Feel free to sign my guestbook. I'd appreciate it if you could let me know what you liked or disliked about my web pages. Thanks, Polar Paul

Lyndsey - 12/19/00 12:06:56
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: everything
What was confusing?: absolutly nothing
What was offensive?: nothing
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes i do
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: my whole family
Comments:


jeff - 12/07/00 22:43:38
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: everything
What was confusing?: nothing
What was offensive?: nothing
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: no
What do you think is missing?: more person experience
Comments:
Lucky Seven, Crazy Eight a harsh reality, a beautiful delusion a moment of clarity, a lifetime of confusion torn between two extremes nothing�s ever as it seems pure agony and ecstasy total chaos and tranquility i want to live, i want to die laugh a little before i cry i�m going up but falling down i have to swim or else i�ll drown defused, ignited, unmoved, excited happiness, sadness, sanity, madness plagued by a disease no one can see locked behind doors but still somehow free racing thoughts ran through my mind searching for the answers no one will find everything i could touch, taste, smell, see or hear all of a sudden seemed so vivid and clear i felt as though i had been born again or taken to a place i had never been but the affliction�s a predator and i�m it�s prey and all those feelings slowly slipped away i tried to try but I didn�t care the hope i had was now despair i wished a wish to not exist if i were gone would i be missed when your high you know no low your moving fast but end up slow sometimes love turns into hate or an accident becomes your fate but the day inevitably turns to night and the darkness turns back into light it may get better but it could get worse it may be my blessing but it could be a curse blissful pleasure, excrutiating pain is it my loss or is it my gain although the breath of life i had is gone it�s the taste of death that keeps me strong. Jeffrey S. Blasczyk


Gumby2 (at A-Silver-Lining) - 11/22/00 05:02:00
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: Finding out you were a Girl :)
What was confusing?: Nothing
What was offensive?: Nothing
Do you have bipolar disorder?: BP1 Ultra Rapid Cycler/Racing Mind
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: Yes, Undiagnosed
What do you think is missing?: Winning Loto #s? lol :)
Comments:
Hi Polar Paul, stummbled on your sight, Interesting to get to know you more. Have talked w/you on many occasions in ASL. Really refressing to put a person w/a name with simular problems and strugles. You are very brave to share so much. Good luck. S ott


CRIS - 11/13/00 05:30:01
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: SHARING YOUR STORY
What was confusing?: NOTHING
What was offensive?: NOTHING
Do you have bipolar disorder?: YES
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: NO
What do you think is missing?: INFO ON BIPOLAR DISORDER
Comments:


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lorraine cobley - 10/13/00 23:18:33
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: writing
What was confusing?: you name it is
What was offensive?: being called a 302
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes my mother
What do you think is missing?: lots
Comments:
dear paul, i really enjoyed your poems.... they really hit home with me....


julie - 08/20/00 22:17:55
My Email:[email protected]
Do you have bipolar disorder?: no
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
Comments:


richard - 06/11/00 19:15:47
My URL:http://www.
My Email:[email protected]
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
Comments:


angiee - 06/11/00 01:18:54
My Email:[email protected]
What was confusing?: all
What was offensive?: none
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: possibly
Comments:
My sister in law was just up and she thinks her son is bipolar and I am having some trouble understanding exactly what it is . Can you help me ?


- 05/21/00 17:50:30
My Email:[email protected]
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
What do you think is missing?: Where are you now in your walk with the illness?
Comments:
I liked your poem about the 14 days of Christmas very much. It seems a lot of bipolars like to write poetry. I guess it's because when you are in the grips of mania thoughts are coming so fast and furious. There is a proven connection between manic dep ession and creativity. Good luck in your walk with the illness.


Brad Williams - 03/27/00 21:53:56
My URL:N/A (Undergoing Work)
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: Your opinions and views
What was confusing?: Nothing
What was offensive?: Nothing
Do you have bipolar disorder?: No
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: Yes
What do you think is missing?: Information on what bipolar disease actually is.
Comments:
YOur site helped me to understand what people with bipolar disease live with. I am putting together a report on bipolar disease. If you could give me some of your opinions I would gladly quote you. Also any information would be greatly appreciated. Th nks for your time and helpful site. I'll definately come back to it. ~Brad Williams [email protected]


jan - 03/03/00 10:42:04
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: knowing I'm not alone.
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes,bpII
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: no but add,ocd and chronic depression
Comments:
It takes a lot of guts to put yourself out for everyone to see. You risk a great deal. I admire that. I wish you the best. Thanks.


