DECEMBER 14, 2002-2:49pm

fun times yesterday. see my deadjournal for further explanation. closed my eyes and i slipped away.. i wanna see jimmy today. i got a sixty eight out of seventy on my comma test. marijo sits right next to me, and we missed the exact same question and put the exact same answers. i think she copied off of me. ah, oh well. i don't care. you know what? people were so surprised that i got a sixty eight out of seventy on my math test. that makes me angry. i could get straight a's if i tried. but i don't like applying myself. too much fucking work. i wanna leave the house again. i hate being here. i like being out. your higher power may be god or jesus christ, it doesnt really matter much to me.. bah, im bored. jimmy left. and alice is watching everything i do now. WHY ME. why. hmm, she stopped i think. wait, no she didnt. damn you alice. leave me alone. what does it matter to ya? when you got a job to do, you gotta do it well. you've got to give the other fella hell. ahh yes, mccartney. greatness of the voice. i found this version of "yer blues," but it wasnt just ANY version.. it was a duet between the beatles and the rolling stones. but it got disconnected at 11 seconds of the song. it kicked ass though. i was like "FUCK YEAH!" but then it went and got disconnected. i was like, wtf. im gonna try to get it again. it's not working.. :( how sad. alice wants me to listen to this one song, bah, i dont want to. damn, im playing it. i gave in. oh no. people are home. people arent fun. :( alice wants to get on. what the hell is with alice bugging me all the time? just because i've been on for three hours straight doesnt mean she can get on. well.. maybe it does. i think im gonna bring the playstation upstairs.. you know what? i want to rent some video games. that would be fun. i dont know what else to say... so i think im gonna go... and let alice on because she sucks. bye world.. i may not return. theres always a possibility for that in the foster house.

dude.. did you know pokagon is next weekend?

-3:43pm

5:57pm:oh joy. updating again. listening to mccartney. im sad. next weekend we go to pokagon.. that means i wont be able to see jimmy for a really long time. :( how saddddd. kobe puked on my floor again this morning. what a bitch. that's twice in two days. he has gone too far. he is now kicked out of my room. for a LONG time. i do not care if he looks sad! he will not wake me up anymore. im pisseddddd i wanna leave. well.. im gonna stop updating because i have nothing else to say. and i have to go to the bathroom anyway. ha. man, mccartneys voice is amazing. i wanna listen to john lennon scream tooooo! i will in time. ahh, i'm gone.

-6:07pm