saturday, december 30, 2002

2:20am - ive been staring at the screen for about ten minutes wondering what to write about. should i still be updating? ah, oh well. okay, the lyrics that i will be posting have nothing to do with ME anymore. just to let everyone know that. i just want to post them..

i hurt myself today, to see if i still feel, i focus on the pain, the only thing that's real. the needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting, try to kill it all away, but i remember everything. what have i become, my sweetest friend, everyone i know goes away in the end, you could have it all, my empire of dirt, i will let you down, i will make you hurt.

i like that song. tis good. nine inch nails.....yes. i like depressing songs... they are fun. im sad... i was just happy an hour ago.. damn... im gonna go..

12:54am - im still pondering many things.
the deeper you go, the higher you fly, the higher you fly, the deeper you go, so come on, come on, come on is such a joy.
ahh yes. love it. john lennon has a great voice. great.
it seems as though people are getting happier, and that's a good thing.

emmo-52x
me-18x
that's as of today. counting everything. every letter. every shape. every line. 1

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