To ask for something to believe in
For messing up with all my life
For being a heart made of ice
Forgive me Father for all my sadness
For letting myself in a world of madness
For crying and hoping but with no Faith
For living a life so full of disgrace
Forgive me Father for all the things I do
For passing each day begging to you
To give me strength and to lift me up
Forgive me Father but I give up
Patr�cia - Outubro 2001
I had dreams, I looked for a brighter day
I believed in Love and Love was so easy to say
I Loved so much but now all I do is to pray
I don't look for Love anymore
I just want to close my Heart's door
No hurt can harm me like before
No pain, no tear, no nothing no more
And I don't look for Happiness
Nor for what it may seem to be
'Cause Happiness is meaningless
And it sure isn't meant for me
I keep on living my life each day
I really don't ask much anyway
But I wish upon the same old star
That someone out there will come to stay
To bring me joy and at least one smile
So I can find my life worthwhile
So I can feel my heart beating again
So I can call someone "Dear Friend"
And if Love finds me out there
I won't feel regret nor despair
I say I don't believe in Love anymore
The truth is...it can always knock on my door
Patr�cia - Novembro 2001