Passover

This is the crisis I knew had to come
Destroying the balance I've kept
Doubting, Unsettling and turning around
Wondering what will come next
Is the the role that you wanted to live?
I was foolish to ask for so much
Without the protection of infancy's guard,
It all falls apart at first touch
Watching the reel as it comes to a close
Brutally taking it's time
People who change for no reason at all
It's happening all of the time
Can I go on with this train of events
Disturbing and purging my mind
Back out of my duties when all's said and done
I know that I'll lose every time
Moving along in our god given ways
Safety is set by the fire
Sanctuary from these feverish smiles
Left with a mark on the door
Is this the gift that I wanted to give?
Forgive and forgets what they teach
Or pass through the deserts and wastelands once more
And watch as they drown by the beach
This is the crisis I knew had to come
Destroying the balance I've kept
Turning around to the next set of lives
Wondering what will come next.