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| For Jean I always thought I couldn't fit your picture I wasn't quite what you wanted me to be I just wanted for you to see Who I am is me I tried hard to make you happy But I was always in the middle I see my atemps didn't work But it was all done to be noticed Once I gave up It was easier clear to you How I was my own rising star Our idolism was unspoken And you were too Now that you are gone It's harder to survive The family has broken up And I am barely Alive My world has become my reality I face it everynight But I sleep all day I still visit my childhood I pretend I always had my own way |