Everything seems blurry
I've begun to lose hope
and all of these feelings
will and cannot stop
It seems that there is nothing
Nothing i can do
Watch my life as it disapeers
and hope to be with you
It seems to be so hopeless
and no one has the answers
My life has slowly burned to ash
I wish i never heard of cancer
I wish that god would take away my pain
and make everything untrue
Hand me all the answers i need
and let me be with you
My life and what it is
is nothing but a blur
I wish there was something that I could do
I wish there was a cure
But it seems that there is nothing
Nothing I can do
But watch my life disapeer
and hope to be with you.

-Lizzi Atkins
' tears '

death is beautiful
hung by my rope
broken to pieces
slit in my throat
whipped and nailed
like Jesus on the cross
i died for you
a deathly cost
my eyes like sandpaper
shattered tears
tears of blood
pray your fears
drink my tears
blood of life
wounded eyelids
pierced with a knife
bloodied pupils
disfigured face
broken heart
a complete disgrace
torn to pieces
bloody eyes
tears of blood
the tears ive cried

-Lizzi Atkins
Lizzi
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