ONE FROM FIVE Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction By MEE-NA meena_hello@thaimail.com Home Page: http://www.geocities.com/passto2001/Main.html Disclaimer : Card Captor Sakura is Clamp's Original work. All characters Viz. Video, etc., are Clamp's properties are used without permission. So the fictions are reserved for Entertainment Purpose Only. Card Captor Sakura Copy Right by Clamp, First Published by Kodensha Co. Ltd. 1996 Acknowledgment: Special Thanks To : * Clamp * Wong Si Yuan: For very helpful suggestion * All Home pages that give me the chance to post my fiction on. Very Special Thanks To : * All readers ------------------------- All events in this fiction referred to mange only, thus all characters form animation or movies would not be reserved ------------------------------------------------------ Part One: Coming ------------------------------------------------------ It was a beautiful afternoon. The clouds were floating and playing with the bright sunlight in the light blue sky; under the sky was Tokyo in Japan. After Eriol, Spinal Sun and Ruby moon left Tomoeda, everything turned back to normal like nothing had ever happened. Tokyo was its usual busy self these days. Narita Airport had airplanes from everywhere in the world visiting all the time. As usual, today Narita Airport had airplanes landing in its runways, and among them was an airplane from Hong Kong. A lady walked with a big travelling-bag, out of the passenger arrival port. She wore red Chinese-style shirt matched with deep blue shin length fitted skirt. It went pleasingly with her black hair, pale color skin and delicate makeup. She was catching males' eye along the path as she walked out of Narita Airport. The lady called a Taxi and entered the car. "Good Afternoon Miss, where do you want to go?" the Taxi-driver asked in a polite voice. She looked at two pieces of paper on which were written something. She considered them for a moment. "Tomoeda, please," she finally informed the rider with her strange Japanese accent. * * * * * * * * * At Tomoeda Elementary School, a long ringing sound echoed thoughout the school. Students began to leave their classrooms. The favorite topic about which they chattered now was summer vacation, which was coming up soon. "Tomoyo-chan, where are you going to go this summer?" Sakura asked while putting her stationery into her school bag. Tomoyo, who was waiting for her dear friend, said, "I still don't have any plan. What about you, Sakura-chan?" "Father's doing a research project; he is very busy. It might take all this summer vacation, I guess." Sakura replied, and turned to Shaolan who was behind her, and was draping his school bag over his shoulder. "What about you Li-kun?" "U-Um?... I-I don't have any plan either," he blushed as he was facing Sakura. Tomoyo only smiled at the situation as she usually did. After saying goodbye to their friends in class, the kids started to walk out of their classroom together. Tomoyo stood near Shaolan and whispered to him, "That is a good change for you to confess to Sakura-chan, ne?" Tomoyo walked away from he quickly to the waiting Sakura who was looking at them. Sakura's eyes now focused on Shaolan's red face. "Li-kun, do you have a fever? Your face is so red," she asked, staring at him, concerned for him. "N-No, I'm fine," Shaolan shatteringly replied. Seeing Sakura's beautiful warm emerald eyes looking at him made his heart start to feed red blood to his face faster. When Sakura saw his face grow redder, she paid her concern for him more; Shaolan blushed even more. Tomoyo thought, and could not help but smile at the lovely scene in front of her. The three kids were walking together, passing out of the school gate, when they were caught and stopped by a female's voice calling the name of the boy. "Shaolan!" The elder lady called out a little louder than the previous one. She waved her right hand, trying to call their attention. A few students looked at the beautiful elder who wore the red Chinese style shirt with the long blue skirt and carried a pink round seem-to-be-a-fish- shape balloon, which was floating in front of her. Three kids whirled to the voice's direction. She smiled, walking straight to the youngsters. Shaolan's eyes widened in surprise. "Fuutie-oneesan!?" Shaolan was surprised by untold arrival of his sister. "Why you are here?" the boy asked, staring up while his sister approached them. Sakura and Tomoyo too, were surprised with the sudden unexpected event that had visited the boy. "To do business," she replied to the question, and light-heartedly shrugged. "When did you come here?" he asked while the two little girls were listening the conversation, a little confused. "Just for an hour," the young woman began, "I go to your apartment but you're not there, I guess you are here. So I put my baggage in and come to find you." "How did you know the way?" Shaolan was confused. He did not notice the round pink balloon, which was drifting at the right in front of the elder. Fuutie pointed at the round pink balloon, "Shiki-chan help me to find