I can see that you�ve been crying
You can�t hide it with a lie
What�s the use in you denying
That what you have is wrong
I heard him promise you forever
But forever�s come and gone
Baby, he would say whatever
It takes to keep you blind
To the truth between the lines, oh�
I will love you more than that
I won�t say the words
Then take them back
Don�t give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that
Abyss
I have created my own abyss of misery,
I've drowned myself in pain,
I can't blame you for doing this to me because I am the only one to blame,
I'm causing others pains,
I'm slowly killing myself,
I want you to hold me &tell me I'm not wrong,
Yet I know I am,
I hate myself but I just can't let go,
I want to forget you &all the pain I've caused,
I want to move forward but I always fall,
I wish you would love me but I know you don't,
I wish I could forget everything I know,
Don't want this pain that I've caused,
I wish everything would be gone,
I wish I never met you I wish I was never born,
But a wish is only a wish, wanting never makes anything happen and this pain that is growing is spun by the spinner of all the webs of pain which is me,
I've caused this abyss &the pain will never go
Innocence Lost
Her heart was pure
Pain had not touched
Her smile, her carefree laugh
Eighteen and on her own
Ready to know life
She didn't mean to grow up so fast
Making friends in a new town
A cute young man
She didn't know his past
Her first drink
And after the events that night
Far from her last
A kiss
Then terror entered in
Her light shattered too fast
She screams
Someone please, she begged
He laughed
Her mind spun
Her reality forgotten
Pain knew her name at last
Someone saved her
Someone came
Just too late perhaps
Her soul tainted
Doubt and fear awakened
Gone was the smile, the laugh
Her heart hardened
The light went out
Innocence lost, he laughed
- Mystic Blue
I'm Falling In Love
Every time I see your face and I hear your voice,
It stirs up feelings inside that I've never felt before.
Was it the words you said that made me feel this way?
Maybe it was the touch of your hand,
and the smile on your face.
I think I'm falling in love with you.
Is this love that I'm feeling inside?
Is this love that is burning my heart,
And keeping me up at night.
Oh, Lord, I don't even know what to do.
I think I'm falling in love with you.
I always lose control when you're by my side.
You have become the light of my life.
I always enjoy the time I spend with you.
Because nothing makes me feel the way you do.
I think I'm falling in love with you.
- Unknown
I'll Never Be The One
I'll never be the one...
who lies next to you at night.
I'll never be the one...
you dance with and hold ever so tight.
I'll never be the one...
who wipes the tear from your cheek.
I'll never be the one...
that watches you as you sleep.
I'll never be the one...
that you plan the future with.
I'll never be the one...
that you greet with a kiss.
I'll never be the one...
you walk with in the rain.
I'll never be the one...
but, I'll love you just the same.
- Mystic Blue
My Favorite Quotes &Poems
"I can see that you�ve been crying
You can�t hide it with a lie
What�s the use in you denying
That what you have is wrong
I heard him promise you forever
But forever�s come and gone
Baby, he would say whatever
It takes to keep you blind
To the truth between the lines, oh�
I will love you more than that
I won�t say the words
Then take them back
Don�t give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that"
Abyss
I have created my own abyss of misery,
I've drowned myself in pain,
I can't blame you for doing this to me because I am the only one to blame,
I'm causing others pains,
I'm slowly killing myself,
I want you to hold me &tell me I'm not wrong,
Yet I know I am,
I hate myself but I just can't let go,
I want to forget you &all the pain I've caused,
I want to move forward but I always fall,
I wish you would love me but I know you don't,
I wish I could forget everything I know,
Don't want this pain that I've caused,
I wish everything would be gone,
I wish I never met you I wish I was never born,
But a wish is only a wish, wanting never makes anything happen and this pain that is growing is spun by the spinner of all the webs of pain which is me,
I've caused this abyss &the pain will never go
Innocence Lost
Her heart was pure
Pain had not touched
Her smile, her carefree laugh
Eighteen and on her own
Ready to know life
She didn't mean to grow up so fast
Making friends in a new town
A cute young man
She didn't know his past
Her first drink
And after the events that night
Far from her last
A kiss
Then terror entered in
Her light shattered too fast
She screams
Someone please, she begged
He laughed
Her mind spun
Her reality forgotten
Pain knew her name at last
Someone saved her
Someone came
Just too late perhaps
Her soul tainted
Doubt and fear awakened
Gone was the smile, the laugh
Her heart hardened
The light went out
Innocence lost, he laughed
- Mystic Blue
I'm Falling In Love
Every time I see your face and I hear your voice,
It stirs up feelings inside that I've never felt before.
