Unseen

When she lost herself
She had no one she could tell
No one would understand

When she lost herself
She retreated into a private Hell
No one else could understand

When she was a child it was a fantasy to be gone
When she disappeared
All she could do was cry and then get ready to move on

There is no one to blame
What’s done is done
Even though she is here, she is gone

When is a normal life not a normal life?
When that normal life is now to be seen through an unseen light
She may be unseen but the spirit that makes her a Woman still shines bright

Her desires haven’t changed, her fantasies haven’t been rearranged
She is not afraid to show her love, her realness
She still needs you to feel it, even if you can’t see it

She knows that things are different now
Her life may never be the same
No one is more scared of that fact than she is

She wasn’t superficial; her life wasn’t about her face
She learned that appearance still means everything
Even though her own appearance was erased

Her mirror is no longer her friend
The vision on the other side is nothing to see and has nothing to say
The unseen feels betrayed, she misses the old days

She’s already had her fun
A few laughs often at someone else’s expense
People seeing things they can’t explain

Things they don’t want to try to explain
Things that some might want to leave in their discreet pocket of fantasy
Things that may eat at some people’s sanity

A pretty voice in the air coming from nowhere
A mischievous set of Women’s clothes moving about without a Woman in them
A cigarette taking a Woman break

Food disappearing from where it was left without a trace
You may see animation in normally inanimate objects
You may even see the Woman with the "Headless Face"

With the right companion she will still exude that passion
Her kisses can be Deep, Wet and Beautiful
Like every other Woman and no other Woman

You might even be the lucky one
Featured in an Adult Movie with a star who is unseen
Though you might think all her love was a dream

What you don’t see is still rather ordinary
She would feel no different if you touched her
Perhaps, she’d have a sly smile of acceptance on her face when she felt you

If she wanted your companionship
You would complain because you don’t understand her
You would complain because she’s not an easy answer

You would be too afraid to ask her the right questions
Too afraid because of your own misguided guesswork
Because of you she once again becomes afraid of being herself

Because she doesn’t get a chance to make herself clear
Once again she has to completely disappear
As if she never was, as if she never had been, she’s gone again

It’s sad because she could feel invisible even if she weren’t unseen
Reality is cruel but necessary
You learn that the hard way on your hardest day

Maybe she’s standing right in front of you
Laughing at you, mocking you, showing no love for you
She is an unseen nightmare about to happen

Pushed to a level where the winner of the Eternal battle is the Devil
She simply does what she has to do
She is what she has to be

She may not be as cold and as empty as she appears to be
She may have been cold and empty before being unseen
What’s known is that she could once lay claim to everyone else’s reality

When she lost herself
She had no one she could tell
No one would understand

When she lost herself
She retreated into a private Hell
No one else could understand

She wishes her disappearance was just a dream
Nothing is what has changed
And she remains…

Unseen

Written June 20, 2002
By Satchell SEVEN
2002

Love That Leo Productions
© 2002