your trace." "Shiki-chan?" Shaolan blinked twice, looked at the balloon. "Aw!" Then he slapped his hand on his forehead. He started to lecture again, but this time mostly whispered to Fuutie, and a tiny frown was between his eyebrows. "How many times havea I told you don't use the magic creature 'Shiki' in public like this?!" "Don't be so serious brother, everyone will think Shiki-chan is just a lovely balloon, see? No one suspects my Shiki-chan." She smirked. At last Shaolan gave up and sighed. He never won any augment with his four older sisters even once. Even though he always had a good reason, he could never talk fast enough when he was talking with his four sisters. Fuutie looked at the two little girls behind her little brother, "But why don't you introduce your cute friends there?" "Hm?" Shaolan looked up; he turned to Sakura and Tomoyo. He spread out his right hand to his sister to introduce her to the girls. "This is Li Fuutie, my eldest sister," The lady smiled at the girls as Shaolan continued, "This is Daidouji Tomoyo and ..Kinomoto Sakura." Tomoyo could clearly perceive that Shaolan was blushing while he was introducing Sakura, and she smiled. Fuutie bowed in the traditional Japanese greeting gesture to the girls. "Li Fuutie, nice to meet you." Shiki-chan mimicked her, and greeted the girls too. "Kinomoto Sakura." "Daidouji Tomoyo." "Nice to meet you too," two girls said in unison, made a greeting bow back at the young woman. Fuutie bent down to the girls, looked at Sakura and asked, "Oh! You're the master of the Clow cards that Shaolan always writes about in the letters, right?" Sakura reluctantly nodded, "Y-Yes." Actually this was a secret, but since the woman was Shaolan's sister, it wasn't necessary to keep the true story a secret from her. "So, you're Sakura-chan's friend who always recorded videotapes, right?" The young lady turned to the other girl. Tomoyo nodded, "Yes," she replied and smiled gently. "Wow! I want to see when Sakura-chan catch the cards too. I want to know how cute she is when she catch the card!" Fuutie exclaimed in a clearly excited voice. Tomoyo's smile became bigger, and she said, "If you want to, I will give the copies to you tomorrow." "Really?? Thank you, Tomoyo-chan!" Fuutie twinkled at the girls cheerfully as Tomoyo smiled back. "What cute friends you have Shaolan!" Her little brother blushed in response. "Okay," elder lightly clapped her hands, regained the kids' attention, and turned her face to the girls. "For a good day like this, do you all want to eat some ice cream with me? I'll pay for you all. But you have to guide me because I don't know where an ice cream shop is." Fuutie smiled brightly to two girls, who giggled. "Yes," the girls replied. "Let's go," Fuutie cheerfully said. They walked along the side of street; Tomoyo by Fuutie's one side and Shiki-chan on the other, guided the foreigner. Sakura and Shaolan walked behind them. "Your sister is so beautiful," Sakura whispered, "You're so lucky Li-kun," She turned to smile at the boy. Her cute smile drove Shaolan to blush, and his brain took a quick holiday. "U-um," was all he could say, and nodded once. Fuutie peeked over her shoulder at two kids behind her, her lip curved up and she quickly turned back when the group arrived at a shop. The group entered the ice cream shop, of which the windows were decorated with various colors of flowers and ribbons with the sweet smell of ice creams in the shop. Customers sat in almost all the seats that the shop provided. The customers' faces showed that they were enjoying the sweet mood of the shop and the taste of ice cream they were eating. The newcomers sat down on a bench. Fuutie and Shaolan on one side, Sakura and Tomoyo sat on the opposite side. Without waiting to be called, a waiter brought menus to them. The fours looked at the menus. While the four customers had not made any order yet, the waiter stared up at the round pink balloon, which was drifting still in wonder. The waiter's eyes opened wide when the round pink balloon smiled back, and moreover bowed as if it was greeting him. If it was an ordinary animal, the waiter might have smiled and admired that it was so clever. Since it was a balloon in the waiter's eyes, that was a problem. Seeing the waiter's reaction to the magic creature, Shaolan rapidly ordered to steal away the waiter's attention from the magic creature, and the three ladies ordered after him. After finishing taking all the orders, the waiter quickly observed Shiki-chan once again before he left the customers. Shaolan turned to his eldest sister, "Fuutie-oneesan, why are you still letting Shiki drift like this?" he asked, keeping his voice soft. "Why not? Who'll know? Besides, Shiki-chan also wanted to come to Japan but had to hide in my baggage all the time while we were on the airplane. Why not let Shiki-chan have a joyful trip in Japan? ne Shiki-chan?" Fuutie turned to Shiki-chan for support to her comments. Shiki-chan nodded slightly and wheeled to Shaolan staring, a glimmer in its eyes, at him like a poor puppy dog begging for his