ln a silent way wants to send file C:\polaris2k\Mp3s\adethical3.mp3.
ln a silent way: relationship problems has arisen(sp?) , i think
RK Hatop: =(
ln a silent way: indeed
RK Hatop: i am very sorry
ln a silent way: but i dunno
RK Hatop: may i inquire as to what is wrong?
ln a silent way: ill type it all out in a sec
ln a silent way: gotta make a phone call
RK Hatop: k
RK Hatop: ah
RK Hatop: to bethany?
ln a silent way: no
ln a silent way: jimmy
RK Hatop: oh
ln a silent way: ok well hes not home
ln a silent way: anyway
RK Hatop: :-\
ln a silent way: bethany went on a trip last week, left thursday, the night before she left
she wrote me an email telling me how much she liked me and, i quote, "Everything we have
between us - conversation, jokes, common interests...everything - it means so much to me
already. Thank you for all that you are so far" so I was like "oooh yeah!"
ln a silent way: then sunday night she gets back, she gets online and we talk
ln a silent way: she's pretty tired sounding
ln a silent way: said the trip wasnt all that great
ln a silent way: monday, doesnt come to school
ln a silent way: but i was talking to her on the phone monday
ln a silent way: after talking to jimmy
ln a silent way: and jimmy had kissed this girl while his g/f was away
ln a silent way: he told here about it and she was mad at him
ln a silent way: so i told this to bethany
ln a silent way: and she was liek "yeah, you shouldn't really tell those things"
ln a silent way: i ignored and kept talking to her
ln a silent way: then
ln a silent way: after i said a sentence she said that again
ln a silent way: but this time in question for
ln a silent way: ending the sentence with "dont you think so?"
ln a silent way: i slurred a "yeah"
ln a silent way: then got off the phone cause she said she had to go
ln a silent way: meanwhile i was going to eat dinner with my parents, sister, and her new
boy
ln a silent way: i got there and thought about what bethany has asked me
RK Hatop: hmm..
ln a silent way: i totally freaked
ln a silent way: so i met the my sister's boy then left
ln a silent way: got home called her
ln a silent way: (she was supposed to come to dinner with us but saif her mom wouldnt
let her cause she had not gone to school that day)
RK Hatop received C:\polaris2k\Mp3s\adethical3.mp3.
ln a silent way: i called her and her dad was like "bethany went out"
ln a silent way: i was like "...oh...ok"
ln a silent way: so i called her cell phone
ln a silent way: she sounded like she was out someplace where many people were
ln a silent way: idunn
RK Hatop: :-\
ln a silent way: mall, walmart
ln a silent way: no idea
RK Hatop: hmm..
RK Hatop: not to sound harsh about bethany
ln a silent way: but she told me within like 3 min that she wanted to call me back
ln a silent way: so i said alright
ln a silent way: she didnt call back
RK Hatop: yea..
ln a silent way: i called her at 10 somethin that night
ln a silent way: told her that i had been thinking about what she asked me earlier
ln a silent way: and said that i didnt think one should keep those things
ln a silent way: from there g/f or b/f
ln a silent way: i cant remember exactly what she said but it wasn't the answer i wanted
to hear
ln a silent way: and it sounded liek she started to cry
RK Hatop: yea..
ln a silent way: i said
ln a silent way: whats wrong
ln a silent way: she said nothing, that she had sneezed
ln a silent way: i said "....ok"
ln a silent way: and today
ln a silent way: we had a class assembly
ln a silent way: as im walking into the gym
ln a silent way: she it coming from the opposite direction
ln a silent way: talking with some guy
ln a silent way: we make eye contact, i think she saw me
ln a silent way: but she kept walking
ln a silent way: and this guy walked her to her seart
ln a silent way: then left to goto where he was supposed to sit, cause hes a senior
ln a silent way: i sit next to her
ln a silent way: durring the thing he kept giving her looks
ln a silent way: and smiling and all that shit
RK Hatop: =(
ln a silent way: then it was over and i told her i would see her 4th period
ln a silent way: in 4th she didnt talk much at all
ln a silent way: bad vibes 100%
ln a silent way: very distant from em
ln a silent way: me*
ln a silent way: so tonight i met her at fresh market with a rose and that song i sent you
ln a silent way: asked her if anything was wrong
ln a silent way: she said "no"
RK Hatop: hmm..
ln a silent way: i told her about me thinking she was kinda distant and/or down feeling
ln a silent way: then
ln a silent way: with a somewhat offensive tone
ln a silent way: she said "well i only got 5 hours of sleep last night and i had a pretty rough
weekend last week what with the trip and all"
ln a silent way: so i was like "alright"
ln a silent way: it really sucked to, i couldnt even talk cause i felt like i was going to throw
up the whole time
RK Hatop: :-\
RK Hatop: i know what thats like
ln a silent way: she thanked me for the rose
ln a silent way: we looked in e/o's eyes for a while and talked about tomorrow, 1 month
date tomorrow
ln a silent way: and said that we would have to go out right after school cause she had an
"appointment"
RK Hatop: argh..
ln a silent way: with some lady who wants her to babysit for her in the summe
ln a silent way: she knew we were going out
ln a silent way: then she said she had to go, so i hugged her and left
RK Hatop: bethany sounds mad
RK Hatop: either that or scared
ln a silent way: i tried to ask her if anything was wrong
ln a silent way: she is acting different
RK Hatop: has she ever had a long term boyfriend?
ln a silent way: i dont know
ln a silent way: i just want her to tell me whats bothering here
ln a silent way: her*
RK Hatop: yea
RK Hatop: trust me, ive been in your place
RK Hatop: sucks a big one
ln a silent way: i feel like shit man
ln a silent way: if it wasnt for this skit in french tomorrow i wouldnt be going
RK Hatop: :-\
RK Hatop: when i was dating ashlee..well i am not sure what it was but whatever..
ln a silent way: dont think ill go thursday
RK Hatop: she wouldnt become anything more
RK Hatop: and that sent me around in a bad way
ln a silent way: yeah
RK Hatop: sigh..i am very sorry
RK Hatop: thats why im glad sarah doesnt want to be closer
RK Hatop: i guess all you can do is find some way to apologize
RK Hatop: and make up to her..
RK Hatop: unless she doesnt want a commitment..
RK Hatop: then your screwed
ln a silent way: brb
RK Hatop: ok
RK Hatop: oh..what is this other screen name..
RK Hatop: your not on the old ones much..
ln a silent way: keiichis4n
ln a silent way: oigil
ln a silent way: oh yeah
RK Hatop: oigil or olgil?
ln a silent way: also
ln a silent way: oi
ln a silent way: after school today
RK Hatop: mm-hmm?
ln a silent way: bethany and i were walking out of class
ln a silent way: and normally go and talk to people
ln a silent way: she walks right past all those people
ln a silent way: and just leaves
ln a silent way: looks back at me and says bye
RK Hatop: hmm..
ln a silent way: im just like "well i guess she's in a hurry for work"
ln a silent way: ryan and i are walking down to his truck
ln a silent way: he left his lights on so it doesnt start
ln a silent way: we look for my mom to jump the truck off
ln a silent way: i look for her for about 10 min
ln a silent way: its like 2:45 at this point
ln a silent way: school got out at 2:15
ln a silent way: then i find her, get the keys to her car and drive it over to ryans truck
RK Hatop: wow thats early
ln a silent way: while im driving it over i take a look at the parking lot where bethany
parks
ln a silent way: there are like 3 cars in the whole lot
ln a silent way: low and behold her fucking car is still there
ln a silent way: and she it up against it and so it this senior guy who was talking to her
durring the assembly thing
