>I know itz steph's but itz cute! From Love Hina....;)

November 30
Ooooo i had da COOLEST dream last night! It was like, OMG SO FREAKISHLY COOL! And im too lazy to type the details...........lol

December 2
Thanx Lorissa!!!!!! ;ލ

December 5
I've at last proven that Andrew's gay......(not that I didn't know that already! ;)

Patwiti: u like Obie!
Patwiti: U think he's hott!
acjones569: obie?
Patwiti: hahaha
Patwiti: !
acjones569: well.... maybe he is

Wow.....andrew thinks obie's hott.......poor obie..........

Hahaha! JK! I pried it out of him: Andrew thinks at least 6 girls are hott: *****, ******, ******, *****, *****, and **....lol, out of SOME respect (more of pity...) I wont put the names haha...

December 7
Tala we had so much fun at that Key Club party! Hehehehe! And isn't it fun making fun of Andrew?! Hehehehe he's such a freak! (And Andrew, I'm not lying! ;) And u deserved it! hehehehehe! Stacy's mom has been playing in my head for 4 straight days now! Wow....hehehe! Oooo....and I hope/wish/dream/want (but probably wont...cuz I suck....) to get a part in the Christmas (Oh wait, I'm SORRY Mel, but HOLIDAY) Demonstration......i could dream, u know? ;)

December 12
"Love is when you cant pay attention in class cuz ur too busy writing ur first name w/ his last........"
Hehe..I dont do this, but I thought it was cute neways hahaha!

He came back! Yay! It had been 7 full days of me not seeing him, and they were very suffering...? And Nili saw him today and went ew...hehehehehe! But HE'S not going to Events 2 so NHAAAA!

Eww...andrew jr. is the most NASTIEST thing EVER! Ew! Ew! EW!

9 days full of Stacy's mom! ;)

The capital of Bolivia is Sucre, the capital of Columbia is Bogota, Nevada is Carson City, Washington is Olympia, Pennsylvania is Harrisburg, Virginia is Richmond, Oregon is Salem, California is Sacramento (gee i wonder?), Utah is Salt Lake City, Arizona is Phoenix? Yes..the list goes on....

Birthday in 2 days! ;) Every1 forgot for today though....maybe they'll remember on Monday??? who knows...

December 13
Oy I practically FAILED that tournament again...god, im STILL stuck in JV im hating this like a monkey! Lol, and we all sang "Stacy's Mom" the WHOLE time....good times hehehe! And Ronnie: he's on the rolly thing!!! Lol! Wow....lucky Ronnie and Jon both got 3rd! Yay for u guys! In VARSITY! Lol! And I cried hehehehehehe! I'm such a dork! And every1 laughed at me hehehehe! Even I laughed at myself! Ahhh, that's ok hehehe! I dont really cry that often...now my eyes are dry...and it feels weird...hm.....poor jon, there was a stalker hahahaha ;) And im SOO tired right now, and i wanna finish all my hw tonite so I could chill 2morrow on my BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

December 22
Wow...havent wrote in here for a while....X-mas in 3 days!!! Yay!!!! And I wanna go skiing....*~sniff~* Hmm....dunno what to write in here today...Well, my b-day was ok i guess....and I saw the last samurai! That was good....every1's like, obsessing over LOTR, but no offense or nething, but I dont really like LOTR...I never liked any of them...so ya......

Take a look at this! Lol:

Patwiti: STACEY'S MOM IS TOP 5 VIDEOS!
Patwiti: hahaha...i think i saw it too much
acjones569: you probably single-handedly put it up there

Hehehe! ;) So true! =D

December 24
Merry Christmas Eve!!! ;)

U know, every1 thinx i like this one person, but I dont! I REALLY dont know what makes it seem like i like him cuz he's just a weirdo friend (yes, im that nice, i'll give that to ya lol ;) that I like to bother ;P and I've always acted like that w/ certain people...hyper! And weird??? And sometimes, i gotta just YELL at them to shut them up =D but that doesnt mean i like them......ooo it bugs me....! Doggy teddy!!! *~sniff~* =*(

Stickers shnuppers skaDOOBERS ikkers bum......=/

December 31
Happy New Year's Eve!!! ^^

Don't you just LOVE that face??? It's so cute! ^^ Hm...not much happened lately, except I have like, 5 stupid projects...sort of.....and...I GOT MY BLUE BELT ON MONDAY!!!!! YAY! Omg, Im so happy!!!! <(^^)> (Dancing Kirby!!! ^^)

January 12, 2004
Hello world! Guess what? Im really happy today, and i REALLY dont know why! Um...actually, i do, but u know??? Im not telling (whee hee that sounds typical!!!) But anyways...im TOTALLY over him, at least, i think i am, because of various reasons why, but im not telling ^^!

Anywayz, the MicroBiology bootcamp was really fun! We like, messed around alot, and the chairs were so cool and swivvley! (umm...think i spelled that wrong....) and I STABBED andrew in the EYE! Sorry andrew!!! >.< And I love that visor, its so cool! But in bio today, u should've seen Jon's face when he discovered it was andrew's visor that i was wearing >.< wow....im scared....! And then, lets see, i went skiing right after! I was singing Stacy's Mom and I Wanna Love You Forever and It Was You the WHOLE entire time when I was skiing! Oh, and I also made this like, "Poem/Letter" to an anonymous....yes, it's very...odd....

Dear Blankity-Blank,
I don't know what's been happening to me recently. My heart was occupied, filled, but somehow, u buried deep into my heart. I never knew it happened. You somehow buried so deeply in my heart that there is never any way of my digging you back out. You pushed the other out, and replaced him with you. How you got in there, i'll never know, but it's amazing how you did it; so sneakily that someone as I would never know. My heart was occupied, but now it's filled with only you. You yourself know you've gotten a place in my heart...but you just don't know how deeply. I'm afraid. Could I ever dig you back out? Do you know how deep you are, and how you ever did it?
Sincerely,
Me

Ya, I know it's pretty corny, but you gotta hear me when I'm TELLING it to u...sounds better out loud...but it's pretty deep stuff, once u get me going....so ya, thinking about weirdo stuff like that when I was skiing >.< And Andrew, I want ur visor!!! ^^ (oo....jon's gonna murder me......>.<)

January 18
Andrew I didnt MEAN to steal ur visor!!! >.< Lol, yesterday was MLK, and it wasnt bad, it was pretty fun, except not at congress...I like, DIED there...omg i was SOOOOO tired and HUNGRY ALL DAY! But anyways, it was kinda funni, cuz in Congress, I was Senator "Curtis Liu", and that was pretty funni....i almost didn't respond a ton of the time...and when I started responding, I started forgetting my own last name...sorta....lol and then, Dom was helping me out with my "appearance" for Congress, and that was SOO funni! Omg, lets see, I needed to:

1. Stand about shoulder-width apart
2. The legal pad on the right side
3. Put my hair down
4. Take off my jacket
5. Shoulders back
6. Breasts out and
7. Unbutton the top button for more cleavage

Ya, it was pretty funni! And then Lebeda and Ronnie and me were talking about "pretty hands" and that was pretty funni too! And the HI's were SOOO funni! Omg, there was this one that i like, DIED on when he said this one part:

Newsreporter: Ma'am, what do you think about having the new abortion pills from France in America?
Lady: Well, I dunno 'bout u, but you should've had them 7 years ago!YOU HEAR THAT BILLY?!*~looks at Billy~*
Billy:.........*~sniffle?~*

Omg, it was SOOOO funni! And that Nightmare Before Christmas guy was REALLY good at sound effects! And last Congress round, we messed around SO much, it was great ^^. Anyways, that was my day yesterday, and I came home and had dinner at 12 and slept from 1-12 the next day...>.<

January 20
Oooo! Lookee these lyrics! They're SO cute!!! ^^

The Chase

Why you gotta play it cool like that?
I saw you there just looking at me
Mmm hmm
Yeah I'm talking to you
You put up a front but I see through you

You must be crazy for thinking like that
Caught you many times for staring at me
Uh huh
Yeah I'm talking to you
Why you gotta act like I'm a fool?

Round in the circle so many games
Sooner or later I'll have my way

CHORUS
Cut to the chase 'cause you show it over and over
You wanna get closer to me
And you know it
So why don't you just make your move
I got all of my love just waiting for you

All your boys have been telling me
You went and told them that you wanted me
Uh huh
Baby that's a fact
So tell me what are you gonna do about that?

Even your friends have been telling me
You went around and asked for me
Mmm hmm
Now that I'm right here
Say what you need
Baby I'm all ears

So tell me what are you running for?
Give me a sign and then I'll be yours

I love these lyrics!!! ^^ They're so cute, and I could easily relate to them!!! ^^ (Like, not PERSONALLY right now, but in real life u could actually relate to them...)

January 23
Whoo hoo! No more finals! And no hw either!!! ^^ Yay! Anyways...i dont really have much to say, except:

Maaaaaybe some pretty girls are in ur world. Excuse me! I could also be ur girl. Lately, everyone's been makin' fun. NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA! He's my best friend, best of all best friends. Do you have a best friend too? It tickles in my tummy, he's so yummy yummy. Hey! You should get a best friend too! ;ލ

January 24
AHHH! IM SO HAPPY!!! I FINALLY WON SOMETHING AT A TOURNY!!! 3RD PLACE IN HOUSE!!!! YAY!!! ^^ Umm....i think that's it.....