Was it the words you said that made me feel this way?
Maybe it was the touch of your hand,
and the smile on your face.
I think I'm falling in love with you.
Is this love that I'm feeling inside?
Is this love that is burning my heart,
And keeping me up at night.
Oh, Lord, I don't even know what to do.
I think I'm falling in love with you.
I always lose control when you're by my side.
You have become the light of my life.
I always enjoy the time I spend with you.
Because nothing makes me feel the way you do.
I think I'm falling in love with you.
- Unknown
"Gazab kaa hai din, socho zaraa
ye dIvaanaapan, dekho zaraa
tum ho akele, ham bhii akele
mazaa aa rahaa hai, qasam se, qasam se
dekh lo, hamako kariib se
aaj ham mile hai.n nasiib se
ye pal phir kahaa.N
aur ye ma.njil phir kahaa.N, Gazab ...
kyaa kahuu.N, meraa jo haal hai
raat din, tumhaaraa khayaal hai
phir bhii, jaan-e-jaa.n
mai.n kahaa.N aur tum kahaa.N, Gazab "
Oayamat Se Qayamat Tak
"Love is . . . born with the pleasure of looking at each other, it is fed with the necessity of seeing each other, it is concluded with the impossibility of separation!"
- Unknown
I'll Never Be The One
I'll never be the one...
who lies next to you at night.
I'll never be the one...
you dance with and hold ever so tight.
I'll never be the one...
who wipes the tear from your cheek.
I'll never be the one...
that watches you as you sleep.
I'll never be the one...
that you plan the future with.
I'll never be the one...
that you greet with a kiss.
I'll never be the one...
you walk with in the rain.
I'll never be the one...
but, I'll love you just the same.
- Mystic Blue
True Beauty
Things aren't really as bad as they seem,
Listen to me, I'm your self-esteem.
You're not really ugly, and you're not overweight.
Think of your good points,
Your complextion is great!
You have a great sense of humor,
and are as smart as can be.
Who cares if you don't wear a perfect size three?
You are thoughtful and caring--
your actions will show
The heart full of love, that I already know.
Don't listen to those who throw insults your way.
Just smile and nod, and think of this day.
I'm saying it now, and I'll say it again.
How you look doesn't matter,
true beauty lies within!
- Leslie Drymon
Friendship or Love?
The nights are long.
The days so sad.
Not knowing what we lost,
Not knowing what I had.
I think of you for hours.
Your lips I just can't kiss.
You're the one I want.
You're the one I'd miss.
Although we talk of friendship,
I always think of love.
Hoping we could have more,
Not just a friendly shove.
You tell me of your problems.
I listen with open ears.
I'd like to tell you mine,
But I'll always have fears.
- unknown
Wishes of a Lover
As I look out at the majestic sea,
I know you and I were meant to be.
I only wish I could make you see
How much your love means to me.
I wish I could walk up to you
And speak the words that lovers do.
But now I sit here sad and blue
Wishing that I could be with you.
- Andr� Vridstoft
All I Can't Say
There's so much I can't say
when I look into your eyes.
I'm worried you'll reject me
and hurt my foolish pride.
Each day this love grows stronger,
but I could never let you know.
There's so much behind my smile
that I could never show.
I'd hold you for a lifetime,
if you would let me in.
I'd love you like no other,
but you don't understand.
Every time I see you
you are holding her.
The pain is like a knife
cutting deep into my soul.
So I'll dream of us together,
of just how it could be.
And all that you are
will remain a silent part of me.
- Erica Dione Barnard
Unforgotten Screams
Red and Blue lights flash
What did you just do?
Images of blood
And a small tennis shoe.