sympathy. "Okay," Shaolan sighed in failure. Sakura and Tomoyo could not help but giggle at the cute siblings; the eldest sister absolutely loved to tease her little brother. But one thing rushed into the boy's brain when he heard the word 'baggage'. "Fuutie-oneesan, did you tell me you put your baggage in my room, in my apartment before you found me?" Shaolan asked. Fuutie turned to Shaolan. "Yes, why?" "So how can you put your baggage in my room since you don't have the key? I didn't lock the door?" The boy was confused, and the girls also started to think of that question. "Yes, you already locked it," she shrugged. "Then how?" Now the three kids were really confused. "I used my needle and tried some tricks but it didn't open so I used some strength, kicked it and it easily opened . Nothing to worry about." Fuutie told as matter of fact, "Thanks for your concern, little brother." She smiled sweetly at Shaolan. Big sweat drops appeared on the three kids' head, and they were speechless for a minute. Shaolan stood up and sighed, looking as if he had a headache. "All right, I'll call the apartment caretaker before she is shocked that you are a thief invading my room." Before Sakura or Tomoyo could say anything, he got up and went to look for a payphone. the two young girls thought. As Sakura prepared to stand up to follow Shaolan, her hand was caught by Fuutie who twinkled at her. "Let him, I want some girls' talk to you two." "Yes, Li-Fuu..Li-san," Sakura was perplexed at what to call her. Fuutie tittered as Sakura sat down, "Just Fuutie is enough." "Yes Fuutie-san," Sakura nodded, and smiled shyly. The elder lady smiled at the girls and turned to looked at Shaolan who was standing in a line with a few people in front of him that were waiting to use the phone in the shop too. "He's changed so much," Fuutie began. "Ho-e?" Sakura confused. Fuutie turned back to the girls, "I mean he's more cheerful, not so serious and reticent like before he came here." Her face changed to show a more serious expression, and made the girls' attention focus on her. She picked up her two hands, laced all her ten fingers and put them on the table, and took a deep breath. "Since our father died when he was young," she began. "Mother and we as his sisters worry so much about him, especially two things. One is he's the one who going to be the leader of our clan. Right now, mother's the leader but it's just temporary until he grows up enough. For that he must learn a lot of things and practice terribly hard. It's much more than a ten- year-old boy can take." Fuutie turned to look at Shaolan again. "Those small shoulders must carry all the hope and responsibility of our clan. He never has a chance to live or even act like other ordinary children his age. He'a completely aware what is bounding him, always uses all his effort in it, he doesn't even complain, and in addition he does things well. But I know, we all know, he feels lonely even he try to hide that feeling, doesn't want us to worry about him." Both Sakura and Tomoyo could tell that the way Fuutie looked at Shaolan was exactly the same as the way their family looked at them. It had Fuutie's love, concern, good wish, warmth unmasked on the Li sister's eye. Smiling arisen on two girls' face as they felt warmth reached them. Fuutie turned to smiling lightheartedly to the girls, "I glad that he seems to happier here," she bowed at two girls and Shiki-chan did so. "Thank you for take caring of him and be his friends," she said. Tomoyo smiled and bowed back, accepting the young woman's Thank while Sakura appeared to little startle before she bowed at the elder. Sakura did not think that she would received a formal thank from Fuutie like this. They did not say anything because the girls did not want to interrupt what Fuutie would talk next. Fuutie continued, "But another thing's so much important...." She paused, her face went darker. "What's that, Fuutie-san. If Li-kun has any problems, we'll help him because he also help me a lot besides he's our friend too, ne Tomoyo- chan." Sakura turned to Tomoyo who smiling and nodded to her in agree, then looked at Fuutie. "Yes, Fuutie-san," Tomoyo said. Fuutie gave two girls a thank smile, "Thank you very much, Sakura-chan, Tomoyo-chan." The girls smiled back to her. "So what do you worry about? Fuutie-san," Tomoyo asked. "We afraid that...Shaolan...will........" Fuutie paused again. Sakura and Tomoyo paid entire of their attention to the young woman. They suspected what was the young woman so much worry about, it might be a really big important problem, no matter what it was they would help their friend, they thought. "He will...." Fuutie hesitated to say the next motivated Sakura and Tomoyo incognizant bent forward slightly for listened what she was going to say. "Be a gay." Two girls almost slipped down to the floor for what Fuutie's clearly voice had finished. A huge sweat drops was on their each other head. Fuutie crossed her arms on her chest as she continued in serious expression. "He's only a son out of five sibling and only male in our family. I