January 30
Oy...that stupid love calculator was the most TRAUMATIZING thing in my LIFE! Oy.....>.<

February 1
OMG! It was SOOO fun yesterday! Ok, so there was Events 3 for S+D, and it was AWESOME. Ok, so we were just done with all our rounds, and it was lunchtime, so all of us were sitting around, eating lunches. So there were these clumpy looking trees, and Kyle says, "Those trees are CANCEROUS." And then there were these RANDOM people in Austin Powers costumes, and they were all asian, so we were like...how weird...and then there was this RANDOM girl in a sort of monkey costume, and she came over to us acting like a monkey, but not saying anything. She was holding a banana and DANCING so we were like...ok...and then we found out that she wanted us to peel the banana. So Jon spends 10 minutes trying to peel the stupid thing, Ronnie tried to for like, 2 seconds, and then I peeled it in about 5 seconds ^^. So then the monkey girl left, and then this girl sitting nearby us asked us were we were from. And then she said, "Listening to you guys is hilarious. (But her face was like, dead) Oh, and by the way, those trees aren't cancerous. That's how they look like most of the time. They're British Bulbous trees, and I found that out in a class with Mr. *~Whatever...i dont remember~* for a Botany class. Oh, and those Austin Powers people arent crazy. They're doing it for *~something...i dont remember~* and are filming it right now. In fact, I even helped them make the costumes. But listening to you guys is hilarious." Then she left, and we're like, "SHE WAS EAVESDROPPING?!" And then the monkey girl came back telling us she was doing it for an interview...so whatever hehehe. And so then we went shopping around Berkely, and that was REALLY fun, and Jon got sprayed with "Sweet Pea" and then we went back to check the postings for finals. Then, I FOUND OUT I FINALED!!! And poor Connie, Ronnie, and Jonny (^^) didn't final...so they went to watch me ^^. And that was pretty fun too, and then we went shopping around Berkeley again, since my final round only had 4 people ^^. And then when we came back, we went to the awards ceremony, and I WON FIRST ^^. I was SO happy, u wouldn't even KNOW! ^^. And then afterwards, I died of tiredness...^^ Anyways, it was fun hehehe. Wow...Valentines Day is coming up...>.<

February 7
Eefle! S+D Stanford invite was today! And i BROKE! >.< Im SO excited!!! Im SO tired though...

Hehehe! Yesterday was SO funni! ^^ My brother's like, "Is he fat or just really buff?" ^^ And that funni SHOCKED look! ^^

February 9
Wheehee! ^^ I've had probably the BEST monday possible lol! First, i woke up actually SOMEWHAT hyper lol. And i danced around the house and in the car and sang. And then i had the BEST lunch ever! Oooomg! It was SO fun! Tennis balls are SO fun to play catch with! Even though footballs would be better...oh well, that's ok! I still like playing catch...! And I wanna learn how to play tennis! *~stands proudly~* (we still need to make a "confident" face...lol!) hmm...that pretty much sums up my day...except i took out key components that would make it make SENSE why it was such a good day lol! ^^

February 11
Lol, i forgot, but on monday, i had kung fu IN THE DARK cuz there was a blackout ^^ It was SOOO fun! I was like, WHEEHEE! I cant see! ^^ It was so fun! Owie, my lip hurts cuz i cut it from playing football..it was SOOO fun though! I love chucking footballs! It's so fun ^^ Erg...annoying stupid people who took the football and threw it into the street on purpose...dumb guy, he's stupid...and then the stinky yard duty lady made us go play somewhere else, and it was HEKKA crowded..so obviously, it got STOLEN and then we couldn't play anymore...=*( *~sniffle~* eefle...ooo valentines day is coming! I hope i get...a flower? or...candy! ^^ or maybe something else...;)

February 15
Ooooomg, that was SO fun! I went to see 50 first dates with janel, tala, tala's friend, shalaya, and Andrew, and it was SO fun! ^^ First, we went to tala's house, (not andrew...that'd be just weird) and tala's little sister TRIED TO PULL MY PANTS DOWN lol ^^ it was kinda scary lol. And then Shalaya came...and then we went to the movies, and i was having a spaz, as usual lol, cuz i wasnt sure if andrew left or not...and then we went inside, and andrew was already sitting, so we all crammed ourselves in, and then we watched the movie, and it was really funni ^^ And then we left, and then i said BYE TALA! BYE JANEL! BYE MRS. NAJAFI AND THANX FOR HAVING ME OVER! BYE VALENTINE ^^! and ya....that was my day...but it was really fun ^^ Eefle, i miss bsb already! =*( And I have competition! Eefle, i miss him i miss him i miss him!!! >.< =*( *~sniffle~*

February 21
Wheehee! That was fun! I went to events 4 today (even though i didnt win...stupid stinky guy won...cuz of his PIECE! >ީ but that one "gay" guy was SO funnI!!!! ^^ OOoooomg...he SO should've won! That was SO funni! ^^ And then afterwards, we went to that ice cream place and pigged out on junk food ^^ and we got hyper in the car and started singing ^^ Wow...that was really fun ^^

February 22
Wow, i REALLY like tennis ^^

February 27
Uhh...i dont remember what i was going to say! Oh well ^^ AH! Nat quals are 2morrow! >.< I'm gonna die! >.< You know what? I'm really bored...there's like, NOBODY on, and it's only 10:20! On a friday night! What's up with the world?! Oo...i know! I'll make a list! ^^

10 Reasons Why I Like BSB
(Hehehe ^^ Maybe i'll have MORE than 10...;)

1. He's really athletic!
2. He's.....in between cute and hott ^^ (SHUT UP NILI! =ޠor anyone else who doesn't agree ^^ Even though he DOES need braces and a bleach...teeth i mean)
3. He's REALLY smart....! (I know...it doesnt really *seem* like it...does it?)
4. He's so weird...which makes him funni! ^^
5. Haha...im running out of ideas already ^^ jk, his m&m's are SO awesome! (Ask me what it means....maybe i'll tell u)
6. He ACTUALLY has feelings...and cares about other people's feelings! (unlike some people out there...not mentioning any names...)
7. I like the way he runs ;)
8. Umm...the rest are kinda personal...^^ =ޠBut it goes on! It really does!

February 28
Ew, today was Nat Quals Events, and it was REALLY boring, and i sucked cuz i was really tired...but oh well. There were TWO good things though, even if they were minor ^^ Like, there was this REALLY REALLY good HIer girl, and OMG i idolize her SO MUCH! She's the BEST HIer i've EVER seen! She's better than the matron! Wow she's good! And the OTHER good thing is that there was this funni incident ^^ Since we were at carondelet, and carondelet's an all girls school, so there's NO guy's bathrooms, so this guy asks me, "Is that a one stall bathroom?" and im like "No" and so he just goes, "Aw, dangit, Im goin in," So he GOES INTO THE GIRLS BATHROOM, I'm CRACKING up, and the guy says, "Boy coming in." Lol, it was REALLY funni ^^ Eh...whatever though...that was my nasty day...=\

March 2
I'm a little torn.
There's gashes
Where there used to be joy.
The only way to heal those pains
Is to stay away
From what caused them.
Hopefully
The cause can wait until I heal.
Then
It would be back to the way it was
Without the pain...

March 3
Wow...i've been SO moody lately! But NOT ANYMORE! HA! I AM BACK TO NORMAL! (Well, as normal as I would get ^^) Lol, today was really fun for me in this weird kinda funni way ^^ First, that whole library-email incident, good times ^^ And then in bio, that whole DNA thing was SO fun! ^^ I had the greatest time in bio for a while! Except...i think i forgot to put the DNA in my necklace, and all i've got in there is a buncho alcohol, dye, and some other chemicals...lol ^^ Oh well, that's ok, it's still prettyful! ^^ Um...ya! So that was my day! And I felt like telling the world about it ^^

March 5
Lol, i'm happy ^^ Oh, and yesterday? I think? It was REALLY funni! At lunch, we went upstairs to an english room, and there was this kinda weird guy...lol, I talked to him, and it went a *little* something like this:

"Are you a freshman?"
"*~In this 'buff' voice~* No, i'm a senior! *~back to normal voice~* Just kidding, I'm a freshman."
"Oh. It's just that you look really...*~pause~*...tall..."
"*~Weird voice again...~*What, sexy? Handsome? CHARming?"
"Um...no, just...tall..."

Lol, it was REALLY funni! And um...ya, i'm happy for more reasons, but im lazy to type it all ^^ BYE!

March 7
Lol, yesterday was REALLY funni! At S+D, Kyle went STALKING and freakin scared the CRAP out of this girl, and Guptall (according to Nick's definition of Guptall-a harry potter look alike except older and never went through puberty but somehow has facial hair...^^) was all like, if you dont go away and leave our team alone, a parent's gonna be involved. And then when kyle left, the whole other team starts clapping ^^ Lol, that was THE FUNNIEST thing EVER. Lol...and umm....i didnt break to semis...but that's ok! And umm....oh ya! That was really fun yesterday, cuz i talked for 3 hours on the fone for the first time ^^ Lol, my parents got a little bit....nerved, but that's ok lol. It was fun ^^

March 9
Lol, lookee at this. It was an English response, but i kinda like it ^^. The line, though, that you guys probably care about (^^) is the line in red ^^ (i made it easy for you...^^)

Towards the end of 8th grade year, everyone became frantic. The thought of going to a new, larger school instilled fear in every 8th grader?s mind. ?What classes will I take?? ?Will I have friends?? ?What if a Senior ?trash-can?s? me?? Not one 8th grader was completely calm. My worries weren?t so much ?socially? related. I had close friends who didn?t mind my eccentricity, so obviously my mind was toward academics. A Honors/Accelerated Biology class was offered but was not weighted. Not seeing any benefits to taking a busy, difficult class that nearly (if not all) of the counselors discouraged, I had no intention to take it. Despite my pleas, cries, and whines, my parents had me take the class. Convinced that it was going to be a hugely busy class with ?nerds? enrolled, I came to school was a very negative outlook. My opinion of the class changed immediately, though, when I walked through ?the Morgue?s? door. Smelling a bit like ?cats? (at least, that?s what my teacher said that the smell was), the room was interestingly decorated. Eyeballs jutted out from the walls; a toothy, smiling skeleton loomed nearby; and a random ?leg? was sticking out of the refrigerator (later known as a toy leg). What soothed me the most, though, that sitting at the desks were fellow freshmen, anxious looks on their faces, eyes searching around for a friend, and none categorized as ?nerds?. Sitting down shyly, I discovered that in that classroom, I learned not only what cellular respiration was, but also to love that class. Despite the fact that it was quite difficult, I had met many of my closest friends today in that classroom,and also that learning a little extra wasn?t going to hurt me. Though intimidated by the words ?high school? and ?honors?, I discovered that my parents? intentions were good, and that the results came out beneficial. My parents? refusal to let me take the short cut had led me to learn that my parents have the best in mind.