Dwight - 02/24/00 21:57:36
My URL:www.jps.net/burned63
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: Listing of all the meds
What was confusing?: Your narritive on the first episodes and hospital stay seemed a little incomplete.
What was offensive?: Your underlying attitude seems synical towards those very things you needed in order to deal with your disorder.
Do you have bipolar disorder?: Yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: Yes
What do you think is missing?: You don't say anything about what helped you or what level of recovery that you achieved.
Comments:
Because every body is different, individuals react differently to the same medications. The doctors then have to manipulate the dosages and/or combinations of meds inorder to find what works; that takes time and minitoring. The most important ingrediant i the process comes from the individuals themselves. A treatmentment plan cannot achieve any kind of reasonable success without the full cooperation and commitment of the individual needing treatment. It has been because of the efforts of my doctors, with y coopertaion, and the support of family and friends that I have been able to atain a useful productive lifestyle; which includes having a home, children, and a career. I was 24 when diagnosed as manic depressive and will soon be turning 49. Because I cho e to wrestle with my deamons rather than cave into the, I have with help, overcame what would have denied me any simblence to a normal life and been free of episodes for 16. Someone once said; "That which does not kill me, makes me stronger" I know from m wn experience that it is true. If you know your mind and you know your body, you will know your way.


liv - 01/30/00 09:26:39
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: the poetry, descriptions of hospitals, first episodes
What was confusing?: nothing
What was offensive?: nothing
Do you have bipolar disorder?: no
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
What do you think is missing?: how are u now?
Comments:
very intruiging page- i feel the anger and frustration throughout the words on the computer. i am very curious about this disorder...


Karen - 11/14/99 19:27:57
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: wasnt looking for help i guess
What was confusing?: none of it
What was offensive?: none of it, i liked the comics
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes, bipolar type 2
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: no, they have depression or mania, but not both
What do you think is missing?: Its a really good page, i dont think it needs improving
Comments:
i really liked this page. it shows a lot of what goes on in your head and it lets me know im not as weird as i thought i was cuz someone else has the exact same thoughts as i do. :)


Brenda Fletcher - 11/07/99 17:01:27
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: to know that others have it
What was confusing?: don't know how to help
Do you have bipolar disorder?: no
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: my 21 yr old son
What do you think is missing?: hope
Comments:
I want to help my son but I don't know how or where to begin.When he's off his meds he won't keep in contact with me & when I do get to talk to him he lies to me about his meds.How can I help him if he won't let me?


ERIN - 10/23/99 10:17:58
My Email:[email protected]
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: SISTER
Comments:
IN GREAT NEED OF ADVISE OF ANY KIND FOR MY FAMILY. WE'VE BEEN DEALING W/THIS SO VERY LONG. TRIED JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING.


Billie Strandy - 10/14/99 21:46:26
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: learning what bipolar is
What was confusing?: none
What was offensive?: no
Do you have bipolar disorder?: no
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: no
Comments:
i have a student in one of my classes who is bipolar. i was curious as to what it is and what causes her to act the way she does. thank you


Liz Shapiro - 10/07/99 18:46:17
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: your story and the poems
Do you have bipolar disorder?: no
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: no, a friend's sister was just diagnosed
Comments:
I am passing this info on to my friend so he will have some hope. Thank you for being strong and caring enough to share your story. And please know that I care.


Molly - 08/22/99 16:45:41
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: can't get anywhere
What was confusing?: getting shut out
What was offensive?: need help
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
What do you think is missing?: me
Comments:
I tried a message awhile ago. netscape couldn't find my file. I don't know what that means.


shelley - 06/09/99 22:39:32
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: stories of episodes
What was confusing?: how you are doing now
What was offensive?: your sexual history is perhaps your own private business
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
What do you think is missing?: you mean- what is missing from my brain? quiet
Comments:
My episodes were pretty nasty, too, but I would neber want to remember them or relate them to anyone--like reliving a nightmare. I a 45 and was diagnosed at age 19. I have been stable for the past two years using Depakote. I am interested any nutrition l and lifestyle changes that could help me to take as little medicine as possible. Thank you for sharing. Write if you have time, Shelley


Lucy - 04/25/99 17:01:45
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes, definatelly, i think :)
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: no
Comments:


j - 04/15/99 16:37:53
What was most helpful?: your 2 cents worth
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Comments:
i totally agreed with the letters you wrote in Your Two Cents Worth although there were quite a few nurses that were actually nice from the times i was hospitalized. you are right that some of them are assholes. i wouldn't go back to a hospital now if i h d to even though i am feel like shit at this point in my life and have no desire to live.


