forever
i have been dancing, trite, on the edge of self-hatred
                                                the broken-glass edge
                                                the shining-blade edge
and not once have i seen blood fall from my feet
not one drop descended

                                  until today,

when halfway through a pizzzicato climb to the climax of a day
my eyes drew down and drowned
             to see the crimson flooding fall below
that one misstep, and as i write, i tumble.

only now i wonder, does this make the battle lost?
                                 will this weakness underwhelm me?

                                 and...
                                 what is lurking, down below?
the tumble
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