It wasn't hard for me to like her because of those things my friend mentioned which happens to be the things I like in a woman. That's why I asked him to ask her if she'd be willing to introduce myself to her. Things got very exciting...and came a moment when I felt that she's the one for me.
From then on we emailed each other, contact her thru the cellphone using Sun. :-) We even often open our Yahoo Messenger program just to chat. I was open to her...I was open to her about my life - even my lovelife. She knew my situation then. But despite that, she still accepted me, we even talked about me going to Manila to be with her in person. That was the most awaited moment for me...to be there with her. The way she had shown me things about her, her personality, the way she was as a person found it easy to fall for her. But That was more than 2 years ago.
She mentioned so many things about herself. She said her name is Patricia Marie Buenafe Reyes. Her father's name is Antonio Miguel. Her mother's name is Alice. Her brothers' name were Rainier and Monching...that's what I remember. She said that she lives in Sta. Ana, Lamayan St., Manila. She also mentioned that she has this cousin named Pamela who works at Makati Med, because she mentioned that her cousin is a nurse. Her father owns a small accounting company. Her Brother Rainier is a supervisor for BPI. Her mother works in London, and I forgot the job. She also mentioned about her yaya who's name is Maring. But the most important of the things I knew about her is that she is religious...she would mentioned that almost everyday she would attend the bible study. Tell me then, is it hard to fall for her? My answer is "no".
By December 19th, we were already lovers lovers. Seven months after we met thru email and chat. Because I fell for her so much, I would travel to other places like to 2 to 4 hours away from my place just to capture Sun Cellular's signal, for us to be able to talk the whole night. It was a wonderful experience that I would do those things just to hear her voice, and be able to express my feelings and moments with her thru the cellphone.
Thankfully, I was able to get a job only 2 months after. Good thing, I had a friend who works as an accounting manager, he recommended me work a job there, and I was hired. I was hired not because my friend recommended me, but because I passed the exams and interviews, of course.
Working here in Manila isn't easy, especially if you don't have any relative to depend on if situations come to be unhelpful like your pocket is empty. You know, I would go far and sacrifice for my love like there were instances when I would skip taking my afternoon snack just to buy her a Sun Cellular card for the unlimited call and text. Why am I buying her load? It's because she said she has LEUKEMIA. That's a very expensive health problem for her, and she didn't want to make her dad spend more, because her dad was the one paying for her treatment like chemotherapy and others. Because of that it was automatic that I should be the one to shoulder those small stuffs, anyway those were just small things - kayang kaya ko. And also, for us to continue to communicate, I should make an effort also. Because of her sickness, she didn't want me to see her like that...she said she didn't like the idea that I might pity her. More than a year here in Manila working, we haven't met in person, because of that reason - her sickness. I understood her situation, coz people like that sometimes are moody and doesn't want people to pity them. I loved her so much. It ached so much that I wasn't there for her in person to help her, cheer her up...to mend her heart...to reassure her that she's not alone in this battle for her life. There were times when I would burst in tears and crying out loud because of her situation. My job was also affected coz I easily get angry and not in the mood to work with my officemates. I drank beer almost every night just to let each day pass by with my mind so weary thinking that I wasn't there for her. I've waited for days...for weeks...for months...and even for 3 years already.
Time came when I asked her if I could visit her in their house, or even in the hospital. But she wouldn't tell me particularly where in Lamayan street they reside. One time, she mentioned that she was admitted at St. Lukes hospital, so I hurriedly went there, even informed my office that i'd be absent, and asked anybody from the hospital's info center about her. But all they could say is, they do not know of any woman named Patricia Marie B. Reyes who is admitted at St. Lukes. Wow! It's hilarious! My love I believed is there because that's what she told me earlier. Because of her situation, there were attempts for several times for me to go to Lamayan street and find their house and visit her. I had these pics printed and shown it the people along the stretch of Lamayan street. But as usual, nobody knows her nor even about her family. I even asked the barangay captains near Lamayan street about her and her family, but to no avail. Wow! Impossible, that's what I told myself.
One time, it just popped up about what had happend to my 2 friends here in Manila - male and female. My female friend mentioned that she had a bf for 2 years already but they haven't met yet in person, they just communicated thru text only, until I found it out that she was just fooled. Her supposed bf was non-existent, instead I found out that the name of her supposed bf sounds more like a woman's name. My other friend who is male, mentioned that he had a model gf for 2 years yet they haven't met in person. The story still was similar. Wow...I couldn't believe that somebody like that could fool a person that badly. Napakasama naman! Nasisikmura naman ang gawin iyon.
