| Obsessive Thoughts All this pain is building up inside until so much has been consumed by my weak bodice, I go insane and the Pain turns into Pure Pleasure. I have grown to enjoy what you give me and no longer do I cry... I long for more, I dream of it and I'm hungry for it... you know now what I Created inside. You think I'm insane so don't lie to someone so pathetic, because I am. Just leave me alone and hurt me and torment me because it just exilerates my self. feel me near you and breathing on your cold neck. you only hate me but that's just the begining; close my eyes as i cry and i see you and you can't see my pain. all I do is feel for you- can't you see it's not me, open up and tell me what you need |