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| I want to run away. I want to hide in the darkness. Don't want to shed more tears. Don't want more pain. Don't want to trust. I am afraid to see my own reflection shater down into pieces after you leave. I can't trust you like i did before. You ask for my love but all you feel is lust. So this time my dear i'll just have to say no. |
| Lets play tonight. Lets bleed toghether. Lets run away and burn down the sky. Make love to me my sweet angel.. Don't let go. Don't be afraid . Just hold me tight and fly with me. Let me drink from you as you drink from me. I want your taste your scent your touch. Give me what i want and i'll give you all. |
| How can i take this? How can i stand one more day being in this wicked web? I am ready to explode. So empty inside since you broke my world. You took everything i was and broke it into pieces. You burned my soul. You are a beast. Breaking into my body mind and soul. Destroying every little inch of peace i had. Killing me and all i was. |
| I want to feel you. I long for you. But yet i turn around and you're not there. No one to hold me tight. No one to kiss me in the night. No one to tell me everything is alright. No one to dry these tears from my eyes. I feel so empty and at times so full. I need to see you. I need to hold you. I need to have you. I need you. |
| Stop this pain. Stop this tears. Stop this rage. Stop this life too? |
| I am sorry oh so sorry. Never meant to cause you so much pain. Never meant to love you so deeply. Why do i keep falling in this games? I want you but can't have you. Round and round the world upside down. I am sorry so so sorry. I love you. |
| Everything has its beauty. Everything has its darkness. Everything has its truth. Are you willing to see it? |
| Taste your lips. Taste your flesh. Take and take. Give and give. Untill there's no me and you just us. |
| I am too tired to fight. I am too tired to keep on with this. Too tired to hear you scream. Too tired to care. Accept me or stop it. Love me or hate me. Everything or nothing. You choose now. Because i am too tired to keep on fighting. |
| Sweet loneliness. Dark abyss of your mind. I am so used to this darkness light would hurt my eyes. Child of light. Child of darkness. No just myself. Your close friend. Pain. |
| Death at midnight? No not death. That would just take you away your hell. Yes i'll have my sweet revenge. When all doors are closed. When only the devil can be your friend. The devil wont come out to play. Surprise surprise my backstaber friend. You tried to trick the devil. But you tricked yourself. |
| Through the shadows i roam. In the night i dance. With a smile on my face. But tears in my eyes. I am lost in this world. I fell from heaven. I fell from grace. There are a thousand and one stories about me. You gave me a name. You blamed me for what you are. You chose this infortunate angel as an expiatory goat. Don't blame me for what you hate. Don't blame me for what you made. You had your choice but i had none. |
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