DECEMBER 6, 2002-4:09pm

I can't light no more of your darkness
All my pictures seem to fade to black and white
I've growing tired, and time stands still before me
Frozen here on the ladder of my life
It's much too late to save myself from falling
I took a chance and changed your way of life
But you misread my meaning when I met you
Close the door and left me blinded by the light
Don't let the sun go down on me yeah
Although I search myself it's always someone else I see
I'd just allow a fragment of your life
To wander free
But losing everything is like the sun going down on me
I can't find the right romantic lines
But see me once, and see the way I feel
Don't discard me just because you think I mean you harm
But these cuts I have they need love to help them heal

I'm very devious.. EJ, EJ, EJ.. muahahaha. I bet everyone is confused. The bus ride home was quite peaceful, yet lonely. Now that I think back, I didn't mind it being that way. Just listening to The Beatles, relaxing... ahh yes. I am now listening to Elton John... EJ, EJ, EJ.. I heard Uriah got his ass kicked. James was happy for that fact. I was just talking to myself.. hmm.. they'll put me away for that. I wanna get to Porter Lakes tomorrow.. :( I wanna see Dragon Ball Z at 5:30. Shyeah! I just found a cool Elton John song...

I'm getting bored
Being part of mankind
There's not a lot to do no more
This race is a waste of time
People rushing everywhere
Swarming around like flies
Think I'll buy a forty four
Give them all a surprise
Think I'm gonna kill myself
Cause a little suicide
Stick around for a couple of days
What a scandal if I died
Yeah I'm gonna kill myself
Get a little headline news
I'd like to see what the papers say
On the state of teenage blues

Wowsers. He's great. Well.. I have nothing more to say. Bye bye for now.

-4:36pm