i have for a long time
i dont know what to do
this feeling i cant define
its killing me slow
very slowly
im helpless
someone help me
im abused
by my mind
so please help me
i cant seem to find
a reason for it to begin
or a reason for it to stop
it just started
i used to be on top
but not anymore
im dying
but my heart says
i should keep trying.