Because of that, I began to become suspicious of her. Sometimes, there came to point that I would tell her that she's a liar - a lying bitch. But I don't really know if she's indeed a woman, because many Filipinos nowadays are like draculas who are just waiting to victimize other people, be it local or foreigner. I even suspect that the "woman" I used to love was a gay and just pretended to be a woman. Wow! Foolish me. Does that mean, when we did those intimate moments thru the phone, "she" was holding "her" stick also? I thought she was "fucking" herself. Her number right now as what I remember is 0920-5727120/0917-9424391 and email is [email protected] (Oops, replace "2002" with "2003" on her email address).
Just this May of 2007, I let myself express my outburst again by telling her she's a lying bitch and I hate her. She told me not to mess anymore because she's getting married. Then the next month, the same thing happend, and she told me this time she's already married and is already pregnant. Hahaha. wow! All I knew, she wouldn't let us meet in person because of her sickness. Unbelievable for a Leukemia patient who has undergone several sessions of chemotherapy and others including medicines to get pregnant. It is very risky if that is true. She is indeed a lying bitch. There was even a time when when she told me that she will be going to the States with her parents for treatment, and as usual I prayed for her and cried and hoped that she'd be alright. I even went to Hospicio de San Jose to render service hoping that she'd get well. She even told me their at the pad (rented apartment) already in the States. Later I found out that she just pretended and she's still here in the Philippines. Nabuko siya. Hehehe. The lying bitch. I justs couldn't believe that a "woman" who often attends bible session is so liar. Sayang. We even agreed that our first born child should be a girl and name her Samantha Gillian. Nice naman, but nakakalungkot coz I was fooled after all. Napakatanga ko! I've been hurt before in my past relationships, but it was never this brutal and cold. All along she was just manipulating the situations and pretended to be somebody. Right now, the way she did to me before, made me become what I am right now. I have become like her, fooling around with women. It was like the wrath of her manipulating moves has been passed to other women thru me. And I've been trying to stop these things, but I need to start by expressing how I felt because of her manipulative ways and incredible pretensions and lies. This way, I'd be able to release the pain and hurt inside me, my life has been altered, full of pain and I really wanna let it go in order for me to move on. Masakit sobra pag ganito, that sometimes hurting other women's feelings wasn't even difficult to do. It was like normal. And I don't like it that way. I need to bring back the person I used to be 3 years ago. I am willing to literally erase all the memories with this person. She was such a very manipulating bitch. I no longer believe what she's saying, even the text messages, emails, pics and others. She was just using other person's weaknesses and trust. If she's indeed really a woman, I believe that she's been married for a long time already, and just pretended to be single and did those things like phone sex (SOP). I just couldn't believe that somebody like her is capable of doing things like pretending to be sick (Leukemia daw), with all her drama, and later on you'll get surprised that she's already marrie and pregnant. I still remember those times when she would tell me to find somebody else because she doesn't want me to suffer because of her sickness, with all the crying and drama from her. Ah that's bullshit. Ubod ng sinungaling.
So folks, I believe this person was just using a fake name and identity...even the pictures she sent me. That's why she didn't want us to meet in person because she was just victimizing me. Three years of my life was wasted because of this type of person who is lurking and waiting for the next victim. Just be careful, and please learn from this. I've wasted 100 pesos a week for 2 years for her Sun Cellular load. Hahaha. Enough of this lying bitch. I no longer believe the things she said before. I want to literally erase "her" from my mind and my life, and it will start from this article. I just want to burst out everything, the hurt feelings and everything. I don't even want to hear our supposed theme song, "How Did You Know". Nasusuka ako everytime I would hear that song being played.
If you know the owner of the pictures above, please tell me so that I could inform her that somebody is using her pics. Please open the sound files also to verify her voice (You need to unzip it, then play using a 3gp player, or an Apple music player, or transfer it into your cellphone). Please email me at [email protected] or call me at 1 760 988 7144.
If you could pinpoint the real owner of this, you will be rewarded. I want to end this misery and nightmare I am into. It's just that I wanna know who the real owner of these pics. I'd be willing to go back there and tell her in person, that the lies, taking advatange of other people and pretensions she had shown me are very wrong, totally wrong. Every time I'd think about her, I usually will say "bitch"...anytime and anywhere.
Thank you.
Mark