March 19
I'm the most confuzzled person ever!!! First i go through this sad phase, then 10 minutes later, i go through this ANGRY phase, and then like, 15 minutes later, I go through his *blissful* phase (dont u just LOVE that word?! It's so...blissful!! Omg...! You know what just happened?! I was JUST typing "love" from before, but instead of writing "love," I wrote "lost"! Then i erased it and fixed it, but still! Do you think that means something?!) I dunno...being confuzzled is confuzzling........=\

March 20
Arg, science fair's due soon, and my brother hasn't woken up, so i cant use my computer!!! >.< So now im just chillin on my laptop....all my stuff is on the other computer......I miss....*~someone~* so much....i dunno, i feel kinda weirdly distant from them....like they dont want to be my friend anymore....even though everyone else says im wrong, it feels like it.....i miss them....=(

March 21
I'm getting married ^^

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March 31
*~GASP!~* You know what i just realized?! I've had this notes section for over a year now!!! WOW!!!! ^^ It doesn't SEEM that long....and when I read back to my old one's, it's actually kinda funni how stupid i was...^^ and still haven't progressed much ^^

April 3
Hmm....not much has been happening lately......but u know what's weird? I havent NOT had a crush since the 6th grade......it feels REALLY REALLY weird that i dont like anyone anymore!!! Well, actually, i dont really KNOW if dont like anyone anymore....i mean, ever since that crazy "incident", i had been working on this gigantic wall, and it's HUGE....so maybe it's just confusing me...but it feels really really weird....=\ I feel like i have dust mites sloshing around in my brain and clogging up all my thoughts....

April 7
Oh....my....GOSH that was SO FUN today!!! ^^ I mean, how much BETTER could Nick get?! That was SOOO GOOD! ^^ I LOVE his OPP!!!!! ^^ And he did Oedi really good too!!! ^^ And Eric was really funni! ^^ And Andrew met Adam for the first time! ^^ Hehe, THAT was almost as funni as....no wait, not nick.....funnier than brandon! (>.< Sorry brandon!!!) Aw...i wish I was up there....i wanted to make people laugh...an HIing girl...I was BETTER than brandon! ^^ (sorry brandon!) Well, at least in my dreams...i dunno about how I REALLY am....eh, now im mad....but that was really fun anyways!!! Nick is my idol!!! ^^ Darn, i wish i had that on tape!!! >.<

April 8
I need to fix my wall....it's breaking...and falling...and im scared....but then again, i want it to fall down so I could be free again, but if it does, im vulnerable again....vulnerable to hurt....

April 9
You know what i just realized? I just realized that some things aren't what you thought they were....

April 11
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April 12
*Note: See May 8 (scroll down for u stupid people ^^)

April 14
Oooooo im SO happy! ^^ I got CONTACTS!!! Well, they're the kind that u just try on for a while to see if u like them, and if the contacts "suit ur eyes" so ya, im trying them for 2 weeks, and then if they're good on my eyes, then im getting REAL contacts!!! That are mine!!!!!!! ^^ Yay!!!

7 hours of wearing them...
Er.....they dont feel that great anymore....-.-

April 15
You know what? A lot in my life has been happening lately, and one event has been a *huge* change. It's taught me a lot of lessons I never thought I'd have to go through...at least, not at the time being. I've always thought that I'd have to go through this later on in life, at least maybe sophomore or junior year, but here it is, pestering me in my freshman year. I thought it'd be harder though. I mean, of course I didnt exactly "pull through" the event without any mistakes, there are some things I would've liked changed, but you know, because I made those mistakes, I've learned a lot from it.

I know a lot of people are concerned about how I may be feeling with the current events passing by (and I love you dearly for thinking of me =) it makes me really happy to know that someone truly cares) and in respect, I give you the assurance that though things didn't go exactly as I had hoped for, I'm still happier than ever.

You know, just last week, when we were reading Romeo and Juliet, I said, "Romeo is still young and just needs to sort out his priorities, which through the events passing, he will successfully do." I think that during the teenage years, hopefully everyone will have those events that will teach you about your priorities. I know that this passing event has definitely altered and re-sorted some of my own. I know that humans in general may receive those events late in time, or possibly will learn about life the seconds before it ends, but I just hope that all of you out there (whether you're reading this or not) will receive those lessons early on in life.

Thank you, those out there who care for me, because you've helped pound those lessons in my head. Without you all, I might've learned this lesson too late...

Love you all!!! =)

April 17
My Day In San Francisco
*Note: I realized that people will want to read these more when they're short...they ARE "notes", afterall...
1. Saw a guy wearing a pink shirt with a pink flower on it, and a matching pink flower in his hair...and the LOWEST jeans ever...im SO serious, they showed half of his butt!!! >.< ew......
2. Saw a white homeless guy sitting in a trash can screaming, "I'M WHITE TRASH", hoping to get some money.....some people are so desparate....^^
3. Saw the Lion King Broadway style!!! ^^
Hehe, it was one REALLY fun day! ^^

April 21
Haha, today was SO funni! ^^ We had a free period in bio today, and jon (wu) got....pummeled lol ^^ First, connie needed help with algebra 2 hw, and jon sits RIGHT in front of her, but she asked andrew for help first (Connie: Andrew! Are u in algebra 2? Andrew: No......... Me: He's in algebra two advanced.... Andrew: I'm in algebra two ADVANCED Me:*~choke with laughter~* Connie and Esther: Oooooooooooomg!!!!!!!!) and then connie asks for , and jon wu's sitting there screaming, "ME! Ask ME! Not ANDREW! Stupid andrew! I'm the kid in calculus. No wait, AP Calculus!" Wahaha it was SO funni! ^^ And then, later on, Esther was talking to Mike on the fone, and then Jon takes the fone, talks into it, and then....Mike thought he was a girl......^^ Hahaha...it was SO funni! ^^

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April 24
*Note: See May 8 (scroll down, smart one ;)

April 26
Hahaha! Today was so fun at that SAR thing! ^^ We were all so weird!!! ^^ And the CPR thing! Hahaha!!! ^^

April 30
HAHAHAHAHA! ^^ Today was like, the BEST lunch EVER!!! ^^ Ok, first, i got kinda hyper, so i started chucking bits of my sandwich at andrew ^^ then, tala had a bag of tangerines, so then they fell on the ground, and someone SQUASHED them so they squirted EVERYWHERE!!! ^^ So then i thought it'd be fun to splash someone! ^^ So i told EVERYONE to move except andrew, and then i kicked a soda can at him!!! ^^ But the thing is, i thought it was 1/4 full, but it was really 1/2 full! So it spewed EVERYWHERE!!!! ^^ and so andrew shot ME with his capri sun, and i got REALLY wet and sticky! It was SOOOOO fun!!! ^^ Prolly more fun than.....the time we played water guns at the park with the kung fu people!!! ^^ Hahaha, lunch was SO much fun! ^^ Ooo and my hair's all sticky >.< ^^ it's all chunky and stuff ^^ Rofling! ^^

GIANTS WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN YOUR FACE, LISA!!!!!!!! ^^

May 7
Wow...i havent updated in a while! But that wasnt my fault! >.< Ok, so about monteray:
1. Went to the Bubba Gump Store!!! ^^
2. Went down this pier where we tried out 5 different clam chowders ^^
3. Went to the beach! I found this PRETTY seashell, and i accidentally threw it back in the water! =(
4. Fed rocks to squirrels ^^

It was fun! Except that was last weekend.....^^ And um now....i dunno, it was pretty weird..i was REALLY depressed like, for the past 3 days, and then today, i got a LOT better in like, the middle of no where! But like, in the morning, i was HEKKA depressed! >.< I dont really like, for SURE know why though.....=\ Oh well.......

May 8
Ya, so i had this survey here, but um...i made a new page! ^^ Check it out on the sidebar <--- ^^ It makes me rofl! ^^

May 9
Happy Mother's Day, mommies! ^^ Today, i made my mommy breakfast (like every year........i dont have enough money to buy her stuff >.<) and then she came out! *~gasp!~* So she was like, "You know, u dont hafta make me breakfast" and i was like, "Who said it was for you?" and she says, "I KNOW it's for me...!" And im like, go back to sleep, it's still early.....*~look at clock...see's that it's 10:15....~*" "It's 10:15!!!" but she goes back anyways...so when she caught me, i was making eggs, so i decided to get the bacon, put one slice on a plate, and serve that to her. I came in her room (i was done with everything else) and said, "Happy Mothers Day" and dropped the plate with one slice of bacon on her bed. She goes, "Oh thank....you?" And then she started saying, "WTHeck?! There's ONE SLICE of fatty bacon on my plate!!! What kind of breakfast is this?! And there isn't even a FORK!" I was ROFLING as i went to the kitchen and got the rest of her breakfast: bacon, eggs, toast, and mangoes ^^ and of course...a fork ^^ rofling, it was REALLY funni ^^ then she stopped yelling when i brought the rest of her breakfast ^^

May 14
I think i've finally made myself happier ^^

Lol, and Mike Carreno's really funni ^^

May 16
You know what? I dunno if i like him anymore....he's really...different than how he used to be......and like, i cant really like someone who *obviously* likes someone else, can i? =)

May 20
Rofl, Ron Weasley's so awesome ^^ I dont really know why, i just think he's so cute and funni ^^ Even though the twins are so awesomely awesome, how can u like one more than the other?! they sound great as friends though ^^ aww....too bad ron and the twins aren't real =\

May 21
Ooo i get to go to reno tomorrow!!!!! ^^ *~doin' a lil' dance...^^~* and im bringing ron with me!!!!!!! ^^ ;ލ

