On earth, our days are numbered. Time is short. And what really matters is our time we have after life is over.
Too many people are dyeing not knowing what awaits them after death. And the day is coming that Jesus will return.
Therefore I have two things that I should be doing. I should be using my talents to point others to God and I should be turning to God myself. I want to do this right. Too many Christians have turned others away by not minding their words and their actions. And I am already among that group of Christians doing so.
Now, I want to make a difference. But I want to do it right. I am no English major; I have little skill writing, and even less spelling. Yet I want to write about what I believe. Seeing as how some people are picky, they will read your bad grammar and ignore your message.
Also, I want to present a message that cannot be refuted. I want my words to be non-debatable. I want it to flow right, teaching fully the message. And because I have set a nearly impossible goal, I almost feel it better to do nothing, for fear of any negative effects it will have.
I guess all I really need to do is to point the way. Any one serious about God will turn to the Bible with faith anyway, and get the true source of the reality of the world.
I want to do more than write. I want to animate my visions and bring to life words. The success of "The Passion of the Christ" as shown me the power of seeing the story.
Readers often get lost in words. Reading can be boring. Reading can lead to skimming. While it is easy to write, and fast as a way to get thoughts out.. Seeing seems to be a great tool for anyone to acquire information. But that takes a long time to pull off and I have few tools to accomplish it and do it right.
What is more, I am not sure how much needs to be said. How do I prepare someone who isn?t ready for the truth to hear it? Does God really want me to share everything, or are there things better left unsaid? This is my hardest question. Many people asked why the world is how it is, and very few have the answer. Is there a reason? Should I tamper with that reason, if it exists? I just do not know what to do.
I wonder this because it seems I have little success getting an audience. Is there a reason? I do not know. In my words, I will present the truth to the extent that I know it. I will leave it to be between them and God if they get it.
I just want to do this right.
My time is consumed with day-to-day life. And time is short. And I have to do something.