to break soon. The sticky gritty city is an inferno. Air conditioning inside the buildings keeps the workers from going mad, but they all have to head for home eventually. As the door opens the heat outside hits you. Hard. It is like stepping into an oven. The walk to the station is exhausting; the cooling system on the train is broken. On the sticky ride home my thoughts turn to things cool, refreshing, renewing. The tall, dripping glass of iced tea or the frosty bottle of crisp beer. A dip in the pool or simply a cool shower - me, leaning against the wall letting the chilly torrent cascade onto my head, feeling the sensation of the lush green forest all around me, the sound of birds twittering as they settle down for the evening, the primitive feel of the rocks beneath my feet, the cold, clear, revitalizing, blessed water.. The train stops with a bone rattling jolt. Ah, me. Home. That sounds good too. © Ellie Maziekien 071802 521. Untitled - July 18, 2002 The first splashes of raindrops against the steaming pavement sizzle with the heat. This casual shower of summer rain is no relief against the hot muggy weather that envelopes the city. Seeking shelter in air-conditioned splendour, the parched earth swallows every droplet in an unquenchable thirst. Endless torrents of water drops upon the land, the cooling touch leaves a scintillating sensation upon the skin. Wave after wave the storm comes in, pouring sheets of water down cascading windows, until all the world is awash in liquid satiation. Breathing Space We sit close to each other on the porch swing in the cool of the evening; it is the perfect ending to the day. The heat that was so pervasive is gone, the weather turned. It is just a brief respite; there will be more scorching days to come before Autumn. The leaves rustle in the breeze, the soft sound mingling with the squeak of the aging swing as we rock back and forth, content in each other's company, my hand in yours. © Ellie Maziekien 071902 522. Untitled - July 19, 2002 As the sun crosses the broken horizon, there is a lassitude that fills the air, the withdrawal of the searing heat that has consumed the day. The cooling weather is a welcome respite to the hot sweat and damp-filled day. Watching the day fade away, stretched out on a chaise-lounge and sipping at cool refreshments, a sigh of contentment is heard, soft against the bustle of the evening. A simple breeze ruffles the grass and serves as a silent remembrance of this passing summer day. Small Town America High, fair weather clouds scatter across the sky and a steady breeze billows the flag in front of City Hall. People are out in multitudes today. Kids on bikes and skates, young parents pushing prams, shoppers running errands; they all seem to have descended on the center of our little town all at once. One elderly couple strolls hand in hand along the promenade around the lake. He reaches up, tucks her sweater more snuggly around her shoulders, bringing his other hand up to cup her cheek. She winks at him and they continue their walk. I sit on my bench content to watch the passerby and enjoy the crisp, clear afternoon. © Ellie Maziekien 072002 523. Untitled - July 20, 2002 It's big city living that sees a bizarre combination of crowded streets but empty paths. Where every person is hidden behind air-conditioned splendour and neighbours are strangers to us all. Only in the city centre do remnants of a time past still remain; where the streets and shops are teeming with people wandering in and out. Down by the Beaches, the steady beats of jazz float upon the summer breezes, a sudden chant carrying on the wind to remind the skaters and riders to pick up their ice cream and errands before the lake tides come rushing into the sands. As the day ends, and people leave the sandy shores, life begins again in lonely suburbia. Two towns over from mine looms the steaming inner city. On this Summer night its scorched streets stay hell-hot even as the hour grows late. Hopeless men and washed out women and spaced out kids crowd the streets looking for a bit of action. This is no booming, bustling metropolis. with horns blaring, music pulsing, lights, clubs, dancing. This is not small town America.. It is the Projects; the ghetto, where around every corner there is someone who can roust you and take his piece and where pain is a way of life. I have no knowledge of this place, no frame of reference. I do not understand why it is so different only two towns away. © Ellie Maziekien 072002 524. Untitled - July 20, 2002 Who can describe despair having never felt it? Who can write of pain, having never lived it? Only living through the depths of the hottest hells could the strongest of souls survive to live another day. It is survival that governs the rules of the land, where desperation drives everything and strength is king. Mental, physical, and emotional strength to see past the surface and visit the hope that lingers within the eyes of a young child, to find shelter for the displaced, and to give chances for those without a break. It is the downtrodden and lost souls that live within so many of our inner cities; where they live forgotten by those who would not know of their fears or their dreams because we have not asked how can we help? but, instead turning a blind eye to the homeless, the poverty, and the worldliness that fills the eyes of those too young to dream of lost innocence. How Can We Turn Away? It takes strength to battle the elements both within and without that batter at us, making us feel insignificant, causing us to waver. It takes courage and power to get up, to meet the dawn of another day of sweat and struggle. It takes very little effort to help, to give solace to the discouraged, to feed the hungry, to care for the infirm, to house the homeless, to teach the children. We look the other way so that we don't lose our smug superiority. It is not easy to look into the eyes, shadowed by hard experience and distrust., of those too young to have lost their innocence. Once we do see them, how can we turn away? © Ellie Maziekien 072102 525. Untitled - July 21, 2002 There are none so blind as those that would not see the truth of life as we live it. Too often, we read of the woes of many, be they close or be they far, and mere talk is never enough to spur us to action, beyond just thoughts, and mere words. Too often, our time is precious even as we squander in meaningless ways; as our intent is not enough to transform to action. Too easy is it to not "see" the problems that batter our world; too simple to turn a cheek and forget the whims of fate. We are asked once more to become the light of our world, and live as the salt of our earth, giving of time, of care, and of love, to those that should not need to ask.