| Have you ever felt this what could I call it? Feeling. It is difficult to describe it is just something inside you, within you, aching to come out. You want to scream, you want to feel, to live to die, everything at the same time. For me it is when i write my best things. Maybe if i painted it would be when i could create masterpieces. Just every inch of your body vibrates with this. You NEED to let it out somehow. Doesn't matter how it just HAS to come out. Maybe pain or art or screaming or just a rant like this. It is times like this when you would really understand the desire for pain, for pleasure, for more. You want more, you want to let it all out, you want to show the world everything you can be. Everything you want to be. You KNOW that ifyou don't let all that out you will die. Not phisically but mentaly, emotionaly. If you don't let it out you will slowly dry out and die. You HAVE to pay attention to that ache,to that desire to be, to FEEL. It may sound insane, maybe you're going crazy right? Butstill the feeling is there. It overwhelms you. It HURTS but feels so good. Makes you feel alive. Makes you what you are. |