| I try and try again. Nothing comes up like it should. Everything goes with the rain. For more than i try. For every drop of my blood i shed. For every heart-breaking tear. Everything goes away. |
| POETRY 5 |
| Sometimes i wish i could shut off. Stop listening to this whole world. Stop living in missery land. Stop the pain and insanity. Take a breath of fresh air. Relas and let the pain melt away. Dreams dreams that never come true. Little insanity that will get you. |
| I pray but no one answers. I cry but no one hears. I hurt but no one cares. I die but no one sees. I love but no one knows. I try but no one understands. I am they judge. |
| Why do you put words in my mouth? Why don't you take time to see i love you? Why don't you try to understand? Why can you do that and i can't? Questions questions. But you go away instead of answering. |
| Kisses and tears. Love and pain. Caressing and biting. Pleasure with pain. That's what we are. That's what we choose. That's our life. Those are our thoughts. |
| Minute by minute my life goes away. Oh my god. Oh my gods. Stop the pain, that is my prayer. Stop the tears, that's what i beg. Sometimes i wonder if anyone's there. Sometimes i wonder if anyone cares. |
| Kill me again. Just one more time. Grab that knife we call love and sink it in my heart. Kill me again and drink my life away. Just kill me and stop the pain. Stop the tears stop the blood. Talk to cupid and tell him to sink his arrow deep in my heart. After all love is your friend. Take love and sink it deep inside. Kill me again so i can feel alive. |
| You're gone. All is calm. Though inside me there is a storm. Mixed feelings wishing life hadn't passed by you so quickly. I can still see your pail smile. I can still see the tears in your eyes and the life flowing through your veins. But not anymore. All that is gonne. Life forgot to kiss your lips again. I forgot to say goodbye. |
| Changes and changes. The world goes around keeps moving and forgets. Will you forget too? Forget about those smiles and kisses as sweet as honey dew? We will wait and see what time does to your mind. See if it twists it like it twisted mine. |
| Take it slowly. Don't break it, be careful. My heart is still precious. |
| Slowly and deeply. Make it hurt a bit. Make it feel good. Make me want more. Give yourself away. Give yourself once more. |
| I wont kneel. No i won't give away my pride. Life wont break me down. Love won't destroy me. You won't destroy me. I am stronger than the little girl you met years ago. I will comfront you. I wont take it. I am better than you ever thought i was. I am more than your lies said. Yes i am worth it. |
| Smile through the tears. Yes a lie with sweet eyes. A lie that was discovered. A lie that broke your heart but not your life. |
| Throughout all the pain. The lies. Broken hearts and tears. Shatered dreams and goodbyes. I am still alive. |