May 24
I GOT MY 1ST STRIPE!!!!!!!! ^^

May 28
Wow, all my entries have been pretty short lately......oh well, maybe this will be longer? I dunno lol, but i doubt anyone reads this anyways =\ I mean, even ANDREW gets more comments than me ;) Anyways....on wednesday, it was REALLY fun! ^^ I got one of the freshmen speakers! =D There were 6: Connie Ronnie Jonny.......Patricia....(rofl! ^^) Lucy Liu (*~gasp!~* ^^) and Nina Vertlib...ya, so that was cool ^^ and Nick Stegall won like...a TON of stuff! And same w/ Adam! And other people too, but i dunno them all that well.......and ya, after the whole awarding part though, it was REALLY fun, cuz then we all went around congratulating each other, and I hugged a lot of people (;) ^^) and that was fun! ^^ And um....ya...i think that was wednesday...=P now though, i guess im kinda happy. I mean like, being free is probably the BEST feeling in the world! There's like, no more pain, no more suffering and hoping and then ur hopes falling back down in a pile of rubble. All you ever think about is...what's gonna happen next? Wow, you wouldn't KNOW how good it feels to be free...i mean, i havent be free since the 6th grade! And i didnt really KNOW what it meant to be suffering...! So ya, im really really happy! ^^ Even though like, when i think back to the old times when there WAS suffering and stufferz, there was still a lot of happiness...and i miss that, but u know....im tired of suffering, i prefer to have...i guess....smaller amounts of happiness, but smaller amounts of pain, rather than having like, a LOT of pain and SOME happiness that comes in dense bundles.....ya, i dunno if u know what i mean, but still...i guess that's how i feel. Being free feels good though =)

May 30
Ooo yesterday was pretty cool, i went to see Troy w/ a buncho friends (Cal people, uh...and other random people ^^) that movie was good though! ^^ And today, it was REALLY fun, cuz we went CHERRY PICKING! ^^ It was yummy! =9 except i got cherry juice on my clothes.......but i ate like.....+20 cherries! ^^ And we bought 8 lbs of it ;) So ya! Yummy! ^^ *~gasp~* 5 more days until HARRY POTTER COMES OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ RON! =) Yay! ^^ And SIRIUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *~hyper-janellivating...^^~* uh...ok, i g2g, cousins+brother kicking me off.....>Þ stupid brother...BYE! ^^

June 2
O......M.....GOSH I LOVE YOU TERUYO!!!!! THAT AWESOME PICTURE OF RON WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ AH! Ron's the BESTEST!!!!!! ^^ Omg, and im SOOOO happy! ^^ I get to see HP3 on FRIDAY!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

June 5
Yesterday, i went to the movies with janel, and we saw HP3!!!!!!!!! Except...it wasnt "harry potterish"...like, too many things were changed, and the tone of the movie was ruined....it's supposed to be happy! =( and RON! *~BAWL!~* ron was BARELY in the movie, and they made him so wimpy! D*X (lookee the face the other way) It made me so sad!!!!!!!! My poor ron! *~bawl!~*

And then i resaw it today.....ron...=D *~grinning peacefully~* I love him ^^ I mean, who can hate a guy like this?!

*Note: I'm too lazy to add all the pix I had here lol. So...you can either check my xanga on this date OR visit my Ron/Rupert gallery ^^

June 9
*Grins* School's almost over!!!!!!! ^^ I'm so happy! My god, i have SO many people to hang out w/ over the summer, and I have crap to do too! >.< (im taking an alg. II class so i can take trig next year...oh, and of course, S+D...) But who cares, vaca next week, so it's all good

And ok, i get the message when someone doesnt want to be friends with me anymore. And *I'M* not the one that's faulty, just remember that. (Ya, kinda doesnt make sense unless u know what im talking about...)

June 11
Ok, from now on, imagine me saying all this in a british accent....cuz i am ^^

*Grins* Florida tomorrow! ^^ I'm so excited! We're going on a cruise! ;� Except im *kinda* sad, cuz it'll be a LONG time before i'll see rupert again....i added like, 15 pix of him on my webthingy, rofl, it's awesome...there's these two black and white ones that make him look SO BLOODY WICKED! ^^ I think he looks best when he has the hair length in those pix...the other ones are a tad bit too long.

And about that whole thing about the "friend" and all, I dunno, it's not like THEY haven't changed either. Ever since...that time, they've given me these horrible looks whenever i do something clumsy or weird. I dont care at all when someone laughs at my clumsy/odd actions, or call me stupid, but when they give me that horrible look.....it really hurts my feelings and makes me feel as if i'm not accepted by my own friends. And then, even if i DO talk about ron 24/7, that was primarily their fault, i mean, it's not like they didnt talk about someone else 24/7 too, so I started talking about rupert. And then it turned into an obsession XD but ya, I have my reasons on being angry also. And i dont know what they could do to make me forgive them, because it's got to be pretty darn good to make me forgive someone who i thought was a friend, and yet called me an a-hole. Friends dont call each other a-holes, especially since they dont understand what they're going through.

June 22
I'm BACK! ^^ Holy crap, when i checked my mail, i saw ALL these xanga subscription thingys...and i died...^^ im REALLY sorry, i havent read like...any of them....>.< I skimmed them! I really did! It's just kinda hard...when ur like, tired and stufferz? u know?

Ya, vaca wasnt that bad, the cruise was awesomin' ^^ Lol, i doubt anyone's reading this...but if u are, then yay! ^^ I seriously think that people over on the east coast like, havent seen asians or something, cuz like, 3 people said i was pretty...which isnt even close to true...but the like, BEST part was the cruise! All the way! Miami was alright, i was kinda scared though ^^ people there are like....aggressive! >.< and kinda um...pervy...like...2 old people (rofl, im so mean ^^) wanted me to "dance" and crappers...whatever....but the cruise, we had this AWESOME waiter (slava he was awesome! ^^ He had this COOL accent, and he made all these jokes all the time, and it was fun! ^^) and the food was really really good....and rich...i think i gained 15 pounds ^^ and i snorkelled, and i got my first sunburn! (which isnt something to be happy about...but hey!) i mean, i ALWAYS get tans, NEVER sunburns, but whatever, it's all good, even though i turned into a strawberry swirl ice cream (hehe....my swimsuit's curvy, so my side looks like an ice cream ^^) it was um...interesting ^^ wow, and no offense, but there's a LOT of fat people......hehe im so mean! >.< you know what though? i thought that since i was going on vaca for 10 days, i wouldnt get to see my rupert, but i did! ^^ i printed this page of him, and looked at him all vacation ^^ and i even had this...nvm, i doubt anyone's reading this...im getting lazy to update again....ok, done lol

July 6
Nononononononono......................................he can't be perverted, he just can't...........*sob*........tell me he isn't........

Frick.........nonono...........he's not..........perverted..............*bawl*

I love you too much for you to be...............

*Note: More rupie pix

No.................please tell me he's not..........

July 7
HE'S NOT A PERV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *~Dancing happily~*

Frick...i SERIOUSLY thought he could've been (ya, check out the word "pervert" in my last entry...you'll kinda know what i mean...at least, that is if you know me...i think...*~arch eyebrow confusedly?~*) Ooooomg, you wouldnt even KNOW how much i spazzed...>.< anyways, lookee this! ^^:

Ursamajr (btw, i got this off my forum ^^): personally, my impression after spending only about 9 hours in his presence is that Rupert is just a nice, quiet, reserved, normal guy who likes to observe rather then be the center of attention.

He's EXACTLY how i imagined him ^^

L.I.P. (rofl.....love in peace ^^)

July 11
Feh....feeling kinda.....down i guess.........

Rupe likes older women. I'm 3 months, 3 weeks younger...

I hope it's for the maturity, and not for the....fully developness.....

Purpose of a Patricia: Accompany someone to the bathroom when everyone else won't.

At least, that's what it feels like....most of the time

Or: Someone to pity...feh...don't

Oh, and diet's not helping my mood, either...

Or summer school...

July 14
A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If there's anyone you love this much on here or in real life, re-post this. <33

I think that's SO sad......too bad there's no guys like that in real life =\

July 18
Holy crapmonkeys, lookee this dude play! http://gprime.net/video/blindfoldedmariopianist2.php He's so frikin good! I mean, he played this from LISTENING to MIDIS online!!!!! and THEN he figured it out, and played it on the piano!!!!!!! >.< he's sooooo good!

oooo im so happy ^^ i got a SHIRT! from hot topic! ^^ It's a HARRY POTTER SHIRT!!!!!!!!! =D im so happy!!!!!!! ^^ i WAS gonna get a ron weasley/rupert grint shirt, but i thought it looked kinda weird walking around w/ a guy on ur shirt, so i decided just to buy this red shirt w/ the hogwarts logo ^^ i'm sooo incredibly happy! ^^

July 22
I LOVE MY COUSIN CHRISTINA!!! ^^ Lookee what she made for
me!!!! -->

Miss you!!! Come back from summer, we need to DO SOMETHING AS
SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! >.<
Summer's too long w/o xtina! =*(

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANOTHER ONE!!!!!!!!!!! XD

It's actually "Grins4Grint" but i still love it anyways ^^ XD
He's so drooliful.......=)'

July 23
wow, speech is just about going up to my head...i mean SERIOUSLY?! how does byron expect me to memorize a 10 minute frickin speech in 2 days?!?!?!?! but i think going to speech institute made me realize how much i missed people from school...like, when im in speech, i remember all those memories about our crazy tournaments, and in makes me glad that i get to see some of my friends. But sadly, im still deprived of a few more of my speech buddies, so im GOING UP THE WALL! >.< and im really scared for this year, it's almost like a test whether im any bit good or not at HI....i mean, im too "cute" for DI, i cant do oratory AT ALL, congress is too hard for my puny brain, duo...well, ronnie does DI, i do HI, even though i AM going to attempt DI, i dunno how good i could be........and byron says no to duos w/ nick, b/c they hafta be "asian/american" duos...w/e, im scared >.< and i miss people, but i dont want summer to end....=\

