Communication is so important to me. I realize that miscommunications are one of the biggest causes for fighting, pain, and everything else like that. Communication is as important to me as learning. This whole time I've been typing, everything I have wrote, has been an attempt to communicate. I don't care if we get along, I just want the communiation there so we can get the message across. We could be complete opposites but as long as we are able to communicate our differences, I am happy. If I'm in a relationship, if there is no communication, I feel empty, hurt, angry, betrayed, and everything else you can think of. It's a horrible feeling. It's not the need to have someone. I would be happy living in the woods with no other human contact. The need is to communicate with people if there is another person around. If you hear me say "I don't understand", I want to know what you are talking about, I want to know why, and etc. "I don't understand" is another way of me saying "Please explain. Please teach me." If there is no communication, I don't want to run away, I want to run towards them and get them to explain, to get them to communicate with me. The only way I will turn my back is if there's no communication and if the other person refuses to communicate. I'll do a lot to get someone to communicate. If someone can only communicate in verbal communication but I can only communicate through written communication, I will literally listen to them and then write my opinion. If they still don't understand, I will read them exactly what I wrote. Another way to look at it is they can't understand unless everything is verbal and I can understand through listening but I can't say what I want so I have to write it. They can't understand what I write so I writ ewhat I feel and then read it to them. Same goes for any other situation. Myself, I can't express my feelings verbally well, I have to write them or express physically what I feel. I can, however, understand others verbally and written...body language can go either way.
