i don't want to complain. but that's what i feel like doing. it's so funny.. no one cares. i guess this is as it should be. i don't know when i'll be online next.
Don't look so frightened
This is just a passing phase,
One of my bad days.
oh wait, no one's frightened.. nevermind. i need to talk to someone, but i'm not making an effort to do it... so, it's all my fault. i don't want your pity, and i know you don't have any. so let's just leave it with this. i'm fine, nothing's wrong, and nothing will ever be wrong. think that, please. i don't feel like explaining nothing. because that's what it is. nothing. it's just the same thing. the same exact thing. people are probably sick of hearing it. he probably is. who wouldn't be? i complain so much, yet i never make an effort to CHANGE my ways. i always just continue complaining..
he's back. now i don't have to waste my time.. trying to find something to do.

i laid it down for all to see @ 4:05 PM