look to your orb for the warning by monster magnet
happy birthday brother. i love you.
my dreams tease me.. i dont like it.. but i love what happens in them. my throat hurts. i can't talk that loudly or else it will hurt more. and my voice will eventually go away. so i'm trying to keep quiet. i have a new pet. my spider. it's bitten me two times, but i know that it was just frightened. it was cornered, it wanted out.. and didnt know how. sort of reminds me of myself. only at times. but it's my pet. i dont know what to name it yet. i hate feeling betrayed. now i know how he felt. i dont feel betrayed because of you, 10233. someone else.. i hope she knows who she is. she told me she wouldnt.... but she doesnt care about my feelings. so i guess it doesnt matter. i should just forget about it. that's tough.
i like when my parents are gone. one of them is always complaining about something.. cynical generation... *shakes head* i wonder what type of generation we are..
i feel like watching wayne's world. but helen took it. that sucks.. hugely. i'm not going anywhere this weekend. i know i'm not. it's just.. not destined to happen. except for lifeteen. i have to go there. i feel like hearing tom orum sing. he has an angelic voice..
BRING YOU TO A SIMMER, RIGHT ON TIME, RUN MY GREASY FINGERS UP YOUR GREASY SPINE.
oh shit. i really want to watch wayne's world!! fuck it! uggggghhhh...

-posted by mary at 12:57pm