| #1 I can't breath and I can't sleep Lay me here and let me leave You don't want me So I can't stay Just tell me when this will all go away I promise, when this will end, I'll never let myself love again #2 You don't know the reasons She didn't want a treason It should have been finished The love had long ago vanished Still, there is that attraction You touch her and watch the reaction Your mind no longer does the thinking Your mouth and hands take over It's your human desire #3 Stretched out in tense She screams in silence All alone and scared She's lost all that love She tried to share Back and Forth He pushed and pulled her away He loves her-He loves her not His little lies were never caught Compliments and kisses are all gone And no one has actually won Her friends will always say You're Beautiful in everyway One day your prince will come Until then everyone else is gone No one to touch, no one to wish She's all alone and it's her destiny One day you'll find her, drowned in her own misery #4 I hate you I hate your eyes... so cold and empty I hate your laugh your smile and your voice I hate your touch I hate your grasp I hate your lies, I hate your honesty I hate it when such wonderful sorrow comes to reality why must I hate you #5 someone with so much hate in their life finally found a way to love to show emotion and cry to let go and not care before she had time to enjoy this wonderful thing what she found was gone and just a painful memory |
| #6 sand castles are crushed, and my bubble has been burst bells no longer ring in the church hell has crashed down upon my hands burning in the cold darkness surrounds us we are each alone look past it all it is time for you to wake up awaken fair angel, bare mercy you are better, and will win don't give it up dreams were meant to live on forgive my sins and cleanse me speak to me once more of how you will save our world you will conquer all change the human ways and make better never forget what you are, what you once were and have to become again don't force me to leave to walk out of such a wonderful life you have found this mirror it follows you and you respond everyone around watches and sees how you and your image are just alike forget those who cared so much and dedicated everything spent so much time wanting and dreaming loving but finally leaving #7 she's like a candle burning just for you goes so long, but finally melts away the flame was so strong, and lit your room so bright she just became too weak wanted so much for you to form her back give her a new wick a new grasp on you just as a friend but you will have nothing more than nothing and finally, she realized this is the end |
| A black rose is not a symbol of death. A black rose, or black candle, are given to rid negative energies. These poems are the last I've written for someone I've gone through a lot of emotional stress over. I titled this page "A single black rose" to show that I try not to hold everything against him. Not all of these are love poems or what ev you call them. Some are really just about a friendship I once had with him. |