have ever watched from television and read from a book that in his case, he has the high probability to become a gay." "Um, that is a considerable problem for families today," Tomoyo added as she rested her chin on her thump and index fingers while another one crossed on her chest, the expressions of serious-think gesture. "Ho! I can't imagine what does he look if he dress like a girl," Fuutie's located her two hands on her cheeks, and shook her head slightly. Shiki- chan did too, the magic creature seemed to reflected all Fuutie gesture like a little baby. "Well, he already did, ne Sakura-chan," Tomoyo turned to Sakura who still confused and smiled, putting one hand in her school bag. "??" Was what Sakura returned "He did?!" Fuutie took aback. Tomoyo picked a photo from her school bag, and laid it in front of Fuutie pointing at the photo. "Here Fuutie-san," she said soft voice. Fuutie, Shiki-chan and Sakura leaned forward for took a clear look. That picture of Sakura wore the traditional European costume as if she was a prince. Shaolan, instead, wore a very long skirt, and long curl wig match with a crown on his head. Not only them, fairy Naoko, Shiharu, queen Rika, witch Yamazaki, all Sakura's class members on the picture. "That's the photo when we acted 'Sleeping Beauty' in School annuity day?" Sakura asked Tomoyo. The girl nodded, and smiled. "Wow! Cuteee, everyone's so cute" Fuutie exclaimed in wonder. "You too are so cute, Sakura-chan, I bet you're the prince, right?" she looked up at Sakura. "Y-Yes," Sakura's face became redden. "His role was Aurora Princess, Fuutie-san," Tomoyo informed. "No doubt, he'll make a very cute girl if he's a gay," Fuutie said amusingly caused the two girls giggling "Who's gay?" A new voice from behind startled Fuutie. Tomoyo speedily hid the picture. It was Shaolan came back after finished his business. "Nothing nothing. We're talking about you always take care of us specially Sakura-chan all the time." Distorted the truth Tomoyo said. "Ho-e?" Confused Sakura. "Yes, Tomoyo-chan's right," Fuutie confirmed. She smiled at Tomoyo as Tomoyo could get Fuutie's joke at the beginning. They got along together so nicely, though not sure for Sakura that she could get it or not. "U-Um," Shaolan blushed intensely, not bothered to question anything further. He sat down on his seat. Fuutie glanced at Sakura then her little brother and grinned. "What about your room?" Tomoyo asked him. "The caretaker is shocked, she really thinks that a thief invades my room. When I called her she was about to call policeman, but good luck not thing to be damage." "As I told you don't worry anything," Fuutie said evenly, then looked at the waiter who approached the bench they were sitting and served ice creams they had ordered. The curious waiter gazing at Shiki-chan again. Good thing that Shiki-chan did not cycled to look back because it was interesting in ice cream its master ordered, so that effected Shiki-chan was looked like an ordinary balloon, which drifting motionless. Finally the waiter ended the observation. It might be partially blind, the waiter reasoned, and therefore the waiter turned to leave the customers. After they finished to eat, they said good bye to each another and made their way back home * * * * * * * * * Fuutie and Shaolan walked along the street side and arrived to apartment where Shaolan lived. Shaolan stopped in the apartment caretaker's room for a minute, and said something about sorry for complicated things his sister had did and introduced Fuutie to the caretaker. This time Shaolan command Shiki-chan that it had to pretend to be a balloon as it did so. After finished they left the caretaker's room , they walked to Shaolan's room. The boy wondered the door of his main room was not damaged as much as he though. It just only a door bolt that seemed to be obviously damaged, but all still could be used, at least until he bought a new one tomorrow. Even it was not a right tactfulness to appreciate what his sister did, but it was proven that his sister was great in estimating of power she had been used in her kick to create least damage as much as possible. "Fuutie-oneesan, which room does you want to sleep? I'll set it," Shaolan asked. "Oh, thanks brother, you haven't to do it cause I already did it." Fuutie said in gratitude. "You did? Which room?" Shaolan astonished his voice a bit louder. "There," Fuutie nodded and point at a room beside his bedroom. "I want to take a bath before dinner time," she informed him. Then she walked to her room picked a towel and entered bathroom left Shiki-chan outside as it settled down itself on the counter bar, which was in main part of Shaolan room. Shaolan went to the room that now was sister bedroom, for checking what would be needed more and his sister might forgot. The room was already set completely as his sister said. A bed, bed cloth, pillows, all her outfits were put in a wardrobe in the room. Everything was more than ready for Fuutie to stay or sleep in. Shaolan though before left the room. An hour later Fuutie went out form bathroom, wearing her