You went to the party
You had a blast
No more will you attend
This will be your last.
Try to imagine
The fear in her eyes,
Flashes of light
Just before she dies.
Twisted pieces of metal
A bicycle wheel or two
Today is her birthday
Like you even knew.
My drugs are my family
You would say with a grin
But she was your sister
She was your kin.
What were you thinking
When you saw her lying there?
Could you even see her
With your drunken, drugged up stare?
Now where are you going?
Do you know where you have been?
Her little smiling face
You will never see again.
But you will hear her screams
Her small voice as it cried
As the fear covered her face
Just before she died.
- Erin Van Den Brande
What You Don't Know
You think they don't hurt me,
Those words that you say.
But that's just how it looks,
I've learned to deal with the pain.
Though you don't know it,
It kills me inside.
When you say what you say,
I wish I could run and hide.
But I've learned to be strong,
And that's all you see.
Someone strong,
Not someone weak.
I can't let you know,
How I really feel.
How I cry at night,
When the pain is too real.
No matter what you do,
I'll still act the same.
I'll still act strong,
And I'll hide my pain.
- Sandie Kirkpatrick
True Love Never Goes Away
With all my love, with all my heart.
I wish that we would never part.
But as days pass, as time goes by,
I start to think and wonder why.
Why when our paths crossed there was a spark,
but now our love just seems out in the dark.
It was so joyous and seemed so right,
now it fills my mind with fright.
And with my mind so full of fear,
I wonder if our end is near.
And if it is I wish to say,
I will always love you in some sort of way.
And with that love that means so much,
it makes me wish I had you to clutch.
With you to clutch I could finally say.
I found my true love,
one that will never go away.
- Nick Burgmeier
My Say
Is it like fire?
Does it burn brite-white in the black ink of twilight?
Do you feel it pulse and flicker,
as your hands quake and shiver, to that which you desire more?
If so, Beware the object whom thy hold these feelings for.
For both the fire and the quake, in the little time gives them for their sake, burn out before truth awakes.
Hold thy heart above than the fire, let not desire fool you for love is higher
-Jacob Baez
Dear heavenly father full of grace,
Bless my boyfriends sexy face!
Bless his body I clinch,
Bless his tongue I love to French!
Bless his eyes that shine like stars,
Make him love me more then cars.
Bless his lips so soft &fine,
Keep them always close to mine.
Bless his hands so big &strong,
Try to keep them where they belong,
Please give me strength for you know why,
Believe me God he isn't shy!
Bless his eyes that like to roam,
Don't let him see what isn't shown.
Bless his body I'd love to marry,
Bless his child I'd love to carry,
And if he reads this poem of mine,
Bless his thoughts that cross his mind! Amen!
-Unknown
"I never thought I would lose my mind
that I could control this
Never thought that I'd be left behind
that i was stronger than you, baby
girl if only I knew what I've done
you know, so why don't you tell me
And I, wouldbring down the moon and the sun
To show how much I care
Don't wanna lose you now
Baby, I know we can win this
Don't wanna lose you now
No no, or ever again"
Looks like we made it
look how far we've come my baby
we mighta took the long way
we knew we'd get there someday
they said, "i'll bet they'll never make it"
but just look at us holding on
we're still together still going strong
(you're still the one)
you're still the one i run to
the one that i belong to
you're still the one i want for life
(You're still the one)
you're still the one that i love
the only one that i dream of
you're still the one i kiss goodnight
Your Neighborhood Jesus
by Nick Dillman
She stands sill as the land she treads upon,
Surveying her domain,
The land destined to be hers one day,
Eyes fixed yet unyielding
To the swift breeze that
Blows her hair in thin silk ribbons
Around her face.
Dark skin bathed in white light
With soft pink lips, just pinched, in silent pleasure
* * *
We, us mortals, such obedient disciples,
Sit in awe, watch in reverence of
This fleshed deity.
We are covered in shadows for
The light shines not for us,
But only for those who earn it.
* * *
But still she stands motionless,
Beneath her heavenly kingdom,
Queen sitting just below her king,
Focused on a point
Equidistant between herself and God.