It is raining,
raining inside my head,
I won't be able to breathe much longer,
I am running out of land,
I cannot run anymore,
time to deal with my pain,
I saw you look at me,
and a single ray came forth,
I stayed alive a day longer,
waiting to catch the ray again,
this time I saw you smile,
my world turned upside down,
everything started to dry up,
and plants sprouted everywhere,
and when we started talking,
I swear I felt alive inside,
but it might have been those butterflies,
flapping their little wings inside,
I don't wanna ever see you cry,
those little butterflies,
inside,
would die,
and the plants would fade away,
my sunshine would be covered by clouds,
and everything would return,
the rain would start,
killing me slowly,
I start drowning from the tears,
sprouting from your eyes,
please,
please never let it happen,
when I see you crying,
I really do die inside.
I cannot love any more,
you took my heart,
and hid it in the depths of where ever you hide,
where ever you hide from your pain,
that you cause for yourself,
I want it back,
but in the back of my mind,
i know ts gone,
gone for good,
never to be seen again,
I hate to be alone,
but I am destined to drown in a sea of my blood,
you cannot save me now,
it is too late,
I am dead.
I'm sorry for making you mad,
i'm also sorry for making you feel bad,
but how do you think I feel,
when you tell me nothing of how you feel,
and you leave me there to wonder,
I can always tell when something is wrong,
your friends can as well,
so I ask them what they know,
do you know how it feels,
when you heart is ripped from your chest?,
I do,
I found out how you felt,
you said you loved me,
you said you cared,
but you are a snake,
always sliding around what is the truth,
You lied,
now reconsider who is the bad lover.
I dreamt of true love,
I didn't believe,
I beleive now,
I met you at a party,
I was invited by a friend,
I made a move,
and you gave in,
it was all fun and games,
until that one day,
where the boundaries changed with a single phrase,
you said you loved me,
it hit me real deep,
I changed my way of being,
to make you happy around me,
I went against who I was,
Then out of the blue,
the words I love you changed,
we went our seperate ways,
I am so sorry I hurt you,
but damnit what about me,
I really started to love,
I got lost within you,
You left me there without a light,
I am still standing here wondering,
what the hell went wrong,
I have changed now,
I cannot love,
for now I have no heart,
you took it from me,
I hate you.
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