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My angel
 Secret desires prayed upon my own private stars..
I held you again last night, my angel.. In my dreams...
They are always so sweet. Never a feeling of need, no longing, no livid sighs. I always find
security and passion in my dreams. I always awake with a smile...
The phone rings. There we are. You ask how I am? Things are fine. My heart skips a beat, a
smile comes over my face, a glow covers me at the sound of your voice.
I think I love you...
There's a knock at the door. It's you. I smile and my eyes light up. I don't dare look up at you..
The car ride back to your house is normally quite. Just simple conversation. Still I don't look up...
Sitting in my seat next to you, I shake. Trembles cover me from head to toe just because you are
close.
The car stops, "we're here", you say. I look over and smile, speechless...
Once in the house I say hi to all and carry on a simple conversation.
I sit upon the couch and you sit beside me. Still I smile, still I tremble.
Just like clock-work you look at me and say, "Come here my friend. I have something to show
you."
Off the wall or out of a book, a piece of your soul you share with me. Delicately drawn lines or
beautifully worded emotions flow over a canvass, paper or out of a notebook.
I think I love you...
We discuss your immaculate works. Thoroughly and completely. You move across your room and
sit on your bed. I walk toward you and step into your realm of emotion, passion and light.
Standing be for you, I think to myself, "Why did I come here?" Still trembling and I am twisted
into knots. I close my eyes as you softly place your hand on my chin and gently grazing my cheek, you tilt my head
down and I gasp. My eyes open and I find that I am looking you straight in yours...
The seconds seem to stand still. My heart stops beating, my trembles decay, passion grows
stronger, raging through my veins turning my thin cold blood into a rushing desire.
I quickly look away as if I am hiding something. A soft smile and I must look back. I think to
myself, "Am I worthy of loving you? Am I worthy of your love? Do you love me?"
My Angel, My Precious Angel...
Wings of white. Pure and Innocent...
Are you ok? Huh? Oh, I'm fine... sorry... I softly smile. Once again you smile back as I giggle...
Looking deep into your eyes I search for my answers. You lean forward and lips touch. Chills fall through me.
I want to tell you. I want you to know...
The moment passes and the night goes on. Perfect bliss is the world you give to me. I indulge
myself in the night's black dress as you accompany me in this world of heavenly darkness.
The dawn grows near now and our time grows short. Once again I find us departing. A hug
goodbye and I run to my window. Your tail lights are all I see...
Now to my bed I stroll. Pulling my sheets back and slowly slipping between my cold blankets. I lay
my head down on my pillow close my eyes and dream again...
I do love you.......
Secret desires prayed upon my own private stars...
I held you again last night, My Angel... In my dreams...
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How do I tell you how much I care for you??
How do I let you know??
Do we share the same feelings??
I just want know.
How do I tell you??
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my heart beats faster when i think of you
i want to be with you
be the one that you want
the one you come home to
yours
can i
will you let me
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his voice makes my heart beat faster
my thoughts go all fuzzy
does things to my body
his touch makes my heart beat faster
my thoughts go all fuzz
does things to my body
how can one person make me feel so much
all at once
make me want more then i have ever wanted be for
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I want you
I need you
to feel your touch
your kiss
to have you in side of me
filling me up
making me want you even more
bodies sweating entwined as one
moaning panting
wanting more and more never seem to be enough
just wanting to be together
fucking
making love
just together
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IF
You would touch
my flesh the way You touch my heart
the grip tight
yet tender and loving
swift and unyielding
my soul would be Yours
as well as my flesh and heart
my mind right there
feeling the touch
i know will follow
the desire to please so strong
yet fear of rejection walling between us
Will You bind me
will You mark me as Yours
and bring me to the cliffs edge
to fly for You
will You guide me
from the flight line down the runway
to the sky so high
i am Yours even if You do not know.
can i please be yours??
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Forget
Forget his name,
Forget his face,
Forget his kiss & warm embrace,
Forget his love that you once knew,
and remember now theres someone new.
Forget the fun that you once had,
Forget the fact that he once cared,
Forget the times you spent together
Forget the love that you once shared.
Forget him when they play your song,
Forget you cried the whole night long,
Forget how close you once were,
and remember now he's chosen her.
Forget you memorized the way he walked,
Forget the way he used to talk,
Forget the things he used to say,
and remember now he's gone away.
Forget the way he used to phone,
Forget the night you were alone,
Forget he was your whole wide world,
and remember now the other girl.
Forget his gentle teasing way,
Forget you saw him yesterday,
Forget the things he used to do,
and remember how, she loves him too.
Forget the thrill when he walks by,
Forget the times he's made you cry,
Forget the way he spoke your name,
and remember now that things have changed.
Forget the way he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget that you were once a fool,
and remember how he played it cool.
Forget the long talks you once had,
Forget him though it may be sad,
Forget you said that you would wait,
and remember now, his love is hate.
Forget the time that went so fast,
Forget his love that now is past,
Forget he said he'd leave you never,
and remember now, he's gone forever.
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