July 27
wow, today's been a pretty good day so far ^^ even though i had icky dvc math class in the morning, i got coffee at lunch, so i was REALLY hyper at s+d ^^ i like BARGED into the room and was like HI EVERYONE! and i was bouncing around the room scaring everyone in the process, shrieking that i had coffee =D then, i worked with myself for a couple hours, then byron helped me out, and then later i worked with NICK and that was awesome cuz he's a GENIUS, among um....other things lol and ya, i had a good day ^^ but i feel kinda bad for byron, everyone loved nick, but byron was like...SHUNTED aside...i think i'll hug him tomorrow, even though im not a "huggy person" lol ^^

Oh, and for anyone who's seen Alex and Emma, it's kinda scary how it kinda stole my life story lol ^^

July 31
well, i didnt have enough time to put what happened yesterday, but now i do! ^^

S+D was SOOOO fun yesterday! Like, the tourny was alright i guess, i got 3rd place in interp, which isnt that bad, but i would've gotten like, 5th if nick and ronnie were done w/ theirs lol...but lunch was like, the funnest thing ever ^^ i probably havent laughed that hard since....the day before yesterday ^^ which was at speech too, and we were playing games in interp class ^^ nick's so funni, it seriously is like, infinite laughs when u hang out with him lol Good times ^^

and i had a good dream last night ^^

August 3
GAH IM SO SAD! rupert came on rupertgrint.org on July 31, and i wasnt there!!! *~bawl~* I could've been THERE to SEE him! >.< *~sniffle~*
oh well i guess....there'll be a next time.......and i hope i'll be there this time >.<

yes, nothing special about my life.....other than rupert i guess...but the "reality" one, there's not much, except that im *pretty* sure i like...someone now....=\

got my 2nd stripe in kung fu today!

August 4
*~confused~*

Later...

Holy crap....feeling WAY depressed...i've been depressed like, all week....and today was NOT a good day...
1. Totally scared to give a congress speech...i will die...>.< i'm a girl version of jon londynsky!!! >.< except, maybe without the cockiness....
2. Realized how sucky i am at HI
3. Realized that DI is REALLY hard, and that i cant do that either...unless i do my own OPP or something....
4. Found out that Byron doesnt consider me as a "friend".
5. Found out Nick either *doesnt* know my first name, or just forgot it...but either way, he forgot my first name.....

I dont even want to play games in interp anymore........

August 11
Thanx everyone, for making me feel better last post I'm actually feeling a lot better, i think it might have been.......puberty bugging me or something...cuz now, i'm actually feeling really happy! Like, i *know* which speech class i'm gonna be in (6th period, with the freshmen posse and nick stegall, what could be better than that?!), nick thinks that me and carroll have a good chance of going nat next year, my piece is pervy and funni, and...i guess i just feel better! ^^ now, i just gotta:
1. get better at congress!!! >.<
2. Pass the entrance test for HoTrig....>.<

ooo and look what my bro made for me?! he's learning how to make photoshop stuff ^^

It's pretty awesome, actually ^^ maybe i'll put it for my "enter" on my website.....*ponder*

August 13
look! my brother's making me AWESOME name thingys....i think i'm gonna stick them here on this post forever and ever once they're done...but then, this post will disappear sometime soon....=\ oh well

August 16
Wow, speech is gonna be SO fun next year, i cant wait at all ^^ but i'm SO intimidated by brandon, he's REALLY good >.< ok, my prediction is: Nick and Brandon go to Nat. Me and the rest of the HIers will be shunted aside as alternates or just suck...lol.....maybe i'll get to go to state....hopefully....i mean, only 6?! that's hard >.< but hey, nick has faith in me and brandon (even though i think he just has faith in brandon and i happened to be standing there at the same time, so he didnt want me to feel bad or something....=\) so.....i'm gonna make myself good!!! *proud face* i WILL get good! >.< 3rd place at league tournys if nick and brandon compete, and 2nd in league if brandon OR nick competes, and 1st in league if none of them compete! >.< must get good!!! >.< that's gonna be no small feat......

Later on...Omg....Sleepless in Seattle is SUCH a cute movie! I LOVE Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks combo...SO adorable XD *sigh* i currently believe in fate! XD
ASIAN GIRLS OUT THERE, READ THIS!!!!!!

August 19
"mot sua dau nanh, ba LEE che, VUH mot banh DIAH" That's what i ordered at Lee Sandwiches (caps means i cant spell it...^^). I sat down with my mom, brother, and aunt, started eating, and then......THREE CAUASIAN PEOPLE came in! on their own accord! it was AWESOME! i was like, WHOA, CAUASIAN PEOPLE LIKE VIETNAMESE FOOD! YAY! I was so happy, you wouldnt even know how shocked and happy i was ^^

I'm actually at the dentist right now...my dentist's place is cool though! There's computers, and TV's for each chair, so you can watch TV while they clean your teeth. And after you're done, and you're waiting for the rest of your family to finish, you can play on the computer! ^^ fun ^^

Yesterday was pretty cool =) I went with Tala and Janel to the mall, and we shopped for a while. I actually had fun shopping for once though...^^ we bargained over *everything*, it was really funni ^^

Ya...so that's all for now..i guess...and school's starting real soon, im so sad =*(

August 20
Filled out a survey...I havent done one in a while, so here it is! ^^ (btw....has some...*hints*....)
*Note: Survey is in "Survey" Section...stupid =�

August 24
I havent updated in a while....
Friday, Me, Melissa, and Tala went to this concert thingy at blackhawk, but actually, we didnt cuz we just walked around and talked ^^ later at night, we all came to my house, connie came over, and we chatted for a while. Tala and Melissa left, leaving Connie and me with my 600 dvds, searching for one to watch. We watched Blue Crush (which is a pretty good movie) and then connie left. Good fun ^^

Today's Rupert's Birthday!!!!!!! XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUPERT!!!!!!! XD

August 25
Hey! went to registration today (gotta leave soon, so this will hafta be fast! ^^)

Schedule:
A. World History 2/3-Pike
1. Honors Chem-Roster
2. English 10- Buckley
3. Advanced Algebra-Fisher (shuddup, i dont care what you all say! >.<)
4. Spanish 2-Kanter
5. Honors Trig-Hart (ya, i'm taking 2 classes...summer Alg. II class)
6. Advanced Speech and Debate-Matley

Post a comment if you're in any of my classes!!!!!!!

August 29
ok, so i came home from yosemite yesterday! ^^ actually....a lot of stuff's happened, but i havent been able to post! Cuz um....a forest makes it hard to get to a computer ^^

anyways, on the.....25? ya the 25th, I went to a Josh Groban concert!!!!! I mean, HOW AWESOME IS THAT?! It was SO MUCH FUN, omg, like.....ok, josh is SUPER funni...! We first came, and he sang his first song, and then so the crowd's all cheering, right? and then josh goes, "Thank you!" and stuff like that, and then the crowd starts cheering, and then josh goes, "I love you more." in this cute, quiet kind of way, it was so cute! ^^ and funni! and then later, after some more of his AWESOME singing, he like, looks at the crowd, and then this little girl's standing there with a sign, and so josh goes, "*reading the sign* Please hug me. Awww, come here." And so he hugs the little girl! And then a TON of people come BARGING up to get hugs and stuff, and give gifts, and then josh got this little monkey, and so during the ENTIRE rest of the concert, josh plays with the monkey every now and then ^^ it was so cute! ^^ like, josh is REALLY funni despite his songs, and like he's GOOD at singing his songs too! Wahahaha, and he's so talented too! He played the piano AND the drums at the concert!!! ^^ it was SO COOL! but he didnt sing my favorite song, so i was really sad......=*( I wish he did though...that would've been awesome (my fav song's "When you say you love me" it's so pretty) but josh is SO AWESOME, it was so much fun ^^ and connie was there too *loves for connie* and so we were sitting on the lawn, just like.....AWED by his music, and giggly cuz of his jokes. There was this one part where josh goes, "How's it like on the lawn out there!!!!" and we're all "YAAA!!!!" cuz we're on the lawn. And then josh goes, "I can see you! Even though you cant see me..." rofl it was really funni ^^ but wow, his singing was so....mesmerizing though...like, honestly, it's SO RARE to find a singer who actually SINGS as well as their cd, but josh...wow, he sang BETTER than on his cds, it was AMAZING. It was just...wow....omg, i cant even put it into words.....it's like, the kind of music that makes you swell on the inside, cuz it was so amazing. And it TRULY touches you....you know? Like, all you josh groban fans out there, i'm SURE you've felt that "swelling feeling" before when you listened to his songs, but just imagine....that swelling feeling like, is TEN or A HUNDRED times more, and it's just...wow, i cant even describe it. It was awesome beyond words =) Alright...so that was my rampant (am i using that word correctly?) on the josh groban concert.....need to switch on to the OTHER thing that happened ^^ I went to yosemite! With the yee family! (yes, it was a very "yee-family-filled" week, i know ^^ and that's a good thing!) but even then, i didnt get to spend much time with any of the yee's, so that sucked =( anyways, we stayed in canvas tents so that was pretty awesome ^^ it was kinda noisy, and the beds were really uncomfortable, and it got REALLY cold at night, so i dont really know why i'm saying it was awesome, but it was ^^ i dunno why. But the showers part REEKED. One night, i waited for about an hour and a half just to take a frikkin shower cuz the other one smelled like crap, so we waited for the clean one to get clean. But anyways, that was that....oh, and the food was kinda eh, but that's alright with me, what more could i expect from a forest?! anyways....the hiking part was pretty fun, we went up to Vernal Falls, which was REALLY pretty btw, but the hike was pretty hard. Like, it was about a mile and a half of a hike? uphill? which was REALLY hard, cuz it was ALL uphill. But when we got up there, it was so much more worth it. Then, we played in the water, which was REALLY COLD, and my cousin and brother fell in the water, which was really funni, cuz we were just really *dipping* our feet in the water ^^ and then i got a stick! It was really long, and pretty and stuff, and BARKY, so then i got a rock and shaved off all the bark ^^ i still have my stick, it's in my closet, and it smells really nice ^^ anyways....the hike down was SO HARD. It was like, going down ROCK STEPS COVERED IN SAND (that was literally what it was) i almost fell like, 3 times, but my stick saved me ^^ and i drank 2 water bottles, which is definitely an accomplishment for me, i rarely even drink one...but anyways, it was pretty cool, there were a jillion squirrels, which was fun ^^ so ya! that was yosemite! and i doubt ANYONE read this, but eh, whatever, i wrote it down anyways....=\

August 30
Yay to stephie and lacey cuz they read my last entry!!! ^^

Got a Josh Groban page on my website.

