Fan Fic
Believe Me
Part 25
© Emma N
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Later that evening Emma sat in James� room listening to Charlie strumming away on his guitar in the next room. She longed to be with him again, for him to touch her, kiss her, tell her he loved her was all she wanted. That�s when she knew, it was time.
Tara was out somewhere while Matt and James sat downstairs watching the football on the television. Emma took in a deep breath and got up from the bed before looking down and rubbing her stomach gently �Words cannot describe the way I�m feeling� Charlie softly sung as he strummed on his guitar strings. �You have a really nice voice� interrupted Emma shyly as she entered the room. Charlie quickly stopped and placed his guitar down on the bed. �What do you want?� his tone was blunt, there was no emotion to be shown in his voice �To talk� swallowed Emma nervously as she made her way to face Charlie�s eyes which were dull and lifeless. �What do you want?� he asked again, looking down towards the floor �I�I� stuttered Emma �I can�t take this anymore� she suddenly blurted out, tears streaming down her face. Charlie looked up in shock �Cant take what anymore?� he asked worriedly, confusion in his voice �I can�t take it, seeing you get hurt anymore� she cried, moving closer to him �Huh?� asked Charlie, backing away slightly as the sight of Emma crying scared him slightly, he had no idea as to why she was �What the hell are you getting at?� �Tara!� she yelled �Tara?� �YES!� �What about Tara?� �She doesn�t love you� Charlie�s expression changed from anger to a sudden look of nothing in a second, his eyebrows rose slightly as his top lip quivered. Suddenly the room fell silent �Of course she loves me� snapped Charlie �NO�.NO SHE DOESN�T� Emma yelled back. Charlie was now even more scared, he had never seen her react like this before �SHES IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE�..IN LOVE WITH�.MATT!!!� At first Charlie�s expression stayed the same, shocked and surprised; he then stood up and pushed Emma hard against the wall causing her to wail slightly in pain �Don�t you ever make up lies about Tara like this, especially involving my best friends!� he spat �It�s not a lie� cried Emma, her eyes glistening in the bedroom light �it�s the honest truth, please believe me. I�m telling you all this because�because� she looked down �I love you�. It came out as a faint whisper �You don�t love me!� he spat back �sure you may lust me, after that �fling� we had a few months ago, ever since then you�ve been green with envy seeing me happy with Tara and our un born baby� Emma�s heart sank �but that�s all it is, jealously! You�re jealous you�ll never have what me and Tara have, jealous you can never have me again. You�re trying to ruin our relationship!� �No� No�honestly�I love you� Emma didn�t no how else she could prove it as she panted quickly from all the shock. �Save it Emma� said Charlie as he sharply let go of her and walked back over to his bed, running a sweaty hand through his hair �Charlie�please� begged Emma as she rushed over to him, grabbing him by the arm �GET OFF ME YOU BITCH� yelled Charlie, flinging her down on the floor �CANT YOU SEE YOUR UNWANTED!� �Please don�t do this� sobbed Emma, struggling to get up �DON�T DO WHAT? SAY WHAT I REALLY FEEL� he yelled, his hazel eyes burning into hers �Tell the truth� begged Emma �Tell me you love me too, I can see it in your eyes, your lying about our �fling�. I knew it meant more, YOU knew it meant more, please don�t deny it, not now, and believe me when I tell you about Tara and Matt� �Don�t bring her into this� growled Charlie, his muscles tensing in anger �ADMIT YOUR TRUE FEELNGS!� begged Emma. Charlie stood in anger for a second, he then relaxed slightly �Ok�Ok� gulped Charlie. His voice was now calm and collected. He sat down on his soft bed and began to speak in his deep, husky voice; Emma leant against the wall and listened �I deny everything� he said. Emma�s eyes widened. Why isn�t he admitting it? She screamed in her head �I don�t LOVE you� he carried on �What we did was wrong and YOU know it, your just trying to make up this �love� excuse so what we did doesn�t seem so bad, but you know it was. Just get out of my life Emma, your making things worse, your just a blonde, spineless bitch who will sleep with anything� single or taken� The words sliced through her shaken body like a sharp, bladed knife. �I can�t believe this� she whispered, her heart pumping so hard, she swore it would burst through her chest any second �Believe it alright� said Charlie, coldly. Emma nodded slightly; she knew she was never going to get through to him. As Charlie watched her get up to leave, he suddenly felt an urge, he wanted her to stay, but he couldn�t show it. He quickly got off from his bed and grabbed her wrist causing Emma to jump in shock �You weren�t even that good� he spat �I don�t want to hear it� cried Emma, fighting to let go. But it wasn�t good, Charlie had a firm grip �And next time you feel like a good f*cking with someone�or something� his tone evil and husky �don�t gasp so much or yell in pleasure. It�s so off putting� He stared into Emma�s eyes waiting for a reply of his insult. He melted into her waiting for a slap, a punch, a yell of abuse. He got nothing �Thank you for letting me know� choked Emma, her watery eyes desperate to flow unloved tears. Charlie let go in surprise, why wasn�t she fighting back? �No matter how much you hurt me, I�ll always love you� cried Emma as she looked down, not wanting to see Charlie�s hurtful face �I�ll get away from you now� she wiped a tear from her eye �its want you want, so its what�ll you get� and with that she made for the bedroom door, not looking back. As the door slammed shut, Charlie stood in the silent, cold room. His head was hurting from all the shouting. It�s good she�s gone now, he told himself. Now I can get on with my life, start a family. I don�t need Emma, Tara�s the one I need; she�d never betray me. He slowly pulled the covers over his toned body and fell asleep. |