I Sit and Wonder


 
I sit and wonder
has it all been a lie
as I cry
and wonder why
you say you care
do I dare
believe in you
tell me is it true
can I believe in you?



As I sit with little to do, 
My mind is filled with thoughts of you. 
As I work hard throughout the day, 
I miss your smile that's miles away. 
As I lay down and try to sleep, 
It's memories of you I always keep. 
You must know this; my love so true, 
I spend all my time missing you. 



I Have No Control 
Over time I have no control,
each day is an image carefully stated,
it's up to my mind to store what's created.
Is this where reality comes into play, 
is it my illusion that gets in the way? 
do I really see life for what it truly may be, 
or is destiny playing with me? 
Have you ever been down this path of illusion, 
scattered with pain, pleasure, and confusion? 
Am I learning the lessens that were set forth 
before me?Or am I playing a game that only I can see? 
Confusion is now all that I know, 
for you see, 
I have no control 

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