Or you can just go here.

September 11
Remember september 11th...=(

wow, i have SO little time nowadays, i could barely check my email!!!! O.O so ya, that's what's taken me so long =D anyways....

school started. It sux. At least, the hw and crappers like that. But other than that, it's gotten a LOT better than last week. I stopped reminiscing on last year and missing all those people i dont get to see anymore, just FRIKKIN found out where they sat at lunch, and so now i talk to them ^^ except one person, they're impossible to find, i've given up on searching for them =) but anyways.......s+d is like, my favorite class of the day now ^^ it's SO FUN cuz like, i spend time with the HIers in the room (even though tiffany and morgan dont EVER come with us! cuz they're still cutting >.< *cutting: cutting out parts of play to make it fit in the time frame of 10 minutes, for all you non-speechy-interpy people =D) so me, brandon, and nick just kinda...fool around as we work...actually, we're not FOOLING around!!!! we seriously ARE working! because we're JOKING around! cuz that's what we do!!! stand around, do little snippets of our speech, and JOKE AROUND! rofl!!! ^^ i love HI ^^ (oh ya, forgot...HI: humorous interpretation. act out a play in the time frame of ten minutes, standing in one little "box" and acting out all the characters, for all you non-speechy-people-who-should-join =D)

so yesterday was cool, me and jonny wu ended up wearing the same shirt ^^ go speechy shirt!!! =D that's like, the second time that's happened too! once, we both wore maroon colored sweaters! and yesterday, we both wore our speech shirt!!! ^^ teehee! Type in "squeegee" if you finish reading my post (details on bottom). oh, and then yesterday, i didnt get to follow janel and tala on their stalking spree (i dont exactly stalk anymore, as i dont have anyone to stalk =D), but i got to sit there and spaz over the chem hw with jasmina and , even though mine was done already ^^ oh! and mr. hart knows how to SPEAK CHINESE!!!! it's SO COOL! he took a class at dvc once, so he could speak chinese!!!!!! it's SO much better than my chinese, and i take it once a week all year.....=D so jasmina and mr hart ended up talking for a while ^^ which was funni XD and then in speech, me and brandon worked on our speeches again, which was cool ^^ brandon's really funni, but nick disappeared. I think he was cutting again. Nick's SO devoted to helping us HIers out, he *rarely* works on his own!

anyways....i'm finally free!!!!!!!!! =D No more annoying crushes to bug me all day!!!!!!!!! Just a free, happy, no-burdened patricia! ^^ i am officially crush free =D

and i'll be surprised if someone actually finished reading this thing......it's pretty long, and most people just kinda skim over them (i understand, it's hard to want to read everything ^^) ya, squeegee people, it's just for fun to see if anyone did ^^

THE COWS ARE ALIVE WITH THE SOUND OF MUSIC!!!!!!!!! ^^

Sometimes you feel like a nut...=D

September 21
sigh.....i'm starting to agree with armand.....maybe for different REASONS, but..........love is evil.....

Anyways.....finaled at S+D at DVC over the weekend!!!! Go me and brandon! ^^ good times.....RAJ IS SINGLE!!!! rofl!!! ^^

Cant wait for Congress 1 and SF (i know, i'm such a nerd ^^)

Hate love. It's the way to go. *thumbs up sign*

As in like, the love you have that's like....*in that way*

Now, maybe if i got *positive feedback* one day, then it wouldnt be TOO bad, but eh, whatever......=\

Maybe i wont hate love...

I DON'T KNOW! FRICKIT!

How bout i just dislike love? How bout....i just try to abstain from love? Ya, that sounds good.......except everyone knows i'm not capable of doing that.

Feh, whatever, i'll just stick to my frissions.....or abstain. Ya, abstain....FRICKIT WHATEVER!!!!!! >.<

September 26
KUNG FU PICNIC!!!!
It was so much fun! ^^ at first, i was really shy (as usual, i mean, awkward, you know? me...being this ooglay sucky girl.....w/e) and so i was sitting there, kinda hiding from the water guns and water buckets and all....and then, after they all ran out of victims, they spotted me, and so i started running ^^ at first, it was just ian (about.....6th grade? 7th gradish?) and so i made it, but then the older guys...they cornered me!!!! and so i got splashed SO BAD, my SHOES were squelching!!! and so that was fun, i attacked a few people ^^ overall, it wasnt that bad =) i had fun getting wet ^^ that's what i want for my birthday, a WATER GUN party! ^^ but eh, that's too bad, it's too cold when it's my birthday >.< and there was this lady there, she was talking to my mom, and she said, "your daughter's very good at kung fu blah blah blah she's very pretty too!" rofl, and i was just standing there going, "uh...........not really, but ok...." at least, in my head......lol, i dont really agree, she must've not met very many asians ^^ when she does, she'll be like, "wow, what was wrong with me! she's the UGLIEST girl ever!" ^^ that would be me!!! *hand shoots right up just like hermione =D* anyways, g2gzies! =)

btw, anyone who can somewhat ski or snowboard (as in they can stand upright when standing on snow), JOIN THE MUSTANG SKI CLUB! CUZ I'M JOINING! ^^ and if you dont, you suck =�

October 2
Today, i went to my FIRST EVER FOOTBALL GAME!!! ^^ It was REALLY fun, even though we lost =*( (14-21, skyline). Oh well...it was still fun, and the moon MOVED! ^^ really FAST too! =D Anyways...congress tomorrow >.<

October 5
oooooomg....i am NOT an "anime" character!!! >.< ok, my goals for this year is:
1. Keep A's in ALL of my classes.
2. Get over ALL guys, because crushes suck.
3. Stop being so spaztic. But then, being spazzy is what i AM. I mean, i'm not PATRICIA without being spazzy! But then, that just means that more people hate me >.< like all those people...that i mention practically every day...(people, comment on this, should i keep it? or would you rather have me spazzy-patricia?)
4. Oh, and be more CONFIDENT. Doesnt exactly help that i'm kinda spaztic...right? =\ Anyways.....average day today...=\ oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY NILAN! AND LISA EVEN THOUGH YOURS WAS YESTERDAY!!!!! ^^

October 6
Wow....today was SO weird....like, i went to the beginning s+d classes to give my speech, and when i gave it.....NO ONE LAUGHED! They were SO tense! It bugged me! >.< I mean, i KNOW i dont suck THAT much!!! >.< dang......anyways, w/e....them tense-o people >.< and go chase! Interps cool! ^^ I'm so excited, we have 22 new interpers ^^ i dont think matley's too happy about it, cuz that means more people to find pieces =) oh well, it will be fun once we get some serious interps ^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!!!!!!!!! =D (even though it's tomorrow ^^ I might not have time to put it in, so now is a good time ^^)

October 10
Don't be a "b!+ch" and love the nice guys.
*Dedicated to the awesome "nice guys" out there.
You know who you are. =)

Ya....it's really sad....=( i nearly cried! WOOKS!!! XELT!!! SQUEEGEE!!!
Anyways.....i saw "Mean Girls" the other day. It's not TOO bad i guess.....except the asian girls, they were vietnamese! and they SUCKED!!!!!! I mean, their accents were SO BAD even *I* couldnt understand them, and viet was my first language!!!!!!!! I'll betcha they dont even KNOW how to speak it, and the directors were like, "Oh! we need a viet girl! lets go find some!" and just RANDOMLY picked girls, and then the girls prolly LIED and told them they spoke viet, and then they had to learn from their parents, who prolly dont know how to speak it either and just made up some stuff, and then the director doesnt know it's bad viet cuz they're not viet!!!!!! and the translations were bad too! cuz vietnamese people cant SAY what they did in the movie! like, with the whole "'black' please!" quote thing (cuz i dont wanna say it ^^) wow, that was SUCH a bad accent, even a few of the viet people i know who cant even UNDERSTAND it all that well can speak it better!!!!!!!! i mean, even my CAUCASIAN friends can pronounce it better!!!!!!!! Wow, those girls were pretty bad.......>.< makes me mad >� oh well..........
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!!!!!!! EVEN THOUGH IT WAS YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!! XELT!!! SQUEEGEE!!!!!!! ^^

October 19
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TALA AND XTINA, EVEN THOUGH THAT WAS ON SUNDAY!!!!!

Feeling all that not goodness again..........*~tear~*

Patricia's Confidence Booster:
1. You ARE good at HI!
2. You ARE good at trig!
3. You're NOT gonna fail chem!
4. You have TONS of friends who love you!
5. The guy you like likes you back!!!!!!!!!

Ya....so um...none of those are true...but maybe if i read that over and over again, i'll feel just a little bit better...

October 26
Ok, so you've read the "Ode to Nice Guys". Here's the "Ode to Nice Girls" --> Click here It's kinda cute, though not as touchy as the Ode to Nice Guys...

Won 2nd place at SRHS Speech Tourney!!! ^^ Though...brandon deserved it =\

Kung fu demo saturday, 12:00. Be there, or be a loser =D

That means you Senor Weirdna ^^

I forgot i used to call you that! ^^

Nakupenda!!! ^^

October 30
I've had a good day =)

A *very* good one.

I'll leave the rest up to your imagination

But dont go too far....i'm still a virgin, ronnie ^^

October 31
Hahahaha, you guys are so funni! ^^ Noooooooo, nobody asked me out ^^ I just went to the movies and had some kung fu......=D

Ya...today=halloween. Didnt do squat except....squat? Rofl, sat on the computer and did congress ^^ fun, isnt it?

Yup. That was my day...

