a spoonful of sugar by mary poppins
i talked to my mom about some things today.. i'm glad i did. it wont be as bad. i may still be grounded, but she saw me working on my homework today. i think that convinced her of something. it convinced me of something. i really need to focus on school a bit more than i have been.. and i'm starting to do that more this nine weeks. i slacked off majorly last nine weeks, so my report card sucks. but.. it shall be better.
i didn't watch mary poppins today, i feel incomplete. maybe i'll watch it tonight.. eh.. probably not. maybe when my father goes to bed, ill watch a bit of it. i hope so. i need to!! *screams*
yes, today.. i acted as if nothing happened. i guess that's okay.
i checked out this book called, "there's a boy in the girl's bathroom!" and it has this funny picture on the front... it made me chuckle. andrew found it. i'm glad that james doesnt talk to me hardly at ALL anymore. it's great.
i wish i had more time during the day.. when i am ALLOWED to be up. but i would probably do the same thing i do with my time now. eh.. oh well.
my mom told me today that i read and write more than my siblings ever did. she also said that i'll take that area to the next level.. something along those lines. that made me feel good. she also said that me and alice were like an orange and an apple. "you should be the best orange, and alice can be the best apple. you dont have to be exactly like alice to make us proud." that also made me feel good.
i honestly think that deep down.. i believe in god. because it really shows through my debates at ccd.. we were debating about cloning. these stupid kids were saying god gave us the knowledge to do so, so why not do it? i argued that god also gave us the knowledge to kill, but that doesnt mean it's okay to do it. i also argued that we shouldnt try to play god. we shouldnt try to make ourselves immortal. we shouldnt play with life like that... just let yourself be.
i couldnt stop coughing in science today. it hurt. i did not like it.
i finished all of my homework.
i should finish writing that story... it's going somewhere.. but very slowly.
my mother bought be this beatles book.. it's pretty. i like it. i love reading about them... *sigh* they comfort me. so does jimmy.

when there's hardly no day, and hardly no night at 9:06pm