p2moon

'I'm done
         because I drive others away
I'm alone
         because I'm disgusting'

things just seem to follow people through their lives.

'...and I watch him fumbling through his dark room and I love him and there's nothing I can do...'

always did give up too easily.

i wrote the perfect little piece for anyone struggling with love. i wrote it for him, but it has come in very handy since.

'when you truly love someone
you should push them away.
not just push them away,
but play little games of
push and pull and tear thear heart apart.
never tell them how you really feel,
deny your true feelings.
pay close attention to what others think.
let the opinions of judgmental,
and cruel people keep you from
your true love.
wait until it's too late
to go to them, to tell them.
ignore them, never touch them.
never let them see you cry.
don't love them or let them love you.
not ever, not at all.

it always works. absolutely. no turning back.

Helena.'...I am your spaniel; and Demetrius,
               The more you beat me, I will fawn on you.
               Use me but as your spaniel -spurn me, strike me,
               Neglect me, lose me; only give me leave
               (Unworthy as I am) to follow you.
               What worser place can I beg in your love
               (And yet a place of high respect with me)
               Than to be used as you use your dog?'

and so i furthered my life on the other side...flip, flop.

Alice.'Cheshire Puss, would you tell me, please, which way I ought to walk from here?'
Cat. 'That depends a good deal on where you want to get to.'
Alice.'I don't much care where...'
Cat. 'Then it doesn't much matter which way you walk.'
Alice.'So long as I get somewhere.'
Cat. 'Oh, you're sure to do that if you only walk long enough.'

i decided i want to act

Alice.'What sort of people live about here?'
Cat. 'To the right lives a Hatter. To the left a March Hare. Visit either you like. They're both mad.'
Alice.'But I don't want to go among mad people.'...

Amy.'Sometimes people just need some time, to figure things out. You don't always get what you want, but things will work themselves out. Everything happens for a reason.'

always hated spouting cheesey morals on stage, especially when they were so hard to believe.

'Gravity cannot be held responsible for people falling in love.'

my new found moral for the vast time to follow.

'Kim, my dear, dear Kim...I must voice my regret for the length of time it took me to see you, to actually appreciate all that "you" entails; beauty, honesty, love, compassion, strength, and most of all the will to listen to yourself. you have given me, through your person, an idea of what purity is, and I am taken aback by its glorious colours...'

really...i am a blank wall onto which people seem to project whatever they please...