DECEMBER 5, 2002-4:20pm

Come on is such a joy.
The Beatles are so incredible. I don't know why the majority of people say that they suck at school. That is the most untrue comment I have ever heard someone make. You may say that it is their opinion, and it can't be wrong, but NO. Their opinion IS wrong. It is a fact that The Beatles were the greatest band to ever exist and ever WILL exist. No changing my mind. You know, I'm sick of putting on a facade. I do that all too often. And how many times have people heard me say that? Millions. I never change that. Blah, I'm so hopeless. I'm worried about a few people. I'm worried about... some other things. I don't want to get grounded for even longer.. the fact that I have a C in Mrs. Schultz's class is terrible. I'm gonna get yelled at like mad for that fact. And they will probably kick me off the computer since they are NAZIS and homosexual at that. And then you have Sam Minuik there.. UGH. Getting 2 of my friends in trouble, being a bitch to Andrew and Jason. She really sucks. And I really hope Matt doesn't get expelled. I would be very sad. It would be so boring at school without him, and that is the way it has been. Sucks. I just wanna kill I MEAN kick Sam Minuik. TERRIBLY.
I'm sick of this house. I wanna leave. But I always screw up, so I get punished. They know that being here is the worst punishment, so that is the one they always use. Damn nazis. It's not surprising that I screw up though, I mean, I'm a screwed up person, I make an abnormal amount of mistakes, and I never listen. And I'm always getting yelled at for something when I'm home. When my mom talks, it's like this huge mountain of letters that are FLYING out at me and I never understand a single word of the conversation. I basically just block her out. When the words come out as continuous obnoxious screaming, is that a bad thing? I'm done for now.

-4:44pm

4:48pm:I just realized I lost my entry from the 3rd! I didn't save it! I SUCK! UGH! I want it back... :'( Why did you guys let me do that? It's all your fault! Russian..pieces..of..society... Austrian spider monkeys... grr. Sign my messageboard, people. Only Natawie, Chelsey, and Jimmy have signed it before. I thank Natawie for posting things continuously. ;) I'm done again.

-4:49pm