Heartbreak...
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If any of you are looking for a witty, clever dose of Ellen spunk,  I'm sorry, but I must advise you to pass on reading this entry.  I'm literally incapable of doing anything but crying today, so you'll have to understand.  I can't really go into detail right now, but today ranks up there in the top 5 worst days of my life. 

Are you all happy?  I mean...don't we all want to be happy?  Don't we make decisions in our lives that benefit us?  Doesn't everyone want real love and passion and genuine
happiness?  I've never been one to settle, and I hope I never will....but I can understand the need for stability.  But comparing that... a life of convenience...of ease... a life with someone you're not right for, but who happens to be there.... comparing that with taking the chance on someone who betters you as a person?  Someone who loves what you do, and laughs with you, and wants the utter best for you?  So it may be a risk, but wouldn't you take the risk for the chance at real happiness?  Am I the only one who sees this? 

I wish this for everyone --  I hope you're happy, but if you're not, I hope you have the guts and the nerve to try to be.  You don't have to settle.  Because if you do, you never know who you're giving up.
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