| For Andy drew It was just another day Living as white trash in the trailer park One kid outside another on the way She's never made so many mistakes before Her husband has no patience anymore She's not his only one No job no money no car Life just wasn't fun for her Another fight was storming up in the kitchen Little boy comes in to play- he just wanted some affection Daddy slammed the door in his own sons face They had been there many times before The knife seemed like it held a better life than what she was living. Never touched nor dreamed of something so appealing. The sharp rigid teeth would grasp her wrist and take her away to a land that existed in a better way. As a child, never thought one day she could take the life of her and something so unfinished. Don't die on your self You never Cried for your self She sat in the floor draining her eyes out Her son walked in only to see her with a knife out One deep thrust and all would be over The little angel stepped up and took the blade from his mother's hand and said Don't die on yourself You never cried for yourself The two only had the hopes of a child of light and beauty to come and take them to another land. Whispering I knew you never wanted me to die. I'm just glad that little boy was there and made you try. Little boy I owe my life to you I grew up wanting to be just like you So strong and tried so hard Just so I could live my life Like you never did In your eyes I'm not just another kid There for you Just like you were there for me |