November 7
Bored...so i'll do this ^^ (Survey)

November 11
Woman

was created from the rib of man

she was not made

from his head -

To top him

nor from his feet -

To be trampled on.

She was made

from his side -

to be equal to him:

from under his arm -

to be protected by him:

from near his heart -

to be loved by him.

Sorry essie, i HAD to take it! it's so sweet!!!

Oh, and i got the lyrics to the llama song ^^ just to amuse myself, i actually LISTENED to it a BILLION times to get the lyrics =D

HERE'S A LLAMA
THERE'S A LLAMA
AND ANOTHER LITTLE LLAMA
FUZZY LLAMA
FUNNY LLAMA
LLAMA LLAMA
DUCK
LLAMA LLAMA
CHEESECAKE
LLAMA
TABLET
BRICK
POTATO
LLAMA
LLAMA LLAMA
MUSHROOM
LLAMA LLAMA LLAMA
DUCK
I WAS ONCE A TREEHOUSE
I LIVED IN A CAKE
BUT I NEVER SAW THE WAY
THE ORANGE SLAYED THE RAKE
I WAS ONLY THREE YEARS DEAD
BUT IT TOLD A TALE
AND NOW LISTEN, LITTLE CHILD
TO THE SAFETY RAIL
DID YOU EVER SEE A LLAMA
KISS A LLAMA
ON THE LLAMA
LLAMA'S LLAMA
TASTES OF LLAMA
LLAMA LLAMA
DUCK
HALF A LLAMA
TWICE A LLAMA
NOT A LLAMA
FARMER
LLAMA
LLAMA IN A CAR
ALARM A LLAMA
LLAMA
DUCK
IS THAT HOW IT'S TOLD NOW?
IS IT ALL SO OLD?
IS IT MADE OF LEMON JUICE?
DOORKNOB
ANKLE
COLD
NOW MY SONG IS GETTING THIN
I'VE RUN OUT OF LUCK
TIME FOR ME TO RETIRE NOW
AND BECOME A DUCK

Hahaa........see what boredom does to me? ^^ if you havent heard the llama song before, then go here

OOoooooo and the egg song!!!!!!!! ^^

Eggs! Get your eggs here! White and fresh eggs are here!
Wiggle Jiggle, yellow middle
That's the best of what you are (I love you egg!)
White and tender surround the center
Cozy, sitting in your crackling shell (i love you!)
Vitamins and minerals in you
Oodles of the protein too (oodle doodle!)
Popular and perfect and
so complete in every way! (i love you egg egg!)
Come into my tummy o, so very yummy
Crack Crack CRACK!
Chip a chip away your shell and come to me!!!!!
Get your eggs!
I love you! (fresh egg!)
I love you! (white egg!)
Really really love you so (i love you egg egg!)
Eggs i really love you like the sky above!
Eggs are the best!
I love you (fresh egg!)
I love you (white egg!)
Really really love you so (eggs fresh fresh eggs!)
Three hundred and sixty-five days, i really love you so!
I really love you so! (Mmmm...yummy!)

Oh, and guess who's so bored, she's gonna do a survey? ^^ (In Survey's section)

November 21
events 2 today...i did well

sleepi beyond belief >.<

November 23
Feeling down about speech...

How on EARTH does ANYONE get more than 1000 points?! I mean, even getting 600 is an amazing feat in my sense....how many did i get last year, around 130? I've earned 55 points thus far (2 congress tournaments, 1 events...they havent given me my points for events 2 yet....) there's practically NO WAY to get 600 points by the end of junior year (like someone i know >.<) and them having strengths like mine.....yet, their strengths are higher than mine....*sigh*

November 25
nyeep, i'm getting fatter =D my mommy said so O.O she said my face is "super super round" now (ya, i know that sounds weird...it's translated from viet) teehee, and what's so funni about that is....i havent even eaten thanksgiving dinner yet ^^ it's prolly cuz i'm around the house, bored, and then i eat something =D ^^

November 28
wow, anyone who LOVES action movies or sci-fi movies or suspenseful or psychological movies or movies with the guy from "Newsies" in it (Jack, not spot...lol) or a GOOD MOVIE should watch "Equilibrium"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cuz that is one REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD MOVIE! The action was AWESOME, the suspense was COOL, the sci-fi left you THINKING it was SUCH an AWESOME MOVIE! XD WATCH IT!!!! ^^ It's rated R.....=( for all you people who still can't watch R rated movies...=(

December 5
10 Ways to Prank Call By the Marvalous Patricia and the Lovely Xtina =D
*Note: there may be some....derogatory things...but i'm asian...i can do that =D

1. (Here's a classic. It MUST be in an indian accent) Hallo? My name is Abdar....your daughter, she kicked my dog. (Ha, you know the rest ^^)
2. (Sexy gay guy voice) Hi, my name's Russ, i'm a saggitarius, what's your sign?
3. Have them take an on-the-phone survey (Ex. If you like cheese, press 1.) If they actually start pressing buttons, tell them to stop it.
4. (asian accent...just because it's in that movie "Dude, Where's My Car?") Say "and then" after EVERYTHING they say.
5. (dumb blonde voice) Say "I don't know what's happening....for some reason, I've been gaining a lot of weight...is it because i might be pregnant with your baby?" lol, ya you can play off that ^^
6. Sing the "Santa baby" song but replace "Santa" with the person-you're-talking-to's name.
7. Pretend you're Michael Jackson.
8. Tell them that they won 50 million dollars for donating money to the [make up a society]
9. (This one's from Connie ^^) HALLO! DO YOU ORDA CHOP SUEY? FLY LICE? DAT WILL BE TEN DOLLA! (lol, guess what accent? ^^)
10. Pretend you're jerry springer and ask made up personal questions.

Haha....have fun ^^ not that i'm ENCOURAGING you to =] =D
MEEP

December 6
*~what hath the heart of the man i do love?~*

Ha, i can do shakespeare too ^^

i'm FREE this friday night! O.O i mean, honestly, how often does charlotte wood have a dance, and so it cancels chinese school?! NOT OFTEN. I wanna do something...and i have an idea what...but i'm too shy to ask =D cuz uh...i'm like that =)

hm...i dunno why, my aim's not working...oh well, i guess....keep myself undistracted =D

my birthday's coming up o.O in like...8 days! little nervous....>.<

December 11
Teehee ^^ yesterday was awesomely fun =D

And holy crap, i sux0r at halo SO bad rofl.....i'm a good target for all those good people ^^ teehee! (*~me imagining nili's reaction~* : stop being asian!!!) haha.....that was ultra fun though ^^ =D

too bad i didnt understand the movie all that well.....just cuz i'm the "not sharpest knife in the jar" =D

and my face hurts MORE =D
your mom! except uh....i'm talking to...my mom? (ROFL)
And the water bottle pic! ^^
oooo! a penny! (ROFL)

*~smile sheepishly~*

omg...and i went to nilan's livejournal (are there subscriptions there? cuz that'd be SO much easier! >.<) and found this survey thingy....which was TOTALLY random, cuz i thought it was funni.......omg, and i got the RANDOMEST answer EVER ROFL! ya...it's TOTALLY me ^^ except uh...i dont have sex....cuz that's just wrong

What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex by UMAJohnnie
Name
Sexuality
Age
Most Likely to Say	"Your ears are made of jam."
Quiz created with MemeGen!

HAHAHA....isnt that funni?!

December 12
HI EVERYONE! ^^

ya i know...random ^^ shut up =D

anyways...i went to a birthday party for the past...2 days! ^^ (hi to everyone who was there! ^^)

and today, we went to the ice skating rink, and i was like, FALLING EVERYWHERE....until like a half hour into the skating ^^ then i wasnt falling anymore ^^ even though i only fell once =D

and you know what i realized? skating is probably one of the most romatic dates ever....like, i was skating with my new friends from the b-day party, and ALL of us were thinking, "Omg.....it'd be so nice with a boyfriend right now". Cuz like, it's SO cute when you're falling all over the place, and your boyfriend kinda helps you around and stuff ^^ and like, the cute christmas music in the background while you're holding hands and skating and crap....lol i dunno, just random thought ^^

but hey, *anything* with the right guy is perfect =D

oh dear....and on saturday, when we were looking through my friend's xanga for "hints" of the guy she likes (lol, no names, just in case ;)) everyone found the tiniest things hints...it kinda scares me a little cuz uh...i hint a lot in my xanga ^^ then again, everyone already knows so that doesnt matter too much ^^

anyways...it's late....need sleep ^^ luvs! =D

December 14
TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! ^^

it was AWESOMELY AWESOME! ^^ thanx to EVERYONE that made it ultra special by telling me "happy birthday" =D

and for those OOBER special people who gave me gifts, even though i told everyone they didnt have to ^^ (alphabetical order...cuz it's easier =D oh, and when i say things like *pretty* it's like...the special way i say it ^^ ya, ask me at school if you dont know what i mean, and wanna know ^^):

Andrew Jones- awesome box of awesome stuff ^^ =D i really REALLY liked it!!!! ^^ =D *~giggle~* P.S. Im keeping the wrapping paper =D P.P.S. Brandon Carroll stole the candy cane! O.O P.P.P.S. For all you other people wondering what i'm doing.....*grin*
Chrissa Silvestre- hahaha the CUTEST, FATTEST kitty EVER! ^^ good luck! ^^ =D
Connie Yee- Cupcakes! Everyone else loved you for that too Connie ^^ but i love you MORE ^^
Emily Anciaux- See's candy! ^^ yum =9 Tim tried to steal them, but i smacked him ^^
Janel Wong- The BEST birthday card ever!!!!!! I must've looked at it a jillion times today ^^ *~squeal happily~* *~grin sheepishly~*
Jasmina Xie- SOCKS ^^ Photo thingy, and the Patricia Appreciation Day Email ^^ that was so cute!!!!!!!! ^^ Hahaha!!! I'm *better* than the teachers ;�
Lisa Kinzli- Yummy cookies! =9 i ate them all at lunch =D and they were *pretty* too ^^
Lisa Miyamoto- my *pretty* purple flowers!!!! ^^ they're in my vase right now =D add *pretty* decor to my *pretty* bouquet ^^
Nilan Ovaici- Kisses and the NEMO BALLOON! ^^ (he's so huggable ^^ i think i hugged him a jillion times today =D)
Stephie Chen- *Pretty* orange roses! ^^ i think they're roses....they smell so *pretty!* ^^ and they LOOK *pretty* too! ^^ they're in a vase right now too =D
Tala Najafi- Cute heart stand thingy! ^^ wonder what *I'd* put on there *wink* teehee jk! ^^

