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| Do you love? Do you hate? Within so much anger. Within so much pain. I am alone. We are alone. That's our fate. That's our cross. |
| You think you know me but you know me not. You think you can see through me when you can't see past your mind. I am a maze yet you think i am so simple. But all you can see is a mask. A parody of what you want. You'll never feel you'll never see you'll never touch the real me. |
| What did i do to deserve this? God why do you punish me like this? Gods goddesses. All the same right now. All the same anyway. What did i do to deserve so many tears? Do i need to cry blood for you to see how much it hurts? |
| Give me your love. Give me your pleasure. Give me your pain. Give me your hate. I want it all. I want to consume you. Drink your blood to the last drop. Take a taste of your tears. Give me a taste of yourself. Then give me more. I want your body. I want your soul. |
| Ripped innocense. Soul torn appart. But still there you stand. Smiling like always. No one will know the pain in your soul. No one will know about those endless nights of diamond tears and soft sighs. No one will know how you've been burned and torn appart. You're still the princess of the fairytale waiting for her prince charming. They wont know how the darkness came and took away your dreams. How that beast of sweet words and endless faces still hunts you in your dreams. But you know you have changed. You know your life will never be the same. Standing tall smiling proud but inside of you the world keeps crumbling down. |
| I am dead inside. Yet im burning alive. I am nothing. I am everything. I am your sweetest dream and your worst nightmare. You love me and you hate me. I am yourself. |
| Tired of the lonely nights. Tired of all the tears. Tired of backstabs Tired of all this life. |
| When will i rest? When will all this finally end? |
| How can you judge what you don't understand? How can you laught at what you can't see? You say you're so holly but you're so full of sin. I face it embrace it. I am a sinner yet need no forgivness. Because unlike you i am free. Unlike you i love not hate. I need no church or stone temple. For i am my own temple and i accept the beast the lover the angel within me. |
| World crumbling down ever so slow. While i'm trapped again between this four walls trying not to let my heart turn into stone. So hard to breathe, so sad to live. And yet the show must go on, even when all i want is to lay down and rest. Even when all i need is a kiss from your lips. But you're not here and i feel so cold. Oh my love come take me away soon. Come clean all my wounds. I am waiting just for you. |
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