Gina Anderegg - 03/31/99 01:13:40
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: to know that I am not alone
Comments:
I liked your page. thank you


Midnight - 01/09/99 05:17:39
My URL:http://www.brushycreek.com
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
Comments:


jean - 12/03/98 18:56:08
What was most helpful?: personal info
What was confusing?: nothing
What was offensive?: nothing
Do you have bipolar disorder?: no
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
What do you think is missing?: what was helpfull what can family and friends do to help
Comments:
I thought your web sight was good I am a therapist that has a sister that has been diagnosed with bi polar disorder. Families often ask what did we do or what can we do. It sure is different when it is in your own family it is hard to be objective. I wo ld like to see more feedback on what was helpfull what was not


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DpBluSea - 09/21/98 07:56:09
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: All good.
What was confusing?: Navigation
What was offensive?: Not at all
Do you have bipolar disorder?: No
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: Yes
What do you think is missing?: A way to email you?
Comments:
Cool Page. Enjoyed it.


Keith Patrick - 08/13/98 01:54:11
My URL:http://www.xmission.com/~kpatrick
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: Learning there are others like me
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
What do you think is missing?: How you are doing now?
Comments:
I am Bipolar II with seasonal variant. Intollerant to all mood stabilizers. Like you everything (seasonal changes, stress, illness, etc) affect mood. Currently doing the best I ever have, but that's not saying much!


Mandy K. - 06/01/98 16:23:24
Do you have bipolar disorder?: no
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: no
What do you think is missing?: nothing
Comments:
This was most helpful for entertainment while researching Bipolar disorder. Thanks. I'm also short and blond.


Palle Jensen - 05/13/98 22:11:40
My URL:http://home7.inet.tele.dk/pallej/
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: good friends
What was confusing?: bad concentration
What was offensive?: depression and angryness
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: no
Comments:
I have found your site on Tracys site. Its a good idea with homepages where people with BP can get in contact with eachother. The worst thing with depression is isolation. When I'm depressed I don't want to be in the same room as others. But now I have fo nd two webpages to get in contact. I would be glad if you email me. I'm from Aarhus in Denmark.


Vas Littlecrow - 04/10/98 17:33:17
My URL:http://www.geocities.com/Wellesley/6250/index.html
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: The poetry
What was confusing?: No
What was offensive?: No
Do you have bipolar disorder?: Yes.
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: Yes.
What do you think is missing?: Its fine.
Comments:
It's always good to see that I am not the only one out who deals with B.P. Keep up the good work.


Chevonne clemons - 04/09/98 15:39:30
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: bipolar info
What was confusing?: nothing about bipolar teens
What was offensive?: nothing
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: my father had it but is now passed away
What do you think is missing?: info on bipolar teens
Comments:
i'd like to interview you for a school project that i am doing and the topic i chose was the survival guide for teens with bipolar disorder


Deamon_Grrl - 03/04/98 00:33:56
My URL:http://members.tripod.com/~JadeF/index
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: index setup
What was confusing?: index setup
What was offensive?: nada
Do you have bipolar disorder?: no.Recurent Major Depression & Dysthimia
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: my live-in bf
What do you think is missing?: where???
Comments:
liked Ur site...pretty cool

L8R
D.G.


Ann Kapsner - 01/26/98 19:37:07
My Email:[email protected]
Do you have bipolar disorder?: yes - diagnosed four years ago
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: no
Comments:
I'm looking for specific information about alternatives to drug treatments. I would like to have children someday but do not want to jeopardize their health by taking medicine. Any suggestions would be appreciated.


Barry Gutierrez - 12/27/97 22:12:24
My Email:none
Do you have bipolar disorder?: no
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
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Alexandria - 12/08/97 07:07:33
My URL:http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/3378
My Email:[email protected]
What was offensive?: nothing
Do you have bipolar disorder?: no
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
What do you think is missing?: info on bipolar
Comments:
interesting site. I know how it is about the meds.


D.J. - 11/16/97 04:57:11
My URL:http://www.geocities.com/westhollywood/8901
My Email:[email protected]
What was most helpful?: Being able to go back in frames
What was confusing?: the animated gif's take forever
What was offensive?: nothing
Do you have bipolar disorder?: Wouldn't you Like to know!!
Do you have family with bipolar disorder?: yes
What do you think is missing?: bipolar information
Comments:
Great looking site keep up the good work!!!


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