Thankees SO much everyone! ^^ my BESTEST birthday EVER ^^ =D *~hugs everyone...they all turn purple and push me away as I run in circles *~giggling~*~*

^^ *~dance dance dance~*

December 19
To Andrew, Christina, Connie, Jasmina, Nili, Tala (alphabetical order!):

WHITE BOY! With CHOPSTICKS ^^
THE RING!!!!!!!!!!! O.O
Connie...you scream at the wrong parts ^^
Andrew: BLOOD CLOT!
Jas: Do you have wasabi?~*~*~*~*~Me: no...~*~*~*~Jasmina: YES YOU DO! IT'S RIGHT HERE!
Nili: Patricia, grab one of his balls!!!!!! (rofl...this sounds SO wrong ^^)
"The Glare"

Um...that's all i can think of as of right now! but....i think that's it? =D

December 25
WHEEE finally back from vegas! ^^ Of course it was OOBER fun, and i'm sure i gained like.......50 pounds despite the fact that i walked like, a whole buncho miles each day! ^^ I mean, seriously! 4 buffets in 4 days? yum ^^ And the hotels were *really* pretty, i think my favorite ones were Bellagio, Paris, and the Venetian ^^ *pretty* ^^ Dude, my cousin used that word with my special tone in it more than i did!!!!! O.O ^^ it was actually kinda funni, and my brother kept telling me to shut up >.< oh well! =D oooo and there was this color changing tree too! forgot about that....^^ and er....now i know why they call it "Sin City"......and not just cuz of the gambling =\ grossness! >.<

And i've had 2 random nosebleeds for 2 days in a row! O.O and both times were when i woke up! AHHHHHHHH ANDREW I'M GONNA DIE IT'S CUZ OF THE RING!!!!!!!!!!! >.< AND TODAY'S MY 7TH DAY!!!!! >.<

But IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!! ^^

Hm....that's all i can think of right now......=\

Oh and this is a pic from Melissa Low's 16! (all you DV people know her ^^) There's......a lot of people i dont know the names of in this pic, especially how to spell it....so i'm not gonna try ^^ but there's me! =D It's actually not bad of a pic, so i'm happy ^^ that's me BEFORE my vegas fatness ^^

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!!!!!!!! ^^

December 28
Wow, christina, you have SUCH an awesome layout ^^ not only is it my favorite josh groban song (tied with "Let It Rain", i guess?) but it's my favorite manga/anime too! ^^ awwwww so cute, people, check it out at x_laydee. My cousin, Christina ^^ it's so *pretty* =D

Sorry Melissa! Ya, that was your picture ^^

Feeling mellow today? Prolly cuz school's coming >.<

December 30
You know i'm hott, just tell me already ;)

Teehee, doesnt this sound bad already? ^^ But hey, it was better than all those other DUMB "i'm a loser and i wanna make sure im one" entries, so i'd rather have this one ^^ Ya, maybe you could tell i was bored? ^^ i know, it's kinda sad....^^ but i was bored! so ya, if you wanna, just take it, but keep it honest, cuz i dont even know who you are!!!! =�

Goodness, it's THURSDAY already *cry* even though i miss EVERYONE tons, i dont miss chem all that much at ALL >.< meep............

and even though we've been planning to go skiing this weekend....we might not!!!!!!! O.O cuz it's "snowing too hard, and almost all the ski resorts are closed" *bawl* meep.....at least i get to go NEXT WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^ it'll be fun! ^^

December 31
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! ^^

Ya, so i'm boredish? so i have a survey thingy, fill it out if you're bored or feel like it...yes, in a way, the last two posts has been there for me to rediscover myself and make myself a better person for the upcoming year =D not that i need any improving ;)

rofl...that sounds like andrew ^^ except ANDREW YOU'RE GETTING PESSIMISTIC! *glare* bad!

1. who are you?
2. are we friends?
3. when and how did we meet?
4. do you have a crush on me?
5. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. describe me in one word.
7. what is one thing I stand out from others?
8. what was your first impression?
9. do you still think that way about me now?
10. what reminds you of me?
11. if you could give me anything what would it be?
12. how well do you know me?
13. when's the last time you saw me?
14. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. did you ever dream about me?
16.1-10 how much do you like me?
17. did we ever get in a fight?
18. what is my best quality? worst?
19. what is my bad habit?
20. are you going to put this on your xanga and see what i say about you?

ya, shove it in the comments if you're bored =)

January 8
You met her a few months ago, and somehow she managed to seep into your subconscious like that "Suga how you get so fly" song. Just like you have no clue who the hell sings it, you don't know why she's there. But she is, whether you like it or not. You know her cell phone, her room phone. You can dial her Aunt Doreen's house in West Springfield (where she goes to do her laundry every two weeks) faster than you can peck-out 911. But she doesn't know.

Her screenname, that generic one with her first name followed by three to five random numbers or UMass, has its own category at the top of your buddy list. Not only do you know what a "Buddy Alert" is, you've rigged your computer to play "Fat Guy in a Little Coat" from "Tommy Boy" every time her screen name changes from gray to black. Then her away message comes down, and you have a decision to make. To IM or not to IM? These are the ridiculous games that you play on a daily basis. But she doesn't know.

She's it. All right, so maybe not "it" it. Not necessarily Ms. Right, but closer to Ms. Right-up-there-with-Anna-Kournikova-and-Lizzie-McGuire-on-your-list-of-people-you'd-give-anything-to-be-stranded-with-on-a-broken-down-elevator. But it's about more than that. When is it ever about more than that? Never. Not like frilly white dress, overpriced catering, embarrassing drunk in-laws more, but closer to UMass sweatpants, two D.P. Dough Roni Zonies, a futon and a movie you have no interest in seeing more. But she doesn't know.

She's gorgeous, but gorgeous is an understatement. More like you're startled every time you see her because you notice something new in a "Where's Waldo" sort of way. More like you can't stop writing third grade run-on sentences because you can't remotely begin to describe something ... someone ... so inherently amazing. But you're a writer. You can describe anything. That's what you do: pictures to words, events to words, words to even better words. But nothing seems right. More like you're afraid that if you stare at her for too long, you'll prove your parents right: that yes, your face will stick that way. But you wouldn't mind.

You wouldn't mind that the questioning, "Hello?" on the other end makes you want to smile and throw up at the same time. You wouldn't mind worrying about what to get her for her birthday and spending $300 when you only have $17.50 and a Triple-A card to your name. You wouldn't mind that she left your TV on and the blaring infomercials wake you up at 4 a.m. ... because it gives you a chance to watch her sleep. You don't mind that you've slipped up twice when you were hammered and hinted at how you feel, but she was too drunk to remember. So she doesn't know.

Sure, she's pretty, but it's about more than that. You two connect. Anything you throw at her, she can throw right back. You figured out what's going on in that predictable head of hers in under five minutes, but something tells you her heart would take about five years.

You remember everything she's ever said to you, and when that freaks her out you blame it on your photographic memory (which is a lie, you have a 2.7 GPA). You can't remember your teaching assistant's name, and you can't remember that your Puffton rent check was due four days ago, yet you remember the middle name of the kid who tripped her in fifth grade and gave her that cute little scar on her shoulder. Maybe it's because you actually listen when she talks. When do you actually listen? Never. But she doesn't know.

But she has a boyfriend. The kid is a tool, and you are not. He has no redeeming qualities, and you have about 38, even when you're hung over. You could kick his butt, and you've never been in a fight in your life. He treats her like crap, and you would treat her like the princess she believed herself to be on Halloween in 1988.

But she loves him. He wouldn't know what he had even if she slapped him across the face and dumped him, but somehow she still loves him. And somehow she still doesn't know.

Then, out of nowhere, she slaps him across the face and dumps him. She comes to you. You've been there before, so you seem like the smartest guy on earth. She cries, but your corny half-joke, half-compliment somehow gets a smile out of her that almost makes you feel ashamed that you're the only one around who gets to witness it. It looks like you might make her realize that all guys don't deserve to have rocks thrown at them.

But nothing changes. She doesn't know. You get that library elevator feeling in your stomach that she'll never know. You get that feeling that you'll be forced to write a cheesy Collegian column about her that makes "Sleepless in Seattle" look like "Girls Gone Wild."

You go to sleep. You wake up. She doesn't know. You're not in love. You're not obsessed. You blame it on the fact that you just need to get some, but still, it's about more than that. It would just be nice if once in your life, things worked out the way you wanted them to.

So ___________, it's about time you know*.

Now cut this out, fill in her name, and give it to her, coward

Yes, stephy, i HAD to take it ^^

Update about yesterday: Ya, so i went to becca's birthday party! [happy birthday, btw Rebecca!!! aka...."Missy" ;)] um....didnt dance for like, the first half? you know me ^^ but then i got excited about the glow sticks and started dancing for a little! ^^ arent you proud? =D except i probably wont dance again........i mean, seriously, it takes me 2 hours to break in....with the help of glow sticks ^^ i know, i'm such a dork =D but it doesnt help that i REALLY suck at dancing.........oh well....you know what'd be REALLY fun?! obstacle course races!!!! ^^ or....or a football game! lol, i think i should celebrate my HALF birthday and have an OBSTACLE RACE and FOOTBALL GAME at the park! ^^ it'd be fun! anyways....i'm at the apple store in stoneridge, so ignore the possible weirdness of this post? lol.....and thanks john mei, for the 1337 h4x0r post you left last time ^^ it was funni =D and sharon! for the friendnessness! ^^