pajamas. Shaolan was preparing stuffs for dinner; and Shiki-chan was beside him. They looked like Kero-chan was drifting beside Sakura when she was cooking. The young woman walked peered over one of her little brother's shoulder to see what he was doing. "What are you cooking?" Curious Fuutie asked. "Ramen," he replied as he almost finished cooking only boiled noodles in soup dinner would be ready to eat. "Do you want to eat now?" "Yes, your Ramen is very delicious, I'll set the table," joyful Fuutie and Shiki-chan started to set table.....actually Shiki-chan just drifting on its master's side, gazing its master set dinning table. Shaolan carried a tray of Ramen out off kitchen and walked to the table near to reach the table. "Tomoyo-chan and especially SAKURA-chan is very cute, ne Shaolan," Fuutie spoke out loud, half playfully and stressed her voice on Sakura's name. He slipped with the tray in his hand immediately when he hard what Fuutie had said, however not lost his balance to allow the boiling water boiled himself. He quickly placed the tray on the table, his face was red. When she saw the little boy flushed she grinned evilly and said, "I know your class performed 'Sleeping Beauty' and YOU WAS AURORA princess, right?" "Wha--" "And SAKUR-chan was THE PRINCE, right?" "How--" "By the story prince has to KISS princess to wake her up, right?" "O--." "I wonder did prince SAKURA gave a REAL KISSED to Princess SHAOLAN?" "Onee--" Fuutie enjoyed, she not to let him a chance to protest her. "Do you like Sakura-chan?" She paused and bent down face on boy's eye level, grinning wickedly, "or.." She looked up like she thought the exactly word which named the feeling, which much more than the word 'like' "LOVE?" She finished. Shaolan blushed even deeper, now his face was the same color of tomato sauce that located at the center of dinning table. "Have you told Sakura-chan that YOU LOVE HER?" Fuutie stopped, waiting for answer but the answer her little brother gave her was silence and blushed furiously, even deepen. She grinned, all things was easy to obvious and understood. "I guess you haven't told her YOU LOVE HER." She stressed an over stressed every word that enforced boy's heart danced faster, and she succeeded as his face turned red much enough to make not-really-knew- what-was-going-on Shiki-chan startled. Fuutie enjoyed the moment of terrible embarrassment of little brother for a while, the eldest sister never ever seen her little brother embarrassed till today and she knew that was meant her brother was falling in love with a girl. Sudden her face broke to darken incisively as the same whenever she though that what was bounding her little brother from ordinary happiness that everyone could get if that person had not to take whatever her little brother must take. This was not fun if considered of what she was going to tell him Again Fuutie tried to control her face. "Shaolan," Fuutie called him as he lifted his red face looked at her. Shaolan looked at the face of the woman who teller than he. He saw Fuutie's facial expression changed, to the warm smiled to him like his mother always did. The young woman knelt down in front of the little youngster, looked deep in his eyes as concerned on her face, took a deep breath. "Shaolan," she began, "All Clow cards was collected, right?" She said every word softly but totally clear, her face was serious still. He hesitantly nodded lightly, staring still on the face in front of him. "The judgement from Yue was done, changing of Clow cards was completed, Clow Reed's reincarnation, what was his purposes and he achieved it, right?" He nodded again. "Do you remember your real purpose when you came here was?" Her face was delicate like Chinese goddess soft, warm, gentle. She tried her best to do it Chill dashed and stubbed through his backbone like he knew what was Fuutie going to tell him. He could do nothing but wryly nodded and tried to utter his voice from his dry throat. He gulped and looked down on the floor his heart beat faster. "...S-Seal Clow card to prevent the d-disaster," he replied but his voice like whisper than talking. Red color of life, of embarrassment, which was on his face minute ago, was all vanished, his face pale. His hands were clenched to be fists. "All things was done, no any diastase happen, Shaolan, our real purpose have been done. You did the excellence job. For the duty, you must stay in Japan for a year. We're so proud of you." Fuutie gentle patted his head lovingly, starring in his eyes. "I know you miss home as we do. Especially mother, she really think of you so she quickly sent me here for takes you back, to our home, Shaolan." Every word was clear, it was clear enough to cause he gasped for taking an oxygen because he felt was difficult to breath. He gasped because he heard something he did not want to. Not like he did not miss his family, he missed his mother, all his four elder sisters. When he saw Fuutie was here in Japan, he was so glad even that he did not show his emotion out. But he did not want to leave Japan because someone bounded his