i'm bored. i might go to kmart today with andrew, chelsey, emmo, and whoever her two friends are that are walking home from school. i invited natalie but i dont think she wants to go. it's okay, though, i dont mind. everyone seems to like this layout, how nice. i like the color green right now. it's fun.
I havent felt the way i feel today in so long it's hard for me to specify...
i'm gonna buy an incubus cd [dont know which one yet] and a phone card at kmart today. fun fun stuff. i wanted to get a black hoodie, but i guess that will have to wait until next weekend. incubus makes me happy.
today's a good day, im not sure why. i'm just not in a bad mood.
if there is a god..who invented him?
did you ever think of that? i thought of that the other day. how did the universe start out?! i get so confused. everyone and everything has a creator, correct? everyone and everything has a beginning.. so why cant we find out what started time? damn, i should stop thinking.
i should add all my essays on here. i will later tonight..
i have to wait until emmo calls to see if she can go anywhere.
andrews going to be ungrounded, i think, unless his stepdad is all gay.
religion is such bullshit. how can you just dream some god up and name it something fancy? three different religions popped up in the middle east.. that's more proof that most religion is bullshit. it honestly does not make sense at all to me. maybe it will someday, but im almost entirely sure that part of the reason i think this way is because i was forced to believe in god. i dont enjoy being forced into things. and another reason, is that the catholic religion is extremely strict. but yet, priests are molesting little boys.. does that make sense? catholics are so serious and boring. i bet if i was in a different type of church, but still believing in god, i wouldnt have turned out as against it as i am.
jimmy is helping me to see the better side of religion, but im not sure if that changes my opinion. im gonna have to read up on all the different religions.. and, Yeah, ill go now. ive said way too much.
see you later.

-posted by m-ray at 4:14pm