Been a long time since I have written, I know some of my fans were disappointed that I haven't been around. So much has happened since my last entry, where do I start?
I have moved away from Regina now. I am in Calgary, got here in March of this past spring. It all happened so very fast really. I was in the midst of looking for employment, as working at Brewsters for 12 hrs a week wasn't cutting the rent. So I just faxed off my resume to a company in Calgary and that night I had gotten a phone call!!! I was so impressed. It was a retirement home that I had applied for and they wanted ME!! So I had 48 hrs to get my stuff together and go down for an interview. I didn't know where I would start. Who would take me to Calgary. I didn't have much stuff to take there, but I still had no cash to do it. So I had to get on my knees and (no I wasn't on my knees in front of some stranger!!!) and grovelling to my parents to take me there. They had agreed.
They took me there on a tuesday, and I started working the next day. My dad dropped me off at the YWCA and left. Shit I was nervous. How the hell do I get to my job, I don't know anyone in Calgary, oh so many things were going through my mind, and never been so scared.
Eventually I have made my way to and from work everyday....Sad to say the least again life has thrown me alot of curve balls since that time. Lets see. I have moved 3 times, lost my job, sprained my ankle 3 times this past summer, oh and did I mention losing my job over my sprained ankle....moved in with a guy who was so confused about what he was doing and who he was doing it with, he forgot I was apart of it all somehow? Oh well, needless to say we are working things out.
So...here I am January, looking for a job, living with 2 guys, both wanks cause they can't clean up after themselves...wait...thats my job, cause I'm the one who hasn't paid the rent since september...DOH....yes I'm the house bitch and I love it.
Really Folks its all good, I'm happy where I am inspite of all the bad luck that has befallen me the last few months. Calgary has taken me for a very big loop, but I have managed. I have made a couple of good friends and am finding happiness. Oh...and as for Dan, we split up last year January, still good friends as always. Sometimes you just have to do whatcha gotta do. In the long run, I still love him alot and he'll always be a very big part of my life.
So....there, thats all I can say for now....I'll write again.
Later Folks
P. Smith