heart However since he was 'Li Shaolan' who was bounded by all of the responsibility and hope of his clan. He must learn a lot of thing and practiced so terrible heard, as the matter of Fuutie's every word nothing less than that in ordered to be the leader of clan. Shaolan's brain was blanked, he did not want to think, but it dashed in. He knew, always knew what his sister told him would happen but it still....hurt. Hurt because of he was bounded by family responsibility as he was 'Li', not his family. For Fuutie, she knew lie or pretending, refused the truth would not help, It would much hurt if he knew at ending. Her naive little brother hurt, she knew went away from his friends, ......from Sakura-chan, it was hurt. He bound with Japan more than she thought. Saw little boy was standing still, glancing on the floor, two fists lightly shook. She felt more than terrible pity to him. Her dear ten years old brother was hurt by her words. She felt herself not less than demon in making the boy hurt. Fuutie leaned forward and used her two hands hugged him, consoling her little brother was all she could does now. Shaolan did not resisted but he not hugged back. "When we'll go?" Evenly tone in boy's voice asked. "One week from now," Fuutie said clammily. "Um," he accepted. Shaolan gentle pulled his sister out released himself. Eldest sister could see her little brother. He was crying but did not had any noise of sniffling or sobbing, had no tear on his face, no emotion. His face just blanked that was the way he cried. Lament? Frustration? Or glad for coming home? She did not know but she could realize that he......shocked. Her eyes traveled along the boy as he walked toward his bedroom. "Where did you go?" Fuutie asked worrying. "I want some rest," his voice nearly whispered. "S-Shaolan," Fuutie paused, thought about she must talk something but what. "Wha-What about dinner?" Asked Fuutie, She rebuked herself. "I'm not hungry, goodnight Fuutie-oneesan," the last sentence was out as Shaolan closed the door of his bedroom faintly. Fuutie took a breath, She looked at Shaolan through the door of his bedroom, her eyes was sad. * * * * * * * * * In bedroom, Shaolan lied on his bed, awaking still. He did not turn on the light in his bedroom, onlystaring out to through window in his room, staring at stars that were twinkling to esteeming their starlight against the moon and the sky in the night. He did not think anything just staring. For Shaolan, he was....shocking by the new hit him like a thunderbolt. He was tied by two bounds that he considered worthily than himself, but he already made his decision. Decision that he had no other choice to choose. The decision would be what he recognized of it for a long time. The decision that was honors and pride of the family. Even that decision was scrambling his friend from him. He knew all his classmate in school was good person and be his friends. Not like Hong Kong that just respected him, almost feared of him because of his family's reputation. All of them put him on alter above their heads, that was so.............lonely. Even that decision was scrambling his heart from him tore him from his first love. But how he could let any selfish of his own happiness enclosed his mind? His mother, his family thought of him, everyone was waiting for him to go back. He must do that decision because he was born as Li's members but his life he got was not his life. One thing that he thought it was good now was he did not confessed his feeling to Sakura yet. If he did, it might hurt even more than now. -------------E N D--------------- (06/04/2000) To Be Continue Next ------------------------------------ Bubbling with Mee-na about the story: Hello! All dear reader, as I must said this is my first CCS fiction & first fiction that I succeed to send it to home page. ^-^ So it might not good as others but I will try to improve myself, as CLAMP's thick fan I swear next will coming in few mouth, in case that is so late & I have an exam. (your comment & complementary will help me a lot, ) For the story, well, I think I want this fiction to be one short but it long than I thought and I don't think it will be somewhat almost dark like this. What about you? What do you think with this? Let me know, don't be shy, your comment is very important for my life, even your want some chat with me about his story also very important with me than you think, you know. Hardest things of thins part?? Um..How Fuutie will tell Shaolan and What Shaolan reacted, were hardest. I used almost 6-7hours for changed and considered it and changed back and considered it. What you have read is somehow darker than another one. Anyway, Your chitchat with this story, your comment, etc are very welcome and very important to my life >_< Pleaseeee, at least if you pity me enough Contract me directly at my home here : meen@asiaaccess.net.th or mee-na@SoftHome.net Contract me almost directly at my home here: meena_hello@thaimail.com Well, thank for read my fiction and my blabbering ^_^ Till next time take good care of yourself God Bless You Mee-na