| denial |
| lacking that which makes me whole and holding that which makes me lack makes for a situation in which i cannot remain my own; rather, i would twist and dialate into a characterization of fright does it show? i dare not speak lest i be discovered reality peering from behind heavy-lidded curtains few have seen fewer believed fewer still suspected only i know the truth please forgive my deception relieve me of pathetic cowardess shall i be discovered? |