| My Poetry |
| < -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------> |
| Abandonment This pain I've known so long should not be here at all. I always thought that you would hate to make me bawl. Your lack of will to keep me free from all this stress that comes with your regress, only leads me to believe you never care as much for me as i cared so much for you. The little things i thought I could not be without, you gave them up for good absent of any doubt. I did my best to please you. I swear to you I have. This is on my behalf: Having you meant everything. Giving up our past and future, never was a choice of mine. "Copyright" 2002 Adam Cooper |
| < -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------> |
| Unreality Reality is better when dreamt. I cant even tell which is which. In both i have no say at all, unable to do what I want. In each the other is unreal, who can tell which is real? Wake up? Fall asleep? Each is only temporary. Both can take forever. Both can seem so short. I wish I knew reality, I wish i had control. "Copyright" 2002 Adam Cooper |
| Shattered Innocence, Overcome In A Sense Hate and envy rolled in one. It's you that i cannot shun. You've taken all you wish to take. The thought of you I cannot break. Do you feel bigger at my expense? I don't need you for life to commence. That which doesn't kill me makes me stronger, and i cannot stand for this any longer. There are other who care for me. You can affect that to no degree. You needed me, I never needed you. Weakness under your facade was never new. You've always covered yourself in lies, but i saw through your petty guise. I haven't always felt contempt, but time has brought along lament. I just wanted you to know, the damage done is hard to sow. You'll never understand my pain, You're far too deep in false reign. "Copyright" 2001 Adam Cooper |