past

It isn't over

My heart still bleeding endless rivers of pain. Flowing into the sea of lost souls. It isn't over, at least not for me. I'm still dying bit by bit. It isn't over my heart still hurts. My soul was almost destroyed. With my hope in one hand and my dreams in the other i see life. I'm covered with my own pain and i have nowhere to run. It isn't over, i'm still burning. I know i'm agonising. It isn't over, not even in my dreams. How long will i be able to take this? I'm going crazy and my death is near. I look so strong, all so fake. I live day by day in a masquearade.I've got the poison of love flowing through my veins. I've fought too many wars inside myself. But i know you don't really care. I'm between the sword and the wall without the heart you stole from me. It isn't over. How long will it be before i break down? It isn't over and you know it. What else can i do? I can't stop loving you. It isn't over yet. There are still too many monsters in my world. We both know it isn't over and it will never be.

Love really bites

Love really bites all through the night. You will like its attack. Dying dying slowly dying. You are poisoned. One small tear rolling down your cheeck doesn't reveal all the pain you have inside. Love really bites, can you feel the pain? Don't be tricked rain wont wash it away. It arrives when you least expect it. It is so sweet and cuts so deep. There is no way you wont like the pain. You may loose it but you wont forget it. It'll suck your energy all the way. Love really bites, it owns your soul. Don't try to fight you wont get free. You feel sick, well you are dying. Guess what? You've been attacked. When you feel all your tears are dry you'll find more than you can take. Love really bites you'll learn about that. Light and darkness mixed into one. Do you feel the fire growing inside? Little by little burning you whole. Hurts you so much but you want more. Like it so much you wont let it go. A smile hiding all the pain. Faceless strangers that wont understand. Eyes close and heart opens. That is when love really bites.