I realize now that I must do
what is best for me,
But what this is and where this is
I wonder constantly.
At times I feel quite paralyzed
Because I am afraid;
I let this fear control me
Keeping change at bay, delayed.
I'm out of touch with who I am
and who I want to be;
Tomorrow is a word I use
to put off getting free.
The silence, mine, is deafening
I've let it be that way,
But now it's time to change this,
And yes...todays the day.